#so yeah nbd

[reallyaardvark]

I feel like I have literally just dug myself into a hole and I just keep digging myself deeper and deeper in it like I'm about to fucking come up on the other side of the planet any fucking day now. I am so fucking ANNOYED and FRUSTRATED with myself lately for just continuing to dig and dig and dig and not even try to stop myself. I have so much built up energy and motivation to fucking get OUT OF THIS HOLE and FIX MY LIFE but I'm so far gone at this point I have no idea where to even focus that energy at all and so it just feels like all the atoms in my body are about to implode literally all of the time

[tearsandsyringes]

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[squiddleknit]

I was going to make this long post about LIFE and how much having a full weekend sucks and the fact that my costume crew has bought literally every yard of orange polyester in the state and it might not be enough.

But then I ate some pasta and realized that most of the stress comes from the fact that I was super hungry.