#sofasoap rambles

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When I work.. my mind goes off tangent. don't ask me why.....Silly ideas. Minors DNI

Boyfriends for Hire

Need someone that will just sit with you when you dont feel like talking, but will take care of your need? Simon is the one for you. Warning : Might pop up with dad jokes from time to time, or answer you with just a grunt.

Had a bad day and need someone to cheer you up and have a fun time and do adventurous things? our Scottish boy Johnny is the one for you. Warning : might set things on fire.

Want an attentive boyfriend, giving you a pampering for the night? You are in for a treat with Kyle! He is all about making you feel like a princess , and take care of all your needs. Romantic movie? you got it. Foot massage? right on it. Warning : might occasionally pop up with sarcastic comments.

Want someone more mature? John is full of wisdom and life experience, not only will he share his tales of life, he will also put you to sleep in his warm and cuddly arm ( for additional fee ). Warning : Might complain of nausea or migranes. Cigar and Whisky are all inclusive.

Want a luxury experience? Our Russian bear Nikolai will fly you to any exotic location for a romantic dinner date, will get you ANYTHING you want ( additional fees applied ) and wonderful tales you will never imagine of hearing. Major Warning : Require to sign a waiver, company takes zero responsibility with falling out of helicopter mid-flight.

For Futher enquires, please call Laswell on 1800-000-COD. Daily rate and hourly rates applies.

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* seeing husband shaving his beard again*

Me gasping : WHY YOU SHAVING AGAIN!!!

Hubby : to look presentable for you in front of your friend on Sunday...

I don't want you to look presentable!!! They known you for years they wouldnt careeeee

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staring intensely, and zooming in to see how far the zipper goes for Nikolai's flight suit....

.... for research purposes.

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ok damn it i thought i can finish Nik x reader quick smut tonight. but as my scatter brain always do.... adding more ideas .... sigh. i'll finish it off tomorrow night.

here's snippet though

You look up into his eyes as you put your arms around his shoulder. 

Nikolai licks his lips, eyes dropping down towards your slightly exposed breast, before flicking back up.

"I'm trying to get this heli fixed, little bird." he warned in a husky voice. But his hands betrays him as it wanders towards your ass,  lightly grabbing it. 

"I’m sure you will need a break sometime.. "You smiled innocently at him while playing with his hair. Pushing your body closer to him, you can definitely feel his slight arousal. Good. you thought. “ and there is no one around at the moment….” 

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There are moments you kind of doubt yourself, if you are not good enough, or you say something wrong.

Or you should just shut your mouth up.

And it's hard to dig yourself out from that spiral when you fall into the pit.

It fucken sucks.

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From that recent discovery about some of the actors ( 😔😭) I wanna make a post about I am feeling bit unsafe staying in this fandom. Even though I had talk with some moots abt separating reality and VS fiction. Which I am pretty good at doing.

With what's going on in the world at moment I feel pressured and obliged to show my stance.

I feel like it's triggering my anxiety and it doesn't help with my mental state lately.

And looking at what happen to ppl I know leaving tumblr and the fandom all together, because of anon and ppl attacking them no matter how much they clarify themselves I kinda scared posting anything or not saying anything. No matter what you do. You can't make ppl happy.

And to tell the truth? I am actually scared some of you will come and attack me for saying things like I am standing with civilians and not the governments. The innocent ppl who unwillingly getting dragged into the conflict.

I am now half thinking of taking a hiatus or pulling back from fandom and tumblr because of this.

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As a self-proclaimed Nikolai club CEO, I can rest in peace now.

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Ok Iied. this is going to turn into a full blown smut and not a quick one. give me few more days to write it. I promise you peep i'll have the hanger smut and also Nikolai Pirate AU out by the weekend..... *dragging myself off to bed *