it was an easy peasy slope to slide right down . turns out that all of the warnings of like , marijuana being a gateway drug & other stuff you’d say was total bullshit might have actually had a little bit of truth to it ! first came the weed , made you feel light & heavy all at once , gave you the munchies , made kissing feel like . . . a thousand times better . next , the pills : results may vary ! you tend to lean more toward the ones that make you feel like your brain has just been completely shut down & it’s fun to see your parents not even realize that you aren’t really even there with them when you’re summoned for some stupid ass family thing . ( they don’t want you there anyway , public appearances are realllly a bitch , huh , dad ? ) then came the . . .
what was it that you had even taken tonight ?
the ghost of a tight grip around your upper arm remains even after the belt is no longer there , & you’re just swimming through the thick haze of absolute euphoria crashing into your body like a freight train . head falls back into the couch with a sigh & lips remain parted , eyes fixated on the ceiling . slow breaths are exhaled & if you even felt attached to yourself at all , you’d question if you have a heartbeat anymore . the loud bass of the music from the party happening around you is something you feel vibrating your entire body & lips curl into a satisfied smile . the scene before you tells the story enough , handful of needles scattered about the coffee table & a spoon & lighter nearby the bag that holds the remaining powder . you’ve literally never been one to turn down a good time .
are you kidding me ?
his voice is distant , like @wizardslays is existing on an entirely different plane than you and . . . ISN’T HE THOUGH ? isn’t he always ? existing in a very boring , very bland , very not fun plane . one he’s always trying to bring you back down to . take a hiiiiint , is what you would say . instead , response comes out in an incoherent mumble . you can feel him touching you , & maybe you’d even reach up to stop him or pull him in for a kiss because if this feels as good as it does than that’d probably feel like realllly nice , but your arms feel like weights attached to your body way too heavy for you to pick up , so you just lay there in your maxed out bliss , will’s words drawing further & further away . . .