#so sick of this garbage

[ladymaria-blue]

I've come to the conclusion that if I want to be happy, my friends have to suffer.

Literally every. singe. time. in the past years of knowing them, every time I'm even slightly happy, something bad happens in their life.

For example, awhile back, I was just feeling a bit up for whatever reason and I go to school the next day and turns out that 2 of my 4 friends now hate each other because of big legal issue that happened the night before, when I was happy.

Recently, I've been crushing on a girl and I felt really happy last night thinking about her and now a rumor is going around about another one of my friends that she recently fucked her abusive ex and now they both have an std.

why do I even fucking try anymore

everything I do to bring joy into my own life, something bad happens to my friends. This has happened literally everytime for as long as I can remember.

If there is a God or some sort of higher power out there, what the fuck did I do to deserve this

[exjade]

Now they fucked up Lor’themar

I deliberately try to avoid WoW's campaigns as much as I can because I'm so tired of getting angry. So now they gave Lor'themar a new model where he's an old and wrinkled geezer—where of course every single female in the game including Sylvanas who's fucking undead looks like a barely legal naked lipsticked bimbo. Like you have Turalyon who's this old wrinkled fart and ofc his wife looks like a pouting barely legal porn actress, and their justification is that "oh but she's an elf so ofc she looks young." But ofc they don't apply that to male elves like Kael'thas and now Lor'themar. Obviously they know that female players want young and handsome guys or they would not have made Anduin young and handsome in the trailer—but in the game there's not a single—not ONE young and handsome looking male model. They even redid the BE male models to look wrinkled.

 Might not have been so infuriating if they didn't obviously put so much attention into creating fifty different variations of female models that are all young, "pretty," pouting and lipsticked with porcelain skin, even when they're fucking undead or savage races like orcs and trolls. It's been how many years now? Fourteen? And still not a single—not ONE male model in the game who is young and handsome. Every time they update models they just make males look even older and more wrinkled, while they never ever do this with females. "Oh, they look distinguished with wrinkles and scars!" funny how they absolutely DON’T apply that same standard to female models, and females always have to look like the same cookie cutter lipsticked barely legal bimbo. Why don't they just tell female players "fuck you, no one wants you here, all you're good for is being something to fap to."

You know, I’ve played since WC3 and I honestly don’t know why I even keep bothering, there is absolutely zero enjoyment in this. 

[skinksprite]

lol went to sleep for two hours and had yet ANOTHER school dream for some reason i was in a military school this time grandma was following me kissing me goodbye every five seconds probably making sure that i went where i was supposed to i hoped that if i pretended to disappear into my dorm to get ready for the day, she would leave and i could make a break for it no such luck, she pulled herself up onto my bunk bed to follow me while giving a speech about how proud she is of me at that point i was sick of it and unwilling to go through another morning at this school so i paced to the back door and ignored her asking me where i was going it was a gorgeous foggy day outside, i fully intended to run far away, and continue sleeping undisturbed in a nice tree somewhere naturally, they immediately set up defenses the minute i left the building, which included putting dogs every five feet at every layer of fence surrounding the property my work around was to grab the fence and do a handstand on it (they were short fences) so that they would have nothing to grab since both feet left the ground at the same time anyway they fully intended to outright torture me whenever they caught me, as in, leave me on the edge of death before even considering letting anyone outside the facility know what happened.

[freshwit-blog]

So lemme get this shit straight - not only do I develop some kind of not-quite-sinus-disaster cold that turns me into an intolerable wimp, but I start my period a day early and get fucked on my paycheck. Happy Spring. Vengeance will be mine.

[elfyourmother]

you know i haven’t given a shit about ass creed since they killed desmond and went back to white dudes after 3 and have not given a single solitary fuck about bethesda anything ever and my last fallout game was 2

but can y’all, especially white y’alls, especially especially white girl y’alls, quit forgetting that Ubisoft did in fact have a female assassin as a lead character in a video game, even if they did a shitty job of promoting her and stuck her on a portable platform

stop erasing Aveline de Grandpré, please

jesus fucking christ