#soft killing

[songpalettes]

Soft killing by Black Polish if possible >:D

:D!

[dualiger]

[bigheartsmallchest]

a soft killing

it’s a mercy kill because I told him that I have fantasies of scooping out my stomach like it is soft serve and he holds my bleeding body (or is it a corpse?) and I think he’s crying, weeping or maybe it’s just raining— he’s as the big as the world and I mistake him for the sky and he kisses the flush of my spine like it’s made of lavender and bird bone like he loves me enough to put me back together as much as I pick myself apart “here” he says, unhooks me, unzips my spine flips over my shoulder blades like they’re playing cards and looks at me raw and plucked- stares down the savage part of me that sucks at knuckle bone, wild eyed creature and tells me he loves me like this; when I am hunter and hunted when I laugh my lungs out and cry at how pretty they are this is what I know; him, him,  his hands are roots and his feet are concrete he’s wet soil and slate tooth because he’s real, present and correct, I know him even when I don’t know myself.