So is it bad that I’m beginning to absolutely hate my best friend? He’s one of my ex boyfriends and for a while I hated him, then we became really close and now I’m back to almost absolutely hating him. He will send me at least 10 texts and snapchats in between my replies and I just want to scream “LEAVE ME ALONE!”
And whenever I can manage to make myself talk to him, he just goes on and on about how his life sucks. I’m sorry I can’t deal with your freaking negativity when I’m barely holding myself above water. Grow the fuck up, grow a pair of balls, and shut up about it! I’m tired of hearing about it, everyone else is tired of hearing about it, get over yourself. You could have a lot worse problems right now.
And he has the audacity to talk to me about my sex life. Hello, as of the past week it is dead, or at the very least long distance, and honestly I just don’t wanna tell him about it. Maybe I’ve just matured and him haven’t. And I really have gotten annoyed with how if I tell him something, the entire group in Greenville finds out. He’s supposed to be my friend, my best friend, but I can’t trust him with anything really.
And the worst thing is hearing about him drinking and crap. Quick side note: my BIGGEST pet peeve is someone always being like “I just want alcohol, I just wanna drink” ALL THE FUCKING TIME!! It’s not having fun, that’s a person with a drinking problem. I understand after a rough week or something (honestly, I’d enjoy a nice strong drink right about now) but all the time, really? No, get that shit checked out.
So here he is always talking about drinking, how much he wants to drink, how much his life sucks, and if I tell him anything it’s spread across half of ECU. Nope, nope, fucking nope. I’m done. I can’t handle this shit anymore.
*end rant*
