still not over it (WHY?!?!?)
Woke up at an ungodly hour this morning and went back and re-read all of so_caffeinated's You Have (Not) Failed This 'Verse and I think I'm more upset now then when I read it before I went to bed last night because this exchange hadn't really sunk in.
"I just don't want to lose you," he breaths out.
"Oh, Oliver," she sighs, placing her hands on the back of his neck. "That's the one thing in all of this that we have control over."
And then this follows:
"I don't know why we weren't together before," she tells him. "But this experience has been more than enough to prove to me that I want us to be. Very much so. And memory or not, married or not, I'm yours. Okay? I'm yours as long as you want me."
"I can't even imagine not wanting you," he tells her with something that almost passes as a laugh.
And what does the stupid-head (yes I am channeling Lilo because Team Arrow definitely parallels with sentiment from the movie: "This is my family. I found it, all on my own. Is little, and broken, but still good. Ya. Still good.") do the moment he gets his memory back. Even though he loves Felicity, wants to be with her and gorram knows she feels the exact same. HE PULLS AWAY.
I cannot deal with with Oliver Queen and his stupid-head antics. And why isn't Wednesday yet? Janis said she might be able to post the next update then and I need it because she promised people yelling at his stupid face, stupid-head!












