#so much to ask...

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I fucking love Ryland Grace.

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Its seems like a big scene.

Everyone play like its a life or death question.

Nobody wants to stop.

Its crazy and its scare me.

Im scared, constantly.

Im fine but tomorrow...will I be fine ? With all the people around me who put the mask and play a non sense scene. A repetition again and again without the big final at the end.

When all that will stop for me. I don't want to play. I don't want to be here. Please when will all that stop ?