*2020*
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Could this year get any more distressing?
Aside from the usual heartache and stressful events that we encounter as humans, more depressing episodes happen almost every day.
2020 came with a crashing wave of unhappy stories that are so dreading, this shit goes automatically in our NOT-SO-FAVORITE Part of our existence.
However, we are only halfway through the year to finish this upsetting phenomenon. It depends on how you actually see this - Glass Half Full or Glass Half empty.
You can either be emotional or depress about what's going on, or you practically take everything as a challenge. What type are you?
I don't know. We can never tell anyone who's suffering more than us not cry or sulk in pain. That's not ideal.
You can cry yourself to sleep, wake up then repeat. Or you can cry today, sleep and be better tomorrow. No one can tell you what to feel.
For all we know, everybody's entitled to be emotional and feel like a total wreckage because this is the only time you can ever be vulnerable. Nobody should judge anyone for feeling so down, or for being so pathetic and lost.
You are allowed to feel whatever you want.
You are allowed to speak your mind or be quiet about everything. No one should really be ashamed of being honest about how they feel.
I personally don't really know what to think or what to feel. Sometimes I'm so confuse, I always end up eating a lot or sleeping a lot. Both are helpful.
The year's not over yet. Believe that something good will come out of this mess. Maybe you feel less sad when you sleep tonight.
Who knows what tomorrow might bring.
May it be another surprising mess, Or a beautiful disaster.
"There's a light at the end of the tunnel",
Perhaps this is one hell of a train ride and we must endure a few more railroad bumps to see the end of it. *sigh* Hang in there buddy.
Would you be proud of youself when all this is over? You should be. 👊🏻
Maybe you have to know the darkness before you can appreciate the light.
Madeleine L'Engle
