May 10, 2019
It's so hard to maintain being relax at all time, whenever she starts to scold me things about her neglecting her, the foods that keeps her blood sugar raising, her stress over some petty things and etc. I feel like a wall in the sea side getting smashed by the tsunami over and over again. It's so hard to hide my tears, I feel so pathetic when someone saw me crying. Maybe I'll try to pretend I'm just crying over some tragic stories in my phone.