Things you said
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"You are not my friend I just talk to you cause I don't want my friends to get sick of me complaining about my mess."

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Things you said
#1
"You are not my friend I just talk to you cause I don't want my friends to get sick of me complaining about my mess."
Uuuff es un poco raro y a la vez liberador volver a esta rincón. No pude recuperar mi antigua cuenta pero aquí estoy con algo parecido jajajaja.. Años han pasado desde la última vez que este lugar supo de mi y mis estados depresivos, porque sí, esa muchacha de antes estaba sumergida un una mierda tan grande que aún está lidiando con ella y con liberarse un poco más, cada día, de ella.
Han pasado muchisisisisisisisímas cosas en mi vida, más malas que buenas, porque así está escrita mi existencia en este universo al parecer, pero sigo intentando que me pasen cosas buenas, o al menos hacer cosas buenas para mí.
En fin, trataré de volver a liberarme, sin filtros. Así ayudaré a mi mente y corazón a estar un poco menos cargados.
Mall Waiting Room
It was a weird place.
The type of weird that you think to yourself before you go in "I don't know what's gonna happen." Not a bad place. Just a place that would invite a very particular level of bullshit.
I sat down at the table. The seats were the type of seats that you would find in a waiting room in the mall.
She came over. Talked about how she was from Iraq. I liked that.
It wasn't too much money. I had it available. Looking back at it, it was an amount I'd be sad about later but only cause I couldn't get a sandwich or a beer.
When we went to the room I asked her what she liked. She told me in the way you tell people who you don't have real things to talk about with.
I was a rookie. Bushy-tailed, all that. She treated me nice. When I left my mind mind wandered.
#somewords https://www.instagram.com/p/CS9risYlXfh/?utm_medium=tumblr
when a field is folded over
the plow drags through the ground. it digs deep enough to find the soft black soil. it is pushed and pulled through earth and rock and plant and creature. the plow is a kind of machine. it has no mind and no heart in its work. the plow turns over the earth, it folds the field over, it folds the field in on itself. black soil is brought up. life is pushed down. everything alive is still contained within the field, but it dies, it dissolves into the black, into the underneath. the plow leaves dark lines, inside-out field spilling out over each side. earth made smooth by the sharp steel plow. earth once flat now moving in black waves from edge to edge. when the field is folded over a new field emerges. at first barren and dead in appearance. when the field is folded over it brings the dead into itself, it cradles in its darkness what was once green and living. the field is folded over until it isn’t, until it is just a field again. the black earth dries out, the seeds within can sprout, and soon the green of life will return. the plow is always being dragged, the plow is always being pushed. the field is always turning over and over. the field is green bursting forth. the field is waving in gold, the field is roiling black waves of the dead turning back to life. when a field is folded over it is still a field, neither inside out nor outside in.
Un noche de retrospectiva - No son más que palabras (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/CnXKcCK378 No soy experto en el cuerpo humano solo escribir porque en mi mundo asi lo entiendo
#somewords #stayinyourhead #tuesdayvibes https://www.instagram.com/p/CBe7d8Yjixw/?igshid=1j1bhi574sk89
i photograph and edit the pictures look for a caption, which has nothing to do with the picture, but i like i don’t want to do that well or it should make sense i just like to do it {#herewegoagain #senseless #text #somewords #photograph #edit #photography #unprofessionalphotography #fotografie #unprofessionalphotographer #nature #natur #sky #himmel #field #feld #tumblr #vintage #outdooraesthetic #I photograph and edit the pictures, look for a caption, which has nothing to do with the picture, but I like it. I do not want to do that well or make sense, I just like to do it. (hier: Rietzel) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3e-9xrgCE-/?igshid=t6cz5zs9zbps