[INTERVIEW TRANSLATION] SNSD in W Korea August 2017 Issue
āA Decade to Rememberā,credit sonexstella
It was a distinct generation. Girlsā Generationās past 10 years that shook the world, changed standards and wrote history, and the future.
Drama <The King In Love> will air soon. It was pre-filmed so even though the shoot has ended, you meet often with your co-stars.
The attendance rate is very so good we say to each other that it feels like we are in university. The writers incorporated my personality when creating the character, and when we went on location, they didnāt give specific direction but said to go and play as we were. Youāll be able to see a comfortable appearance.
Of the members, you have been acting most steadily. There must have been preconceived notions as an idol turns actress, when did you experience this and how did you overcome it?
A month or two before Soshiās debut, I debuted in a drama first. As expected, I must have been lacking a lot but most people looked at me favorably for trying hard. While filming, the album came out and the title of Girlsā Generation became attached, and assessments after that felt a bit more harsh. Since I showed myself on stage more often, they recognized that image first so my acting self might have been viewed awkwardly. Acting is still difficult. Not because Iām an idol but because there are so many people these days who are good. Rather than to take off an label, but I have greed to want to become even better at acting. There are many exceptional idols turned actors now so I think there are less preconceived notions than before.
Director Kim Sunghoon who directed your first movie <Confidential Assignment> said āSmart actors have innate sensibilities, like how a water flowsā. As an actress, what do you think an actorās strengths are? Ā
Talking about an actorās strengths sounds too grandiose, but I like emotional appeal. Iām impacted by the weather a lot, and I tend to think that the mood and atmosphere is important. Of course, what an actor feels and expressing those feelings is a different issue. Sometimes aspects that I thought I could do well doesnāt come across as well on screen. Iām not sure if itās emotion, but one of the individual aspects that I like about myself is voice. A lot of people who predict my voice will be bright are surprised because my voice is low-to-medium tone when they hear it, but I like this tone a lot. Of other actors, I like those who have low tones and recently, actor Kim Jiwon is like that.
How does it feel to celebrate SNSDās 10th anniversary? Ā
It feels like it has been about 7 years but it makes me wonder when time passed by so quickly like this. Other sunbaenims who celebrated their 10 year anniversary since debut looked cool and accomplished, but to me, the thing that I feel the most is that time has passed by quickly. I do feel proud too.
In the last 10 years, what kind of change has happened to the members?
As we built up our experience, everyoneās skills expanded and we grew. Aspects that made us nervous or were awkward have become comfortable. Personality-wise, the person who changed the most is maknae Seohyun. She was introverted but now sheās a bit more lively and has Ā a personality that allows her to approach others first. Thatās a result of both her own efforts, and the influence of the members. Tiffany unnieās Korean skills have improved a lot so for most interviews, she chooses appropriate words and does well. Ā
How does it feel to celebrate SNSDās 10th anniversary? Ā
My personality is one that tires easily of things, so there arenāt a lot of things that Iāve done continuously, so the only thing Iāve been doing for more than 10 years is work. As you go through life, there are times when it feels futile. Whenever that happens, the fact that Iāve been in SNSD for 10 years becomes a support system. If I was alone for 10 years, I could have been lonely but the fact that I have people to share experiences with. Members, fans, family, staff who weāve worked together with for a long time. The times that have passed are proof of my existence. Even though it has been 10 years, the fact that we can show something new again is also lucky.
Recently at your birthday fan meeting, we were surprised by you personally picking and wrapping presents for fans by hand.
On my birthday, I invited and prepared for 515 people, but after I gave the presents, it felt too small compared what Iād been receiving all these years, so I felt sorry. I immensely felt how fans must have prepared each and every time. I was able to walk in their shoes.
In the last 10 years, what kind of change has happened to the members?
As expected, they are friends who distinguished themselves from the beginning, but when we debuted, we were young and it was our first time, so if back then we were passive girls, now weāve become dominant and we have stability coming from our experience. Everyone knows what they are good at, and we still work hard toward that. Nowadays, when any members goes somewhere and does something, I donāt feel anxious at all.
When was the most difficult time while you were promoting? Ā
Even during times when it was physically and mentally difficult, there were trivial enjoyments within them, and as time passes, I feel like they were helpful. Each individual had puberty-like personal slumps, and we experienced the teamās difficulties together. Every time, what ultimately helped was each other. There is comfort in the relationships with those who went through and go through the same experiences together.
There are a lot of idol and trainee hoobaes now. What would you like to say to them?
If thereās something they want to do that is age appropriate and can be responsible for, I would want them to attempt it all. If they do that, theyāll be able to know what theyāre really good at, and what theyāve really wanted to do. Not through fantasy, but through reality, you will be able to figure out your own chemistry with specific type of work. You need to embrace both successes and failures, so you canāt take it too lightly. Another practical advice is that in this day and age, everything remains behind as a record (laughs).
The person most enthusiastic about this W cover was probably me. I wanted to leave behind a project that commemmorates SNSDās 10th anniversary and is also meaningful fashion-wise. Iāve had editorial shoots alone from time to time but it has been a while since we had one with all eight of us, so leaving behind a pretty record together is fun and makes me happy. When weāre together, a very impressive picture comes out.
Your personality doesnāt hide your affection toward other members.
As a trainee, my preparation period was short. There are members who trained for 7 years and I did it for about 3 years. Our members are my role models, and we continuously confirmed that we were the best. I always imagine and dream of the membersā maximum (potential).
Others have said that maintaining sufficient distance between one another is the secret to good relationships, but your approach is different.
The start itself was different for me. I had already left my home and family to come here when I was in the 3rd year of middle school. I think I loved the members from the beginning (laughs). For 10 years, I was always the hopeless romantic. Whatever I look at, I thought of them, and they know everything about me so I donāt need to explain anything, so they are a family-like existence. So even in public, I want to do well by them, without any shame.
What was SNSD mean to you?
SNSD is a space where I can learn only good things. Itās an honour and fate that may or may not come around once in a lifetime. Even if I was born again, I love this space so much that I would want to be a member of SNSD. While preparing for this comeback, I re-watched the first videos from our debut. 10th anniversary is a significant milestone, for relationships, for friendships and as a team. They are my colleagues but whatās impressive is that when we donāt have a song weāre promoting, we restlessly did something, whether itās acting or variety. We all have a lot of content.
As you said, since you are a romanticist, you must be deeply moved by the 10th anniversary of debut.
Similar to how when you think of the 90s, you think of Britney Spears or the movie <Clueless>, when you think back to 2007, I hope we come to mind naturally. And I hope the W cover that we shot today becomes a part of that larger picture. As time passes, there are people who doubt the word āgirlā, but we continue to exist and weāre not going anywhere (laughs)? There are a lot of things that we can individually do and when we want to come together, we come together. Separately and together, that is Girlsā Generation.
At a previous interview, youāve said āthere is a lot of expectation with the SNSD name, so itās burdensomeā. Is that still the case? To you, what kind of a name is the title of Soshi? Ā
With the name of Girlsā Generation, I felt that weāve always received a lot of love and anticipation. So I am both thankful and careful. Because I thought that we cannot be troublesome here. I enjoy it a lot and Iām happy but conversely, it is burdensome and worrisome. Going forward, whatever I attempt, the SNSD name will give me a lot of strength and at the same time, it will be a weight on my shoulders.
How does it feel to celebrate SNSDās 10th anniversary? Ā
Daily life of one year after another have collected to become 10 years. As itās our comeback in 2 years, weāre preparing diligently, but similar to greeting a birthday calmly, it wasnāt extraordinarily special. Iām thankful for each moment, but the reason why we donāt attach a lot of meaning is because weāve never once thought about this as the end.
When you compare to when you debuted, what has changed?
For me personally, I didnāt start Soshi with ambitious dreams. I met friends who like doing what I really like doing, which was singing and dancing. It was as if we were going on field trips and I really enjoyed it. There were many fierce moments, but since I enjoyed what I was doing, I think I was able to come to this point right now.
For 10 years, how have you been able to maintain a good relationship as a team?
Itās still hard and we are careful. From certain aspects, even more so than 10 years ago. For me personally, as much as I feel preciousness toward the members and to the SNSD group, I try to maintain distance. In a group lifestyle of several people, in a situation where you can be compared even if you donāt want to be, that was the method to maintaining an easy-going relationship for a long time. Now theyāre like family, weāre past the point of being troubled by one another, and weāre at an era where we view one another in a cute way.
What kind of sentiments did you feel while watching other girl groups who promoted around the same time officially disband one by one?
I was able to understand their choices and decisions and thought that we should respect it. The one and only thing that doesnāt change in this world is the truth that everything changes. I was thankful that they worked diligently and that they leave behind good songs.
Of your activities to date, what was your favourite song or performance?
I feel most alive and happiest when I do something that gives me a sense of accomplishment. Separate from the public reaction, stages that gave me a sense of accomplishment are the most exciting for me. For example, āCatch Me If You Canā, which was a challenge that had a difficult choreography and it was not easy from a physical stamina aspect, is special in my heart. I personally like āKissing Youā, and it feels like a song we wonāt be able to do again. It reminds me of the time when we were promoting that song and our vibe and energy of that time comes to mind, so to me, itās a song that is pure and monumental.
Your debut song āInto the New Worldā was sung widely in public squares last year and it became the āmorning dewā of the young generation. Have you seen the video of Ewha Womenās University students singing it at a candlelight rally?
I saw the video several times, and I even cried because my heart was overcome with emotion. It was a moment that I felt a huge sense of pride as a singer. It was a message that I wanted to deliver through my work, and the inspiration that we wanted to deliver through music and performance was being realized, so it was unlike anything else. At the time when we debuted, I didnāt fully understand the lyrics so I might have been imitating it with bright eyes. But as time passes and I listen to the song, the lyrics touch me even more.
Late last year, when we met you for the K-Pop World Special that we did with US W, you said that you feel restless now that youāre in your late 20s. How is it these days?
Up to the first half of this year, I was still on the restless side. When there was still a bit of time less until we seriously started preparing the album, I was asked to be in a weekend drama that would air starting in September, and I decided to do it even without looking at the script. I had rested enough so I wanted to focus on work again. I also filmed a web drama called <A Person You Could Know>. While working on this piece, I had a lot of thoughts. That I could work in a good mood if itās something I really want to do, regardless of viewership ratings, guarantee, airtime and broadcasting station? Work itself was fun, when you work with good people and share the process.
What kind of sentiments do you get when we say āSNSDās 10th anniversaryā?
First of all, I think āHas it already been 10 years?ā. Itās a bit burdensome because it might feel like weāve gotten old. But SNSD was my life itself, so I donāt think it has been that long. Recently, we watched the stages we did when we were young together with members and our appearance of pretending to be cute was hopeless (laughs). The young members who tried so hard to look pretty looked pitiful at times but we also looked really pretty so I wanted to pat each person on the head.
While working on the album, what aspect did you concern yourselves with the most?
Since itās our 10th anniversary, the anticipation and gaze on what side weāll show will be big, but truthfully, we tried not to be conscious of that anticipation. I had a lot of concerns prior to picking the music, but as soon as I heard the music, it felt like āYes, this is Girlsā Generationā. Outcome-wise, I think it will be exactly the appearance that the public wants for us, as we have reached our 10th anniversary.
In precarious moments for the team, what kind of role or position did Sooyoung take? And in times when you were able to overcome difficulties well, what was the main reason behind it?
Sometimes I was quiet and sometimes I took action and resolved it. Whatever happens, weāve all experienced the same situations, so whenever issues arise, we tend to think āI was like this tooā, rather than āWhy are you like this?ā. Even if we donāt talk, we understand one another. Out of the blue, if someone just says āAh!ā, we are able to know what emotion caused that reaction. The most important things when it comes to group lifestyle are sacrifice and patience, arenāt they? If thereās a time when I make a sacrifice, when Iām doing something according to my own will, there is a member behind me who is making a sacrifice.
From your debut to now, in what area do you feel like youāve grown in?
As I said, Iāve learned to be patient. For example, out of us, someone starts getting ready at 6 am and needs to wait until the remaining members finish their preparations. In a situation where everyone finishes work in the early morning, someone can only go home after other members have been dropped off by car. One could say that these are reasonable experiences for group activities, but to us who have lived like this for 10 year, there are many aspects that didnāt seem so reasonable. Of course, not just amongst us, but I tend to be patient when dealing with other people and puzzling situations.
What is one thing you gained and one thing you lost with SNSD?
Iāve gained experience and memories, but if thereās something Iāve lost, itās time. To refer to memories and time differently seems contradictory, but truly, Iāve gained memories, but Iāve lost time. But as thereās so much more that Iāve gained, I have no regrets.
Recently, you released a solo song called āWannabeā. Itās not easy for cuteness and coolness to co-exist, but we could see both of these aspects in you.
When I did my first solo activities with a song called āMysteryā, I wanted to appear pretty. Looking back, I think it meant that I lost my own colour. This time, I wanted to bring a cool performance to life. Recently, I keep reaching for Janet Jackson and Madonnaās videos. After seeing Janet Jackson dance in a group and do popping and locking, my interest in choreography like that came to life again.
What is Hyoyeonās favourite compliment that she likes to hear most?
I tend to be thirsty for compliments, so I like all kinds of compliments (laughs). Honestly, I liked hearing I was pretty, or that I got prettier. Now, I like hearing that I have charms. It means I have my own colours.
In the days when you wanted to look pretty, what kind of efforts did you put in?
I diligently monitored myself. I especially monitored the members to find their good aspects and tried to accept what I should accept.
Normally when someone monitors, they only look at themselves. To monitor your members more instead of yourself, this is not a common statement (laughs).
At that time, I didnāt know how to tell the difference between myself reflected in the practice room mirror and myself reflected on screen. It felt like whenever I saw myself reflected on screen, I wasnāt able to express myself properly. Was I lacking in effort? Do I not know how to express myself? I had many thoughts, but just because you work hard doesnāt mean youāre pretty. The reason why I monitored the members is because I knew there was a reason why our members often heard that they were pretty. When the public has a unified voice, it feel like their words are right.
Hearing you tell stories like that, it must mean that now a different mind has already taken place. If Hyoyeon is this honest, at that time, you must not have hidden your heart to the members?
When we did āTell Me Your Wishā, Yuriās tanned skin that showed under the shorts and all of her style looked pretty to my eyes. So Iāve told Yuri, āThis song is meant for youā. When I said that, Yuri was embarrassed to hear it.
What came to mind the most while working on this album?
First of all, it felt difficult to express a point within a short part. It may be because Iāve had solo activities. Until recently, I did this and that alone and carried an entire song.
Arenāt you a veteran when it comes to showing your charms in a short part divided among many?
I donāt think I have a unique tone. So express a short part with impact is still not easy. While recording, I worried a lot about how to match the flow of the members.
Of the members, you were the first to start your solo activities. Your first solo song āIā was good, and every time you released a song, the reaction was hot. What did you gain through your solo activities?
I learned that I need to be more detailed. Since everyone is looking just at me. When Iām with SNSD, even if we donāt set it ahead of time, there is a role and charm that each person is naturally responsible for, but I needed to show all of that alone.
If youād had any desire for leadership musically, it must have be settled a bit by now.
I actually let go of leadership, and tend to match and comply to the best of my ability. When Iām solo, I can express myself best when Iām comfortable. Within the team, I canāt be the only comfortable person, so I try to match as much as possible. But as a basis, rather than giving big opinions, when various experts in their field provide help, listening to their thoughts well is comfortable for me and I like it. This time, it was good to listen to what they thought of SNSDās 10th anniversary.
What kind of opinions did you share about SNSDās 10th anniversary with the staff who participated in the album?
Rather than giving strength, we wanted to head toward a mood where weāre celebrating and enjoying the long time that weāve spent with fans, and to commemorate the special day.
Youāve said that itās difficult to express your inner heart so you donāt write songs. As your time as an artist lengthens, itās typical to have desire to show yourself more, but youāre unexpected.
I thought about why Iām like that. Especially when it comes to lyrics, the reason why I think that way must be because Iāve developed a self defensive side due to being concerned about peopleās misunderstandings. With the same words, many people have their own interpretations. Even if I imagined something and wrote a story, someone can argue that it really happened to me. To be honest, that situation makes me a bit afraid.
Then how will Taeyeon show her artist-like appearance?
Mmm, I think that for everything, there is a time. Truthfully, if I say something like this, it might be interpreted as āTaeyeon Will Never Write Songsā so Iām careful again. Iām only saying that right now, the timing is not right for me to proactively write lyrics, but going forward, who knows if there will be a day when something will happen or Iāll be inspired to write a lot.
Youāre starring in the MBC weekend drama <Thief, Mr. Thief> with Ji Hyunwoo and Kim Jihoon. Itās a long series with 50 episodes, how is it working out?
Itās more fun than I thought it would be. When we first started, I thought 50 episodes were long but it makes me think I canāt believe weāre already up to this point. I always did two or three things simultaneously, so Iām trained to handle the schedule. I donāt have time to exercise so Iām trying to take vitamins and eat well. Choreography practice will become exercise soon, I suppose?
But in the drama, youāre set up as the āmodel of a regular womanā and ānot particularly pretty and doesnāt possess special talentsā. What is this nonsense, when youāre SNSD Seohyun?
Haha. If you saw the drama at least once, those words wonāt sound that strange? I like that Iām similar to my character. Honestly, there have been times where it was frustrating because preconceived notions of me continues to exist. As I act, I think I can shatter some of those biases a bit, so it eases my heart.
Are you referring to the preconceived notion that youāre like a āgood and nice girlā?
There are a lot of people who predicted ahead of time that I will be like a textbook, and that I would be no fun. But if I say hello first with a brave tone and in a down-to-earth way, itās not a big deal, but people are really surprised by it. āTwenty three?ā āNo, Iām twenty sevenā and theyāre surprised again by my age.
When you say Seohyun, the righteous lifestyle image does take up prominent space. There was a time when we thought, āA friend whoās strait-laced is doing entertainment activitiesā.
The reason why I thought having a righteous lifestyle was important was because I felt like if I didnāt live like that, my life would flow in the wrong direction with slight provocation. Each and every day was so busy. As I was living and not being able to remember what I did yesterday, I felt like āWow, if I do this wrong, I will be whisked away by timeā. Leaving my home at a young age to live as a trainee was a choice that I made. It felt like if I lived healthily out of my own will, 10 years later, my life would remain whole.
You realized that early on, so now that 10 years have passed, youāve grown up so well. How does it feel to reflect back on times when you were strict on yourself? Since you lived in a strait-laced way, arenāt you able to let yourself loose a bit now if you wanted?
Of course, I do think that I shouldāve been a bit easier on myself. I always set rules for myself like āI will go home before this timeā and āI wonāt meet with that personā. But I still think living like that was good, so I donāt have regrets.
While promoting domestically, SNSD had a cute female dongsaeng image whereas in Japan, SNSD carved out an alpha girl-like image. Due to the slightly different strategy in the two countries, is there a perspective you changed about the team or about yourself?
Rather than changing perspective, after we were accepted in Japan, it felt like acknowledgement that we donāt just have one side of ourselves, so we had more confidence. When we promote in Japan, we werenāt trying to artificially show the appearance of confident and mature women. We started in Japan around the time of āTell Me Your Wishā, so in a more matured state, we were able to show a side of ourselves that we could do best in at that time.
PS: One thing I like the most is the titleĀ āA Decade To Rememberā, so iconic. Love reading their interview and see how much our soshi girls grow and mature thru time.
āHAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY TO GIRLS GENERATION AKA SNSD, LETāS STAY A LONG TIME TOGETHERāĀ