Apr 3, 2025
i'm having the swamp dreams every night. these dreams often involve actual swamps, but not always, they're more a type of nightmare with a particular emotional flavor. a restful type of nightmare, compared to their cousins, but one that doesn't want to let go, even after i'm awake and going about my day
#atra cura sub atris aqua#in the dickey#sodden rule#i have long suspected that beyond certain thresholds the pollen is psychoactive#and the levels this spring have surpassed previous records by a third again#still i can't bring myself to close the windows#shoot#shove#shut out the birdsong#it doesn't help that the bogmonster is frustrated with me#pandemic era#sixth spring#escaping