Apr 24, 2017
Who else is spending a lot of time
planning what they’re going to say on their Skype call w/Gillian? I mean, I’ve got one of the calls, for sure (my one entry is the Golden Ticket, which is why I only bought the one), but the other is still available to win so
#imma win#i can feel it#and i have to go in with a list#so i don't bore her#this is like planning what you're going to say on a phone interview#but so much worse#because phone interviews aren't generally with goddesses#they're with Normals#here's another problem besides social anxiety#who would be my friend on the call#no one IRL knows i am Like This about GA#i would have to fly one of you to me to do this#and we'd rehearse beforehand#many scenarios#some scripted stuff#a little ad-libbing in the moment is ok#would i take a shot or something before the call#to loosen up#or would that risk making myself more of a fool#can i ask her if she reads fic#no GOD NO#don't#ok um#hey gillian do you want to see the new pair of shoes i bought#they're tall like those peep-toe wedges you always wear#no i don't look at pics of you on the internet all the time#and obsess about what you're wearing#why would you think that haha#this is going great