#sofiiel rambles

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😂I have been up all night editing ST characters into Star Wars characters.

~ I still got like 4+ I still want to give a go.

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Time to let the high wear off, been eating croutons for 3 minutes thinking I was eating the ranch corn nuts I bought.

Like fool corn nuts aren't that big and the bag looks different.

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Pushing your own skill level is frustrating.

I know how happy I'll be to improve, but at the same time, I want to chuck my PC out the window and throw a heinous tantrum.

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We have the same pumpkin as decor as we had last year.....

I should mention it's not fake nor is it planted.

It's not rotting, soft, or discolored and I don't know what dark magic is keeping this thing fresh but I'm afraid of what it's insides might look like 😱

One day it's going to start talking or something.

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😨 dog was snoring, sounded like distant laughing and woke me up, totally thought someone else was in the house 😂 had my blades ready and everything.

My dog's weird pitchy snoring always does this on the rare occasion he does snore at night 😅 you'd think I'd be used to it 😮‍💨

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Just finished watching Cadaver(or Kadaver) and while it's not necessarily scary to me, Jesus it was oddly beautiful?

Like, I loved the ending and the visuals of the set and props, and it kept me thoroughly invested.

I love the plot of the story as well. I was left really rooting for the heroine of the story.

For the life of me, I cannot find any more horror films in this style, and it's driving me mad because I need them for my marathon which starts on Mischief Night.

Also on a side note, does anyone celebrate mischief night?

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Work and taking care of Grandma through her recovery is snatching up so much of my free time 😶 Ren Faire snuck up on me, and I was not ready for it at all, and just decided to sit it out this year.

This woman will not do what the doctors told her to, and I've resorted to staying up all night because she likes to wait until everyone's sleeping to break every "don't do this" rule list the doctors gave her.

She's an ornery 79yo woman that's for sure 😅 it's always been funny, but now it's turned towards me lol.

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They finally moved Grandma to a closer Hospital and the surgery to remove the infected tissue/bone went well 😌 so thank you for the well wishes, prayers and vibes!

She did have a spell of hospital delirium that we can all giggle about now but...🫣 79 yo grandma trying to karate chop and throw stuff at her nurse in panic was... something else. Grandma thought she was a woman breaking into her house and thought the pillows to keep her in place was a body.

That was a wild phone call to give mom at 4am. She couldn't calm grandma either lol she told mom that she, the doctor and the nurse were going to jail for breaking into "her house"

🤭 it only lasted a handful of hours thankfully, grandpa used to fall into delirium after surgeries to so we're well experienced in helping people out of it.

This is all to say, she's doing well and we might be able to bring her home today if the PT and doctor deem her strong enough. Which means no more overnighting at the hospital ❤️ I should be back soon, there's a lot for me to get caught up on here, and I miss the new friends I've made and just all the amazing people here.

It's big to help skip the part with me chattering on and on 🤫🙃

I hope everyone is doing ok 🩷 or at least making it through.