#somekindofwallflower

[alongsidetheskies]

somekindofwallflower replied to your photo:Four hours completely alone at the studio tonight.

That sounds like such an ideal night. So jealous.

This is my dream Friday night come true.

[nightvaleinternlily]

somekindofwallflower said: I think if I wasn’t specifically looking for feminine eyebrows, I wouldn’t necessarily notice. They look nice, but I can also see why you’re concerned.

Yeah. I'm a little worried. Do you think they look noticeably different from how they were?

20brokenhairties said: They look hella good. I know like ten guys with eyebrows that look like that i think you’ll be fine

magicallydelicious618 said: Oh you look wonderful!! I think you’ll be just fine :)

haha, thanks to you both. I really like the eyebrows too, but I don't want it to be super obvious I'm getting them shaped... =/

isolatedgoldfish said: i think they’re passable!

haha, you think?

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somekindofwallflower said: :( hang in there, Lily. I’m so sorry.

mctanuki said: That is horrible, I’m so sorry.

thetinygatsby said: Damn, that’s bad. Keep safe, hon. You’re gonna be alright.

thank you all so much for the messages but don't worry, I'm totally going to be fine :)

I've still got tumblr, which is my biggest help when I need to rant, and I've got a solid (and growing) support group that knows about me being trans and is being totally being chill about it.

On top of that, I've grown a lot more confident in my womanhood, so I didn't feel bad at all today. It's gonna suck to have to lie and act like a 'converted homosexual' all this year, but not so much because it'll make me feel uncomfortable, but mostly because I'm tired of lying and acting all the time.

It's okay though. I've set the goal to start hormones in the next few months and start transitioning next year, and so long as I keep my eyes on that goal, I know I'll be all right :)

[nightvaleinternlily]

somekindofwallflower replied to your post: oh gawd, that creep lives in my home town… :/

my sincerest condolences

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somekindofwallflower said: I know, but it still pisses me off that people suck like that. :P you’re being such a good sport. hang in there!

you're nice <3

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somekindofwallflower said: I’m so sorry, Lily. :( You don’t deserve that kind of crap. You did good for trying, though.

nahh, it's okay. this is nothing compared to some of the stuff other trans people have to go through, or what I'll have to go through someday. and it was over the phone, so whatevs. Plus, it's good practise for when I get my first haircut as a girl :P

[alongsidetheskies]

Oh my gosh, the hedgehogs you reblogged reminded me that my friend Grace brought her hedgehog named Needles to class the other day and I got to see it and pet it and it was extremely adorable and just a really cool experience in general. Feel free to ignore this; I just wanted to tell you.

:OOO That is the best story! My reading tutor used to have a hedgehog named Pickle, and when my tutor went away on vacation I was allowed to take care of the hedgehog and I freaking LOVED that little hedgehog and I would play with her every single night and she would crawl inside my sleeves and sniffle me and oh my goodness aren't hedgehogs the best?

[alongsidetheskies]

somekindofwallflower said: You’re awesome, Emmett. I’m really sorry people are giving you so much shit for no good reason. It’s really inspiring how much cool stuff you’re doing with your life.

Eeeep! Thank you so much! ^_^ *runs and hides under blankets*

herlittleidiosyncrasies said:Good luck! (Is it COLAGE? I was involved with them for a bit. *queer spawn fist bump*)

 Heck yeah! *fist bump from under the blankets* It is indeed! I would love love love to hear about your experience working with them and what you did or didn't like about it.

thestylishvelociraptor said:That does sound scary, but also amazing!! I wish you ALL the luck, I have a feeling you will do wonderfully. ♥

 Thank you so much! You are the nicest person ever! I will be keeping all my fingers and toes crossed until it's over.