dear people on universe have you ever felt like what i feel right now? , i don't know exactly what it is but it's horrible, terrifying and unlikeable.. really hard to describe in a simple word so i'm not gonna do it :)
i hate when someone let me up in the air, i don't know what to do in this bloody heck situation but i'll never ever swallow my pride and admit that i do feel unusual about you just wanna keep it tightly although i do believe that something is up between us so we just never believe it that could persecute as this far, i should stay away to get my feeling back as the first time we met (emotionless) dear God why people can't live in their imagination, if only they could so it would be wonderful living with no sorrow,worry, and just happiness all the time or why we just don't like a baby who doesn't have any feeling or an angel hahah, over all i do grateful for my life that all God has given to me,my family, friends, surrounding all are awesome :) x