hey! might be a strange request, but can you write something about y/n having to use her safeword with tony?
for example something like tony being too rough and it gets too overwhelming and she has to use it? and aftercare and lots of fluff afterwards.
Hi lovey! It's not at all a strange request. I hope you enjoy!
Summary: You use your safe word
Warning: Smut (only at the beginning), use of safe word, aftercare with lots of fluff.
W/C: 879
Tony Stark Masterlist
When he sped up, you could tell that the mood had changed. The way he held your waist hurt, making it hard to tell the difference between pain and pleasure. His thrusts were no longer pleasant; they hurt.
“Such a dirty slut, letting Daddy do whatever he wants.” He growled.
You weren’t sure why. Your lengthy workday or lack of sleep might have contributed, or both. On any other day, his words would have excited you, but today, they made you feel dirty. You could feel the hot tears filling your eyes, an ache in your heart as his filthy words filled the room.
“Kiwi! Kiwi! Please!” You rush out, not being able to take it anymore.
Tony freezes and pulls out as soon as he hears your safe word. You move away from him, pulling your knees to your chest as your back collides with the headboard. Rocking yourself back and forth, trying to calm down.
“Hey. Hey, it’s okay.” He whispers, reaching out to touch you, but you press yourself closer to the headboard. “What happened, baby? I need you to talk to me so I can help you. Just breathe.”
He takes a deep breath, getting you to mimic his actions. He coaxes you through it until your breathing goes back to normal.
“I- I don’t know what happened.” You whispered. “I’m sorry.”
“No. None of that. We have a safe word for a reason. Don’t apologize for using it.” He goes to reach out to you again, stopping when he remembers you moving away from him. Instead, he just gets up and walks out of the bedroom.
Your heart sinks when you watch him leave. Part of you thought you genuinely upset him. You should’ve just ignored the feeling you had and satisfied him. The feeling washes away when he returns, a glass of water in one hand and a small bowl of fruits in the other. He hands them to you before heading into the bathroom. You quietly eat the fruit, trying not to think too much about what happened.
“Did you want to take a bath?” Tony asks as he sticks his head out of the doorway. You gently nod your head, setting the food down on your nightstand and making your way towards the bathroom.
The scent of vanilla and lavender fill your senses, instantly relaxing you. A small candle illuminates the dark bathroom as steam rises from the tub. You dip your toes in to feel the temperature before completely sitting in the tub. Tony goes to turn around, thinking you’d want to be alone. But you wanted the opposite, you yearned to feel his skin against yours.
“Can you sit with me? Please?” Tony’s heart breaks when he hears how desperate you sound. Instantly turning around and making his way towards the tub to sit behind you.
The water sways and overflows down the side of the tub as he settles in, you put your back flush against his chest. He hesitantly wraps his arms around your waist, relaxing against the wall when he feels your tiny hands attempting to hold his arms.
“Do you want to talk about what happened?” He asks, resting his chin on your shoulder.
“I’m not too sure what happened.” You mindlessly stare out the window, admiring the way the city looks during the night. “It just all became too much when you started to speed up. I normally love your dirty talk, but it didn’t make me feel good like it always does. I thought I could just shake off the feeling, but then it started to consume me and I cou-”
Tony hears you sniffling as you go over what happened. He pinches your chin between his fingers, turning your head so you could look at him.
“It’s okay, baby. It’s over now.” He says as he presses a kiss to your forehead. “I’m so proud of you for saying something instead of forcing yourself to feel uncomfortable.”
His words completely wash away the guilt you felt. You lean forward and place a gentle kiss on his lips, he hums in satisfaction. Pulling away, he gives you a warm smile that makes your heart flutter. You’ll understand how you got so lucky.
Tony reaches out and grabs a small towel and your body wash, squeezing some of the product out before cleaning you off. You place your head on his shoulder, letting him wash away the remnants of what happened, feeling so safe and loved. He whispers small praises as he rinses you off.
You ended up switching spots with him so you could clean him off as well, running your hands through his hair while you ran the towel down his chest. The two of you sat in the tub for what felt like forever, content with being in each other's company as you watched over the calm city.
Eventually, you got out of the tub, your hands wrinkly from how long you’d been in there. Tony tossed you one of his t-shirts to sleep in while he slipped on some boxers. Crawling into bed, he pulled you into his chest, letting you trace shapes as you laid in silence.
Some of y'all were asking for Part 2 of Just Once so here ya go! This picks up right after the first story.
Pairing: Tony Stark x fem!reader
Summary: Grief and loneliness got the best of you last night. Your friendship with Tony was too precious to risk, and now all you want to do is move on. But what happens when the other party doesn't want to forget?
Warnings: smut, language, (technically) cheating, friends to lovers, mentions of past canon trauma, oral (f receiving), protected sex
Word Count: 5.1k
[Starts out sweet and all about tony x reader friendship, then turns into steamy Tony smut. Table sex, included. 😳]
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Thump, thump, thump.
Your feet hit the pavement rhythmically as you jog your normal morning route. It’s a misty Seattle morning, and the world is still quiet. The sun is rising sleepily, beginning to bathe the world in gold. All is well.
Except. It isn’t.
You turn the block corner, and your apartment comes into sight. You take a glance down at your watch.
42 minutes.
That’s how long ago you had quietly slipped out of your apartment for your morning run. That’s how long it had been since your eyes shot open and you remembered the events of last night, rushing into your mind, all at once like a tsunami. You had turned your head to find Tony still asleep beside you in the bed. One leg sticking out of the messy sheets and his face buried in the pillow. Your pillow.
You had stared at him in disbelief, half-expecting him to disintegrate into a fleeting figment of your imagination. You had rubbed your eyes, trying to clear the haze.
Nope. Still there.
You silently curse yourself and your stupidity (see: weakness in the face of sexual temptation) for the 50th time this morning as you approach the brick building. Perhaps, when you reenter your apartment, Tony will be gone, and this will all have just been a bad trip — or something of the like.
Before you even open the door, the smell of frying bacon reaches your nose. You step inside and are greeted by a peculiar sight.
Tony Stark, clad in nothing but a pair of dark jeans, is buzzing about your small kitchenette. Simultaneously, there are eggs being flipped over-easy on the stovetop, orange juice being procured from the open fridge, bacon sizzling happily in a pan, and toast being buttered. You stand in amazement for a few seconds, processing the scene before you. The wonderful aroma of the all-American breakfast makes you mouth water.
“Y/N! Hey!” Tony exclaims when he sees you.
You slide onto a stool at the bar top, overlooking the controlled chaos unfolding in the kitchen area. Tony truly has remarkable skill when it comes to multitasking. You guess, all that time in the suit, operating about twenty computing systems at once, was good practice.
“Wow. Breakfast?” you remark, raising an eyebrow. “Since when do you cook?”
He scoffs, shooting you a brief smile before turning away to rapidly crack some black pepper onto the eggs.
“Cooking is easy. People think it’s a skill, but really it’s just planning, timing it out. It’s like assembling anything else. You just do the parts in order, trying not to break any yolks.”
You roll your eyes sarcastically at the classic “Tony” response.
Suddenly, all the components come crashing together, and Tony is setting down two perfectly assembled breakfast plates on the bar top — complete with a glass of orange juice for each of you. It looks delicious; it’s been way too long since you had a proper breakfast. Meaning, a breakfast that wasn’t cereal, a protein bar, or a bowl of sad, pale, scrambled eggs. You thank Tony as he pulls up the other stool to sit across from you.
“Dig in,” he says cheerfully, raising his fork. “Good run this morning?”
You nod, taking a big gulp of orange juice.
“Yeah, I heard you leaving,” Tony continues mindlessly. “Kind of weird waking up to an empty bed after a night like that. I finally know what it feels like to be on the other side, I guess.”
You nearly spit out your bite of toast. And just like that, reality comes crashing back down to earth. For a brief moment, it had felt like things could possibly come out normal on the other side. You and Tony could go back to being perfectly normal best friends.
How ignorant.
“What?” you remark incredulously.
You’re on the verge of laughter, partially out of amusement but mostly out of bewildered embarrassment.
Tony gives you his award-winning “I’m innocent!” raised-eyebrow expression. You suddenly become acutely aware of the situation. Tony Stark is sitting in your kitchen, shirtless, serving you breakfast. After you spent a far-from-platonic night rolling around your sheets together. You want to slap yourself.
“I’m talking about the incredible sex we had last night. And then, you leaving me alone before sunrise,” Tony explains casually, pushing your buttons further. “That's usually my play.”
He looks up at you, expecting a playful quip in return. Instead, you just slowly set down the fork you had been gripping.
“Tony,” you begin, seriously and calmly. “Let’s not talk about it. It was one night, and it won’t happen again. It was just once. We gave into the moment, but we shouldn’t-“
“The moment?” Tony suddenly blurts out, interrupting you. You purse your lips, surprised by the new and unexpected edge of anger in his voice. “God. Y/N. The moment, huh? You’re really just going to shrink it down to that. Just a moment.”
You stare at him, confused. Tony’s big brown eyes hold yours with an intensity. It's amazing how fast his sarcastic, playful tone can morph into ferocity. You want to look away, break his gaze, but you can’t. This whole thing was a mistake.
“It was fun,” you finally say. “But it was just a fuck. We were lonely.”
“You know, Y/N. You’re so damn smart,” Tony replies, leaning back a bit in his seat. “So, why do you always try and kid yourself? It bothers me. I know -- that you know -- that this wasn’t just a fuck.”
Your mind races through a million different responses.
Then, what was it?
What do you mean?
Why are you acting like this?
I'm not kidding myself.
But something tells you, deep down, that there's nothing you can say that won't lead to something you don't want to hear.
So, instead, you angrily snatch up your glass of orange juice, rising from your seat at the bar. You grit your teeth at Tony one more time before turning your back and striding toward to your study. You feel your cheeks burning hot.
The study is a second living room-sized space where you keep all your projects. Early sunlight is now streaming in through the large windows, falsely giving the impression of a peaceful Saturday morning. The large wooden table tops are littered with wires, microchips, and other electronic parts. When you first met the Avengers year ago, you and Tony butted heads over your shared expertise in technology and robotics. After much bickering and trying to outdo each other, you eventually accepted one another's intelligence and bonded over your shared field.
You look to the floor of your large study to see the air mattress you had set up there prior to Tony's arrival yesterday, obviously still pristine. You squeeze your eyes shut. Your apartment is absolutely dripping with reminders of last night's events. The empty whiskey glasses, still sitting on the side table in the living room. The couch pillows crumpled from the weight of your bodies, hungrily crashing together above them. You don't even want to think about your bedroom, where you're sure Tony's missing shirt is strewn on the ground.
You push the thoughts out of your your mind, pulling up a seat at your work table. You start to fiddle with a new lightweight shoulder pauldron you're currently designing. You can feel yourself going into 'shut-out' mode, trying your hardest to focus all your attention on the metal in your hands. This was all too much. This was all wrong.
When you hear footsteps behind you, entering the study, you ignore it. Tony quietly traverses the floor, coming to pull up a chair on the other side of the work table. He silently watches you working the wires into place. You don't look up. You don't have to see his expression to know the contemplative expression undoubtably painted on his face. You also don't have to look at him to know he's pondering more than just your work.
"You know, aluminum-titantium alloy won't hold up after a few heavy hits," Tony comments, nodding to the armor piece.
"I'm gonna chromatize it," you reply dryly, not looking up from your hands.
"I wouldn't bother. You can't just give everything a shiny coat to hold it together. If the problem is underneath, that is."
Fuck Tony and his fucking metaphors.
You growl angrily, throwing the pauldron down in frustration. You sit back in your seat and cross your arms, finally meeting your friend's eyes.
"Ok, fine," you say matter-of-factly. "Let's talk about it. It was good. It was really fucking good. And we both needed it. But that's it. I'm willing to leave it at that and forget about it if you are."
Tony rubs his beard in his palm, seemingly mulling over your words. His brown eyes don't leave yours. The warm sunlight coming in through the window behind him paints yellow patches on his bare shoulders, bathing him in gold. You take a mental picture of him, sitting there in his thoughts. A brief, intrusive thought passes through your mind, threatening that this could be the last time you see him. You immediately banish the notion. This friendship means too much to you. Not even a fuck-up as big as this one could make you want to toss it away. You hope Tony agrees.
"Help me understand where your head's at, Y/N," Tony finally replies. "What is your biggest concern right now? Wait, listen, I know there's a lot of reasons why last night was bad. But I want to know what you're thinking."
You sigh, uncrossing your arms. As much as Tony's 'list-and-analyze' reaction to crisis could be annoying, in some ways, it comforted you. Tony is impulsive, yes, but those who know him best also know his calculative nature: the mental risk assessments, the contingency plans labelled through Z. Always searching for the route that will hurt everyone the least. Always.
You consider his question carefully. Again, there's a million answers: the risk of ruining your friendship, the potential awkwardness, Pepper -- oh, god, Pepper --, the pain and grief you've both been through in the past few years. You close your eyes and pick one.
"You're one of the only people left that I trust. One of my only friends. Complexity doesn't often end well."
"You're right," Tony admits. "But aren't you the one who asked, 'is it wrong to not want to be alone'?"
You scoff loudly, angered by his using your words against you. However, that bitterness melts away into nothing when you see the heart-wrenching expression on Tony's face. His lips are pursed, and his eyes are searching yours desperately. Tony rarely shows outward weakness, but right now, the man before you isn't Iron Man. The man before you is broken. Someone who has tried everything to hold it -- his sanity, his relationship, his life -- together, to save the people he loves, to be strong. Someone who failed at that. Someone who truly felt alone.
You rest your chin in your palms and sigh, the weight falling over you as well.
Finally, you speak.
"Isn't it awful -- and strange -- how it can feel like a lifetime ago and just yesterday at the exact same time?"
Tony nods sadly at your observation. Of course, you were talking about the snap. About Thanos.
"You're right. About everything," he remarks. "Sometimes, it just gets too much. The...”
Loneliness. You finish his sentence in your head.
“Me too.”
“You should know though,” Tony continues. “I would never stop being your friend. No matter how complex things are. This — what we’ve been through — could never change, Y/N.”
There it is.
Some situations feel like you're running in circles; you're spiraling downwards and everything you say only makes matters worse and worse. It feels like sinking in quicksand with no way out. In every one of those situations, there's a key -- that one sentence, that one idea, that effortlessly clears the fog. This was it. Tony is going to be here, always. Everything is going to be alright.
You straighten up a bit in your seat. You let out a long sigh and give Tony a small smile.
"I know," you assure your friend. "Sometimes I forget everything that's happened. How complicated it's been before. How we made it out."
Tony laughs, and you're relived.
"How could you forget? It's been a wild ride."
The two of you grin at each other. You take a sip of your orange juice, which you had forgotten about and was now lukewarm.
"OK, happy?" you inquire with a playful tone. "Base material fixed. No need for shiny coats of anything. We're solid now."
Tony lets out a hearty chuckle at the stupid analogy. Suddenly, he stands, circling the work table until he's right in front of you. You suck in a breath of oxygen. From your seated position, your head only comes up to his abs. Bare abs, that is. You tilt your face upwards to meet his eyes.
"Y/N," he says gently. “Stand up.”
Confused, you rise to your feet. Before you can open your mouth to say anything else, Tony’s lean and muscular arms are wrapped around you. He pulls you into his chest, embracing you in his warmth. His grip is firm, as if he’s afraid you might run away. You soften into the hug, wrapping your arms around his back. You feel safe.
After a few moments, Tony releases you. However, he doesn’t move away, and the two of you are still nearly chest-to-chest. You peer up at him, and your friend’s warm toffee eyes meet yours.
“Wow, a Tony Stark hug?” you remark sarcastically. “I should play the lotto today.”
Tony chuckles under his breath. Despite your joking, it was true that Tony rarely gives hugs. He just isn’t the touchy-feely type — according to himself. Somehow this gesture, right now, meant everything. A hug was the most intimate thing Tony could have given you. It was a seal, a mark saying ‘I meant every word I just said.’
Tony is still standing directly in front of you, so close there’s only a magazine’s width between you. He’s so near that you can feel the warmth of his steady breathing, and the slight radiating heat from the arc reactor in his chest. Suddenly, you feel that familiar tug in your stomach. A rush of blood downwards...
“Tony-“
“Do you want me?” Tony cuts you off. His voice is low, gentle.
You suck in a breath of air at his words. Despite his directness, there's a detectable edge of nervousness in his tone. You smile internally at knowing you have this effect on Mr. Playboy. The slight uncertainty in Tony's voice also tells you that it's true: this is different. Last night was not just a mindless fuck. This is an understanding, wrapped around a mutual care that runs so deep that it burns.
You don’t even try to convince yourself that you don’t want Tony. Every ounce of your being is screaming to close the gap between you. You can still hear the scientist-logic-brain in you resisting, but your heart feels at ease. You and Tony. A concept that felt like the forbidden fruit itself just ten minutes ago now looked more like an oasis. And oasis that was maybe alright to take a drink from every once in a while.
You snake one hand upward to hold his cheek. Tony pushes gently into your palm.
It's you who leans in first. When your lips collide, it's soft. He presses himself into you, a delicate sigh escaping. You pull back just enough to whisper a breathy "I want you."
And oh, god do you want him.
“Then, have me,” Tony whispers back, gently.
You nearly visibly shiver. Any trace of hesitation is gone from his voice now. His words are demanding, but his tone is more of a plea.
“Do you want to go the bedroom?”
“No,” Tony replies immediately. He’s breathless. “Right here.”
You immediately feel wetness drop into your panties. Tony’s eyes have grow darker, as they bear down at you. The intensity makes your legs feel weak. You need him. He needs you.
In a moment of boldness, you bring your hands down to the hemline of your shirt. You lift the garment up and over your head, placing it on the work table beside you. Tony’s eyes wander to your red sports bra and your now-stiffened nipples showing through the sleek fabric.
In the next breath, Tony is suddenly kissing you again, his lips against yours in a desperate hunger. He brings his large, roughly calloused hands to your waist. He firmly grips your body, making you feel tiny in his hold. You let a small moan escape your lips.
Still holding you in his grasp, Tony starts to walk you backwards until your backside is pressed against the edge of your large work table. Tony’s hips press forward into you, making you gasp with excitement. You fingertips tangle in his hair, just wanting more and more and more...
In an effortless movement, Tony lifts your sports bra over your head. He throws the red fabric to the side, neither of you caring where it lands. Tony breaks away from your lips, starting to kiss down your cheek, jaw, and then finally giving attention to the delicate skin on your neck. Again, he’s careful not to nip or suck too hard to leave marks. The light scratching of his facial hair contrasts with the soft wetness of Tony’s lips, making you throw your head back in pleasure.
He continues to attend to your neck and jaw as one of his jean-clad thighs moves to fall between your legs. You let out a deep groan as Tony begins to rub and and roll his knee forward, stimulating your clothed core. His movements are like a wave, every forward crest bringing you a tiny bit of that friction your body wants so, so much. You’re in awe of the control Tony has over his movements and the effortless pleasure he’s capable of giving. You can’t help but find his experience and expertise sexy.
“Y/N,” Tony breathes against your neck. “Say it again. Please. Say you want me.”
It occurs to you that, aside from last night, Tony hasn’t felt wanted in a long time. Like, truly wanted. A pang of sadness fills your heart.
“Tony. I want you,” you declare, making sure the conviction in your voice shines through. You don’t have to try. You desire him more than anything right now. “I want you. I want this.”
With your words, Tony moans deeply into your jawline and begins to move his leg between yours more vigorously. Your fingertips trace over his bare back muscles. You trail your hands upward, into the nape of his neck, massaging his scalp. Everything about his beautiful form fits perfectly in your hands.
Tony continues moving downwards, soon finding your right nipple in his mouth. You arch your back, letting a loud moan escape your lips. He works your nipple expertly, rolling it and playing at it with his tongue. He alternates to your other nipple, his thumb replacing where his mouth just left. He lightly strokes the hard, spit-slick bud, and the combination of coolness and friction is heaven.
Tony stands back up, and a second later, his hands are at the elastic band of your running shorts. His eyes meet yours for a moment, silently asking for your permission. You nod a bit too eagerly, and Tony cracks a small, teasing smile. You scoff and lightly slap his shoulder, returning the smile.
Tony pulls your shorts down in one swift motion, leaving you in just your underwear. Next thing you know, Tony’s arms are around your waist. You let out a soft, surprised squeal as he lifts you effortlessly to sit on the edge of the work table behind you. Slightly elevated now, you come to about the same height as Tony.
“Hey,” you protest playfully. “Be careful. There’s important stuff here.”
Tony reaches behind you to clear the area, moving your half-finished projects and parts to the side.
“My apologies, Ms. Y/L/N,” he replies with a huge grin. “Got a bit carried away.”
You pull him into another deep kiss. He growls with pleasure when you nip at his bottom lip. Tony is now standing between your knees, his torso pressing gently into your panty-covered pussy. You can feel his erection through his jeans, straining against his clothes. After seeing Tony’s length for the first time last night, the mental image of his cock — just a few millimeters away from your core — is enough to make you drool. You wrap your legs around him, pulling him in harder against you. He moans into your mouth, and you feel the vibrations as your tongues tangle together.
You feel Tony’s body leaning forward, slowly coaxing you to lay down on the table. Now fully on your back, Tony’s above you, taking in the sight of your body.
“Has anyone ever told you that you’re the most magnificent creature on Earth?”
“No,” you reply with a smirk. “But now, knowing how many other planets are out there in the galaxy, just being Miss Earth doesn’t seem like a huge deal.”
Tony laughs, smiling with his teeth. You find the crinkles that form on the outer corners of his eyes utterly endearing.
“Well, you’re still one out of four-and-three-quarters billion,” he jests back. “Not too shabby. It’s all about the little victories.”
You giggle. The pleasant thought passes through your mind that despite the current situation, everything does feel strangely normal. Tony is still Tony; you’re still you. The banter between you and your friend is still comfortable and easy. Your relationship, although maybe morphing into something more nuanced, remains unmoved.
You’re so caught up in your inner thoughts, that you don’t register Tony kneeling to the ground between your legs. You gasp when you feel his warm mouth over your still-clothed pussy. The combined wetness of his mouth and your core easily soaks through the fabric of your panties, making it cling to your skin. Tony runs his tongue over your folds, through the saturated cloth. You groan with pleasure, the small of your back arching off of the table. You grip Tony’s dark hair, needing something to hold onto.
The sensation of Tony’s lips and tongue through your thin panties is completely unique, and fuck, does it drive you wild.
After a few minutes, Tony’s hands reach up to hook in the waist of your panties. He removes your final garment, leaving you fully bare. His mouth immediately returns to your pussy. His tongue circles your clit, before running downwards through your lips, and then back up again. He alternates this pattern with gentle sucks on your clit.
“Oh, Tony. Shit,” you manage to call out. “That feels so good.”
He hums hungrily into you, pleasuring you to a level that no previous lovers have ever come close to. Tony’s large, rough hands wander upwards. One palm gentle grips your breast, while the other comes under your waist to hold the small of your back.
You raise your head slightly to glance down at Tony. The sight is pornographic. His face is buried in your cunt, head bobbing. The shape of his shoulder muscles, and his strong back. His tan skin, all bathed in golden sunlight.
Pleasuring you. On his knees.
It’s like a painting. Beautiful and erotic.
“Tony. I need you,” you gasp out, suddenly overcome with neediness. “Inside me. Fuck, I want you.”
Those magic words, again. I want you. The effect they have on Tony is instantaneous. Without hesitation, Tony is on his feet. He swiftly unbuttons his jeans and pulls down the zipper. His pants fall down to his ankles where he kicks them off. To your surprise his naked cock springs free. A glistening pearl of precum is formed at the tip.
“Wow, commando, huh?” you tease, gently biting at your bottom lip. “You were so confident you were going to get lucky again today?”
“Of course not. I just like to let it breath sometimes,” Tony remarks. “You wouldn’t get it. It’s a man thing.”
You scoff and roll your eyes sarcastically. Lovable idiot.
“Top drawer?” Tony asks, referring to the location of the condoms.
“On the left.”
Tony hurries out of the room and returns a second later with a condom from your bedroom. Stepping closer between your knees, he gives his cock a few pumps in his fist. You can feel your heart quickening with anticipation. Your pussy is nearly pulsing, needing to be stretched and filled.
Tony rips open the shiny wrapper and rolls the condom down onto his length. You scoot slightly closer to the edge of the table as his hands travel to grip your thighs. You moan deeply as Tony rubs the head of his cock over your slit, spreading your moisture.
“Are you ready?” Tony asks, eyes dark with desire.
“Mmhmm,” you hum. “Make me feel good.”
With that, Tony starts slowly pushing into your dripping pussy. You groan as your walls accommodate to his girth. It’s amazing that you took him just last night, and he’s already capable of stretching you like this again. Tony throws his head back, hissing in pleasure as he bottoms out, his pubic mound flush against yours.
He starts pumping gently. The way Tony’s hips roll forward in fluid motions makes you want to scream with pleasure. His hands are gripping your thighs tightly, fingertips digging into the soft flesh.
Tony’s pace quickens, and soon the room is filled with sounds of wetness, skin slipping on skin, and the moans leaving both your throats. One of Tony’s hands moves to your pussy. His thumb rubs tight circles on your clit making you see stars behind your eyes. The extra stimulation almost immediately starts tightening the orgasmic coil in your stomach. Tony seems to know the exact speed to move his cock and thumb to turn you into a whimpering mess beneath him.
“Oh, more,” you groan, your pleasure growing. “Tony Stark. Yes, oh, please.”
“Come for me, Y/N,” Tony growls almost primally. “Wanna feel you squeezing around my cock.”
Tony’s filthy demands go straight to your pussy. You love the feeling of being under him, sprawled out on the table, completely naked for him to fuck. And the dirty talk is the cherry on top.
The pleasure in your abdomen continues to rise until you’re on the edge of ecstasy. With one last thrust, your orgasm washes over you. You scream Tony’s name into the room, not caring who hears. Pulses of pleasure rip through your entire body, even making your feet tingle. When you come down, the convulsions slowing, your head feels fuzzy and bubbly.
Not even a moment later, you feel Tony lifting your legs higher. Still inside you, he straightens them, bringing your ankles to rest on his shoulders. The new sensation is instantly nirvana. He starts pumping into you, and the head of his cock rubs your G-spot on every thrust. Penetrative sex had never felt this good for you.
“You feel so fucking amazing, Y/N,” Tony manages to says between moans. “I’m not gonna last much longer.”
The feeling of your pussy being pounded in this angle has your eyes rolling back into your skull. All your thoughts seem to leave your head. The only thing you can focus on is the immense pleasure. The sound of Tony’s balls slapping against you wetly with every stroke combined with his desperate moans fill your ears.
Tony’s thrusts start to become more jagged, needy. His moans slowly transform more into whimpers as he continues to fuck into you. Suddenly, Tony comes with a series of loud groans, his eyes shut tight. You feel his dick pulsating inside you as he orgasms. He thrusts a few more times, riding out the last waves.
He gently slides out of you, his hands coming down the tabletop next to your waist to steady himself. Both of you are breathing heavily, your bodies radiating with the afterglow of pleasure.
Silently, Tony helps you to stand before sweeping you up easily in his arms. You lean into his chest as he carries you to the bedroom. Tony lays you down carefully on the cool mattress before hurrying to the bathroom. He returns a moment later with a warm washcloth.
After cleaning yourselves up, Tony crawls into the refreshing sheets beside you. He slips one arm under your neck, and you cuddle in closer to his body. The warmth and smoothness of his skin is so, so welcoming. In the strangest way, it feels natural.
“I didn’t think it was possible to top last night,” you finally say, chuckling.
“Me neither,” Tony replies. “I guess we just have good chemistry.”
“Who would’ve thought?” You laugh and drape an arm over his chest. “Hey, question.”
“Ask away.”
“Why did you cook all that stuff earlier? Like the eggs, toast, the whole nine yards. It was sort of...”
“Out of character?” Tony finishes your sentence.
You nod. Tony takes a deep breath, exhaling loudly.
“Honestly, when I woke up, and you were gone, I was freaking out a little bit. I wanted to talk about last night, but you weren’t there, and I just didn’t know what you were thinking. If you were having serious regrets, or if you were angry, or upset with me. Or if you were thinking our whole friendship was burned to the ground.
“I just needed to do something. Anything. Busy my hands, distract my mind. Sorry that I kind of raided your kitchen.”
You turn to peer up at him, letting out a soft laugh. His chocolate eyes meet yours, and you give him a kind smile, endeared by his typical, hyper ramblings.
“I’m sorry I left,” you start. “I was freaking out a little, too. I guess that’s always been a difference between us. I always try to run from the unknown, while you just want to plow straight through it.”
Tony smiles warmly and blinks his gorgeous, thick black eyelashes at you.
“It’s why we make a good pair. Balance. Yin and yang. Ya’ know.”
You both chuckle, content in one another’s arms. You open your mouth to reply, but you’re cut off by a loud growl from your stomach. Tony bursts into laughter.
“Your fault for barely touching breakfast,” Tony remarks playfully. “Which — not to toot my own horn — was quite artfully made.”
“I guess I could settle for a bowl of lowly cereal as punishment,” you reply with mock sadness.
Tony chuckles and shakes his head. He starts to rise from the bed, then offers his hand for you to follow.
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It was Tony’s worst nightmare.
So many years later and it was still haunting him — gnawing at him in the back of his mind, terrifying him at the most inconvenient moments. His therapist gave him exercises: count to ten and breathe. It doesn’t always work, so Tony started carrying around objects that helped. Scraps of fabric from Peter’s old spider-suit, a pencil Peter chewed on and left in the workshop, threadbare varsity sweaters with Peter’s name stitched to the back.
After Thanos, after the end of the world, after Tony finally had time to calm down and breathe, he realized how much he loved his boy. He watched him return to school, join sports (as a way to release pent up superhero energy), graduate his classes (top grades, immediate acceptance and full ride to any top college of his choice), and pull Tony aside any time he was having a panic attack, help his head between his shoulders, and Peter’s once small frame slowly getting larger, shielding him from the world. Peter meant safety — and Peter meant home.
Most days Tony was okay.
Most days, Tony would occupy himself by running Stark Industries with Pepper, hanging out with with Morgan in the park or a bookstore, sneaking small kisses with Peter before and after dinner. Pepper and Tony had separated amicably. Their priorities changed after the war and as much as they loved each other, their worlds and perspectives too different. Despite the seemingly endless counseling sessions and finally the divorce, Pepper would forever and always be his best friend and soulmate. Plus, they had agreed that between Morgan, Peter, and May the five of them still made an amazing team and great family.
Most days Tony forgets that he is the epitome of trauma. The death of his parents, the kidnapping, almost dying, years of battling, being a superhero, the world literally resting on his shoulders would disappear and fade into wisps of memories in the back of his mind. Morgan’s laughter and Peter’s smile would clear a path and Tony would forget that he had ever known such terror and unhappiness.
But most days don’t last.
Some days...some days Tony can’t make it out of bed. His body would be paralyzed with phantom pains from old wounds, his brain unable to process that he had long since retired. The Mark 85 sat quietly in the back of the workshop collecting dust (before the cleaner bots polished it up) and Tony would stare at the dents and scratches, mind immediately flashing back to that last battle.
I should be dead.
He’d hear the ringing and the rush of blood—the pain from hitting his head on the floor dulled by fear as the memories flash through. He’d be cold, and his face wet from tears he didn’t know he had cried.
Tony!
“I’m sorry…”
Tony!
Tony! Come back to me!
“I’m so so sorry, P-pete, I’m so sorry…”
“Tony!”
The ringing would fade and the dust would settle and he’d open his eyes, blinded by a mop of brown curls, the scent of apples and cinnamon would take over his senses.
“Tony! You with me?” Peter’s concerned cries would wash over him, soothing over old wounds and scars, “FRIDAY alerted me of your heart rate and I found you on the floor. Did you hit your head? Do I need to get Strange in here?”
“N-no,” Tony groans, “I’m fine, sorry, just a small bump.”
Peter would wipe away Tony’s tears and he’d press kisses over them, slowly, softly, and the taste of Peter would overwhelm the dread and Tony would feel grounded again.
“Thank you for finding me kid, as always.” His shaky fingers would stroke Peter’s face and in return, he’d lean into Tony’s touch.
“Always.”
Another kiss.
“I’m always here for you.”
Most nights Peter slept shirtless. Something about the spider bite making his blood run hot, Tony never minded.
But on the bad nights, Peter would make sure to sleep in the soft sweaters and hoodies he knew Tony liked. He’d slip his old threadbare varsity sweater over Tony’s head, the collar stretched out from use, the sleeves a bit too long.
“Sorry about the growth spurt Mr. Stark,” Peter had joked the first time Tony made a comment about their heights.
On the bad nights, Peter would make sure he kept the hallway lights on dim, Morgan’s old Iron Man night light plugged into the socket by Tony’s side of the bed, and that the air conditioner was turned on so Peter wouldn’t sweat through his clothes. He’d wrap Tony up in his arms, making sure his arms shielded him from his nightmares.
He’d make sure to fall asleep after Tony’s breathing evened out and his body relaxed, fingers combing through his salt and pepper hair, humming Morgan’s old lullabies in Tony’s ear.
Peter would make sure to kiss the top of Tony’s head throughout the night, adjust himself to make sure they were always touching, spooning up behind him, or shifting so his chest rested under Tony’s head.
“I can always fall asleep to the sound of your heartbeat Peter,” Tony had murmured one night, pressing his right ear into Peter’s chest.
Ba-dum
Tony would play with the drawstring of Peter’s hoodie, speaking softly, scared that anything above a whisper would bring him back to the battlefield, back to Peter’s body fading into dust, back into his nightmares.
“It reminds me that you’re here, not...lost.”
Ba-dum
“I’ll always be here Tony,” Peter would whisper back, stroking Tony’s hair as the soft glow of the night light bounced off their bodies, “I’m not going anywhere anymore.”
Ba-dum
“I know. I just…” Peter would press a kiss, stealing the words from Tony’s lips.
“I’ve got you Mr. Stark. You’re safe now.”
Safe.
Tony would smile, bury his nose into Peter’s hoodie, inhaling his scent. Apples and cinnamon.
|Peter is a lil bad boy, the dominant one in their relationship and Tony is the softie, the cutest of them all.|(side noteeee)
"Peter, please talk to me. I can’t do this anymore. Please baby, you can’t keep me out anymore. What’s wrong with you?"
Tony‘s eyes were filled with tears, desperation written all over his face.
"Have you been seeing someone else? Is that it? I’m not good enough anymore.. I‘ll change, Peter. I’ll-"
Peter crashed the glass he held in his hand. Pain was slowly spreading through his body. A feeling he hasn’t felt in a long time. His eyes were focused on the blood dripping down his fingers.
Tony gasped while he reached for Peter’s hand. He carefully touched it while inspecting the cuts. The soft boy held his lover’s hand so gently.
"It‘s not about you, Tony. It’s me, I’m the one who has a problem! I just don’t know how to talk about it and I didn’t want to worry you."
Peter flinched as Tony pulled glass out of his wounds. "Ouch, be careful!"
Tony suddenly glared at Peter. "I wouldn’t have to be careful if you just put your drink down instead of destroying my stuff. I told you a thousands times to look after yourself and talk about your problems! I know in your bad boy brain isn’t space for that sometimes but I can’t help you if you won’t let me in."
A few tears rolled down his cheeks. Tony couldn’t hide how upset he was about the other’s behaviour. Peter touched his boyfriend’s face with his intact hand, slowly stroking him.
"Love, I’m sorry. I don’t want to see you cry. It was something silly. You know how my mama always wants to go to these horrible parties? I wasn’t aloud to bring you with me. She said I had to go with some girl she picked for me and I was so angry. I just didn’t know how to deal with it. I love you and I won’t attend a party without you." He leaned forward to place a kiss on Tony’s lips only to be stopped by his boyfriend.
"If you ever ignore me again, Peter Parker, I’m gonna be really angry with you and you don’t want that. I’m still mad at you."
