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Chapters: 9/? Fandom: Call of Duty (Video Games) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley Characters: John "Soap" MacTavish, John Price (Call of Duty), Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Simon "Ghost" Riley, Russian Ultranationalists, Kate Laswell Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Trans Simon "Ghost" Riley, Pining, Autistic Simon "Ghost" Riley, Simon "Ghost" Riley Has PTSD, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Vaginal Sex, Trans Male Character, Anal Sex, spy mission, Canon Divergent, no beta we die like men, Flower Language, I just wanted Ghost in a tux tbh, Undercover Missions, Recon Mission, Self-Harm, It's minor self-harm though, Panic Attacks, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Canon, Cunnilingus, John "Soap" Mactavish Has Catholic Guilt, Cockwarming, Pegging, Exhibitionism, iconoclasm, Blasphemy, John "Soap" MacTavish Has PTSD, Near Death Experiences, Under-negotiated Kink, Marking, Mentions of Past Torture, Past Child Abuse, Past Sexual Abuse, Gender Dysphoria, Past Domestic Violence Summary:
When Laswell enlists 141 to run a recon mission, the last thing Ghost thought he would be doing was baring his face and wearing a tux to take down some Ultranationalist thugs who had nuclear weapons at their fingertips. Soap, Gaz, and Price are all with him, but that doesn't eliminate the anxiety of being vulnerable in a lion's den.
It doesn't help that Johnny has been acting... odd since Las Almas, and his own hangups have created an unintentional wall between them.