#soincrediblysad

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I am so despondent, so disheartened, so tired of being exhausted and fearful, and some days I think it would be better if I just never woke up. The only thing that keeps me going, that keeps me from making this a reality, are two little people who would be devastated if I was gone. 

Otherwise, I’d SO be out of here.