just had my last conversation with benjamin before I head to detox tomorrow. waaahhh😔this is gonna suck not being able to talk to him for the next week. he’s just what makes me so happy & I look forward to hearing from him every day & night & now I won’t be able to all week. I know it’s just a week, but it’s gonna feel like forever. ugh. well, shit. I hope detox is chill. I really hope i don’t wd too harshly bc anyone who’s ever wd knows how terrible it is not just physically, but mentally . & when I get out I’ll get into an op program. I think I’m gonna go to my brothers the day I get out & go see him, my sis in law, niece & nephew with my mom. I’ll be looking forward to talking to benjamin that night too, I’ll be waiting for his phone call all day & I’ll be ecstatic once it rings & I get to hear his voice & tell him all about my week. he’s gonna come visit me when he gets outta rehab on the 9th for a week, too & were gonna spend the day in NYC & then come back to my house & just FINALLY be together for thee week:) (hopefully). ahhh, alright well, wish me luck everyone. off to detox in t minus 13 hours.