Aug 22, 2018
So over things never going as planned.
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So over things never going as planned.
God I just really wanna get rid of my Social Anxiety >_<
all of my clothes are either to big, to small or are old and ugly.
Wish I could just book my own flights home arrrrrgh. Trying to send me on Fiji Airways so I googled reviews and they're terrible. TRAVEL GODS PLEASE LET THE AGENCY BOOK ME ON A DIFFERENT FLIGHT BACK TO NEW ZEALAND.
My host parents just said my host kid was in time out for 30 minutes and it's been 2 minutes and he is downstairs...
Shit's not right.
It's that time of the year again where everyone stresses out about exams and handing all the assessments before the year ends. Also, in my case, something shit happens and distracts me from my main priorities.
Okay, I know I have been irrational about not making any efforts whenever we talk but I really just wanted to finish all the assessments that needed to be done, I AM REALLY SORRY that I'm not like you, finishing it 2 weeks before the due date. That's the problem with you, you know. According to your logic, YOU THINK everyone is like you, like everyone is at your level; fuck wait, you probably think everyone SHOULD BE at your level. I know you want the best for me but I AM GOING TO MOVE AT MY OWN PACE NO MATTER WHAT. I will be facing the consequences, not you. Why can't you be more supportive than condescending? I am aware of my laziness, you don't have to fucking point it out all the fucking time. You just need to understand that we are both different.
Stop being possessive. Just because I gained a new friend and we are currently getting to know each other, it does not mean that you are getting replaced. Give me some fucking credit. I'm not the type who just dumps a new friend just because I made a new one; I believe I am the most loyal person you'll ever meet, you should know that since you're "BFF".
All I know is you're not being a good bestfriend right now just because you can't get what you want and after I have put you in your place. I have no idea what's up your fucking ass but if you keep acting like this, you might just lose me.
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