I never thought I would make my first Game review after a game I hate. A spinball no less. But I will make this a fair review and give my thoughts on it.
I used to hate spinball but my feelings for the game have changed over time. I dislike the game.
Welcome to my review of Sonic The Hedgehog: Spinball. Sit back, get a snack, a drink and enjoy?
Story
It starts as Sonic and Tails caught wing of eggman’s new plan, that plan being to power his new base, the “veg o fortress” and take over the world with the power of the blue chaos emeralds (Yes, I said blue). Being Eggman, he shoots Tails down, causing Sonic to fall into the water near veg o fortress as a result of attacking. Eggman assumed Sonic has died at the bottom of the sea. But was lucky to get into the veg o fortress safe and sound. Now you must get back the Blue emeralds and put an end to Eggman’s plans and free the animals.
Gameplay
It’s Pinball. That’s it. You move Sonic by using the d-pad and flippers to move him on the board. You do have some control of Sonic when he is in the Pinball board. Your goal is to get all the emeralds in each board which will allow you to go to face off with the board boss.
There are 4 bosses, 3 bonus stages, Secret Bonus stage
Bonus stages are played when you clear a board or beat the boss of that board. Secret bonus stage are played when the player gets every ring on the board.
Toxic Caves (3 Emeralds)
Lava Powerhouse (3 Emeralds)
The Machine (5 Emeralds)
The Showdown (5 Emeralds)
Each level has a “gimmick” of some kind that you must use to advance the board or get by.
In Toxic Caves, you must drain the toxic ooze to get going to places
Or The Machine where you need to use the Machines to advance the board.
Once you get to The Showdown, Veg o fortress is now unstable and without the machine being active, the end is close.
The Showdown is, by far, the hardest stage in the game. This is where you need to master the skills you used to beat the other levels.
When Playing “The Showdown” it can end one of many ways. You could have a good time… Or You just take a nice hot lava bath.
Assuming you get all the emeralds, you will have the showdown with Eggman and put an end to his plans.
The game is 4 levels long for a Sonic Spin-off, This little cult classic is still being played. Hell, people even speed run this game for fun.
I can say that Sonic Spinball is not a bad game, but it’s not a good game either. It is flawed. This is a build of a game that has not been finished. The game was rushed when you get a short deadline.
The game is still playable but it’s still buggy, but what can you do?
So, is Sonic Spinball worth buying? That depends on you. Do you love Sonic and pinball? If so, you will or may enjoy this game. But if you hate pinball but love sonic, then you may not like this spin-off Sonic game.
Or you hate Sonic and Pinball, this is a game you may not enjoy since it is pinball, just with Sonic as the “ball”
But if for whatever reason, you can can get Sonic Spinball on Steam for $4.99. I would say wait till the game goes on sale, as it is not worth 5 dollars.
Here are old names you may seen. SoundofSonik, mlp_sonik, mlpsonik, sonikponymage, drkinos, sonikgamemaster, Sonikchan, Soniksama, Sonikmage, Sonickun360, aqwsonic360, sonic360AE.
These twitter names may ring a bell for you, if you known me on Twitter under these names, if so, you may notice I had a name change. I am here to tell you why I did it.
So, I had the name “Sonik” since 2009 and it has been a name that I made when I first got into Roleplay. People and friends called me Sonic, on AQW, and being me, I came up with the idea of replacing the “c” with a “K”, and Sonik was born.
To be honest, “Sonik” was a name I used only for Twitter Roleplay or Twitter RP. I had no real plans on using “Sonik” outside of Twitter, other than to RP with the name. Because let’s be real, “Sonik” is an OVERUSED name by a lot of people, and making a name for myself is not gonna happen.
And for the longest time, I have been trying to get a new name for myself, other than “Sonik” So, this name change is not out of the blue for no reason, this has been an on-going thing for years.
And the other reason is, I made this change to also distance myself from the Sonic speedrun community, Sonic speedrunners, Sonic streamers, and some speedrunners in general. I made an exception for a few people I follow.
I’m not very fond of the communities mentioned above, and they are not fond of me or rather, some of their members are not fond of me.
And I know wanting to distance myself from communities mentioned, sounds rude but lately, some communities feel toxic and less friendly, mainly, the Sonic speedrun community. I will leave it at that.
I want a clean start, I want to start over with a new name, make new friends, good friends, I have been given that chance to do so. And my awesome GF for the name.
I brought my friends along for my new adventure as I felt it was needed. They are my friends who are cool.
So, what’s next for “Sonik”? Nothing, Sonik is done, gone. There is no more Sonik. Sorry to say, the age of Sonik, is no more.
“I know/knew you as sonik, and you will always be Sonik to me”
I’m sorry that you knew me at the tail end but there is no more “Sonik” And I know some people have ties Sonic speedrun community, and I rather not be called Sonik anymore, There is no more “Sonik”
I wanted to make this post to clear things up and explain why this change was made.
Hiya, Sonik here with a new post. So later this year, I made a post saying there would be an update surrounding my Facebook Fan page and what will happen to it and my own account as well.
As you know, I have not been all that active on facebook and this kinda ties in with my Fan page being kinda inactive. Somewhat. But there is a reason.
The reason why I am shutting down my facebook fan page
I wanted to make a fan page cause I knew it would be a place to post content. However, making content that is worth a fan page is hard. Seeing as the “stuff” I make, I don’t see worth keeping a fan page up for.
Yeah, I blog a lot on tumblr and rant….A lot. I wouldn’t say that is worth having a fan page for. I color and shade in sketches but again, I don’t see a point for having a fan page for it. If I did for some reason, see what I do or did that was worth having a fan page in the first place. It would be a waste of time, as it is on a social site that I barely use.
I made my fan page cause I felt that the stuff I did prior was worth having a fan page and I thought I would be able to pump out a game in a week or a month or 2. But that was not the case. Game Development takes time and work to make a working game, it’s not something that can be done in a matter of weeks or a few days. Unless you are a game developer who has been doing this for years.
I got off track here. Point is, I jumped the gun with this Facebook Fan Page idea. And that is why I am closing it down and I have never been fond of Facebook, to begin with. Take that as you will.
I will not Deactivate my Facebook account if, by some chance, I’m needed on facebook for something. But I really won’t be needed for anything on facebook, so I’m good there.
Facebook is a nice, err, ok site to me. That is opinion. I know, pretty crazy.
So, what is going to happen? I am shutting down the facebook fan page. I may make a “Fan page” on Twitter in the near future. And maybe come back to make a fan page on Facebook, this will only be done once I master game stuff or make things that is worth having a fan page.
I want to say thank you to everyone who supported my inactive fan page. I never thought I would have people like my page, it has been an honor.
So, in the future, I may make a twitter page for my stuff but, I will have to see what the future holds for me. But this was the update I wanted to make for the fan page. And I think I should be clear about “shutting down”.
The fan page is dead, it will no longer get any more updates, streams, anything to the fan page. It’s inactive. I will delete it tonight. At 1 AM, EST
But again, thank you to those who followed my fan page but it’s not fair for you to follow, an inactive fan page and it’s better this way.
Thanks for listening to me about this. :P My Fan page was up for 3 years. Amazing.
Hello again. It’s me, Sonik the edge-lord and I have a new post I want to share my thoughts on stream snipers and such. So, let’s hop in. And open a can of worms.
You might be wondering and/or asking, “What is a stream sniper?”, well, Jimmy boy. A stream sniper is a viewer with or without an account that watches a live stream to get the upper hand on someone.
Stream sniping can be used for the following:
Find where the user is playing a hide or seek type game.
Find out if the streamer has a new pb and take it away while watching them
Find them in MMORPG and fight them or annoy them.
But long story short. Stream snipers can use the stream to fuck over the streamers and/or annoy them if they wish, for any reason.
I know what you might be thinking, “Stream snipers should not stream snipe anyone”, But stream snipers have every right to stream snipe someone, as every lurker has the right to lurk.
Some stream snipers may not talk in chat and some will chat with you. No, it’s not fair to get stream sniped and no, it’s not fun to work on something but to have it “sniped” from nowhere.
Should you be free of getting stream sniped? No. It’s gonna happened. If you choose to stream then you open up the possibility of getting stream sniped. No, you didn’t “choose” to get stream sniped while streaming. The possibility is there.
On twitch, people have got stream sniped before in some way or form. Again, yeah, it sucks to get stream sniped for any reason but no one is a special snowflake here. Never got stream sniped till now? Welcome to the fucking club.
If you don’t want to be stream sniped then here are some ideas for you.
1 Set a stream delay (If possible) to keep snipers behind. But if you are playing a fast game like Super Meat Boy or Sonic Mania, I highly doubt a stream delay will help you if you are trying to speedrun.
2 You could ask them not to stream snipe. (Though, they will end up laughing at you or not caring)
3 You could just NOT stream if this is a problem. That is mean. Just record, I guess. That won’t make much of a difference.
I saw this person and heard he got stream sniped. Again, getting stream snipe is nothing new on twitch, it has always been a thing, just like lurking in streams. It sucks and it is unfair, but it’s just something you need to get used to it.
I want to feel bad for him… But I can’t, you got stream sniped, I’m sorry.
We all been stream sniped and at the same time, some of us have stream snipe as well
I guess to sum this post up is, a quick recap.
Is it unfair that stream snipers use streams to get the upper hand on someone?
Yes, it is.
Do stream snipers have rights to stream snipe?
Yes, same as lurkers and chatters and viewers. They all have a right, sadly. Take that as you will.
Should you stop streaming cause of stream snipers?
No, that is a bad reason that borderlines into stupid reasons. It’s pretty stupid to stop streaming cause you got stream sniped. BOO HOO. As I said, everyone has been stream sniped, it’s not a reason to quit streaming one game. But hey, you do you.
What if I get stream sniped again?
Then keep streaming, if you are quick to wonder, should you stream again then maybe you shouldn’t…
This generation of “people” can give you a headache. It’s so funny, it’s sad
Sorry, I wanted to rant about this. But hope you liked it.
This is pretty serious / dark of a rant, it’s not aim at anyone. Take this rant / vent with a grain of salt. I been wanting to say this for a while, normally, I would add some type of pictures that would be a meme but not today..
As you read this, this was the result of my mental breakdown and depression, paired with stress and low sanity with a lack of sleep or unable to sleep.
What the fuck happened to our generation of people? What the fuck happened to us as a whole? Where are the days where we had thick skin? Or where did the days go where sharing one’s opinion would be eye opening in a good way?
When did our generation become so twisted and messed up? We take a step forward to only to take 3 steps back? Or when did drama stop being the only means to end a friendship or start dumb shit?
How did we get here? Are we doomed to just fall from grace? I feel like everything we do is hopeless...It’s funny.. The thought of me being a pessimist is funny, I’m such a “optimist” I feel like such a joke. I guess I had to take off my rose colored glasses at some point..
I feel like everything I do blows up in my face non-stop, it’s almost perfect... I’m damn if I do or don’t. I want to make friends but I hate getting fucked over. Everytime I want to mean well, life laughs in my face and it backfires.
Maybe, I am better off not caring about anyone but that will just make me a cold hearted bastard. This is a generation I can’t win? How can I win being myself? Maybe everything I have done up to this point has been a GOD DAMN LIE!
I put myself last as my friends come first to me and that always blows up in my face, that is great. I just don’t know anymore. ANYTHING can end a “friendship” It’s like walking on a minefield and I don’t get it..I just don’t get it anymore..I really don’t and it’s depressing as all hell..
What can I even do? I feel like being myself or being me is good and only good for getting me in trouble with anyone, and I really do feel like being “ME” is not worth it.. Do I just wear a fake smile to keep people happy? The answer would seem to be yes.
I feel like the point of things I did is gone. What is the point of doing things if it will push people away. I feel like leaving social media as a whole would be for the best at this point.
It really does feel pointless cause it will just happen again, I am just doomed to upset people and that is a fact....I will end up doing something and watching it blow up in my face..
I could rant or vent on twitter and be open book about my true feelings and be blunt, but all that will do is annoy people and hurt them and just stress me the fuck out again.
I could share my thoughts but that is going to do is cause me more problems and stress but stress is always great...Oh wait, it’s not
I feel like no matter what I do, say or try. Something ALWAYS GOES WRONG, IT ALWAYS GOES WRONG. It would be funny if something could go right...But I am too hopeful. I could try my best to not hurt someone but still end up hurting someone..
I'm damned if I do and damned if I don’t. To be honest, there is no halfway here. I will say it again. What the hell happened to this generation? Drama was the only means of losing friends back then.
But now having a different opinions, ranting, overthinking something or anything really is enough to lose friends or start shit these days and it’s sad to know that it now takes almost no effort to lose a friend.
And I lost more friends before in the past and it’s great to know that it’s simple to lose friends by being yourself but it’s not great and it fucking sucks..
And that hurts the most that knowing I could hurt someone by ranting or being “myself” I can push someone away cause of that.
Before anyone says “This is life, get out of your bubble.” I guess this is my wake up call for me to see this world in a negative light. What can I even say or do without upsetting someone, I don’t fucking know..I just don’t know but I’m ready to give up.
I feel like the only haven left where I can’t hurt anyone or upset anyone with me around is tumblr.. But that won’t last. I’m just stressed and depressed. If you want to talk to me I think it’s best for me to stay away from Social media for the time being.
If you are reading this on Twitter. Don’t do anything on my behalf. But don’t expect me back on Twitter or Twitch or Discord for a while. I am sorry that I have been like this. I just think this is a better option to stay away.
After my mental break, I’m in a really bad place. I don’t know how stable I am at the moment or if I am “stable”, so, Social media would be a very bad idea.
NO, I’m not playing victim. I have always seen myself as a failure and a fuck up but I hide my emotions from everyone, which is why you think I am a “Nice guy” or a “asshole”
But, you know I tend to fuck up. But that’s me. I am just lost but I doubt you care but that’s ok. I’m not worth the time anyway. I wish this was a bad dream I could wake up from, but it’s not. It’s life, and with life, you never know what you do could upset someone or hurt someone till it’s too late.
And I was really on edge, the fact I had no sleep for these past days, since I couldn’t sleep anymore and being stressed out to the breaking point didn’t help
Sigh, now in to darker parts of my mind.
I would see normally see a silver lining in this mess I made, but I don’t see any silver lining here. If no one is mad, great but I am still a fuck up. A failure who ends up saying dumb shit. My rants are worthless, My thoughts are stupid, like me. I love being called a great friend... I am no great friend. I’m a piece of shit.
I am like the “Daisy Trash” meme, I am trash and I should be in trash.. I don’t get why you call me a friend or a good friend or follow me..I’m not normal like most, why bother with me, to be honest. You are wasting your time. I’m not normal, I’m not original, I’m not even funny or fun.
I’m dull and boring. I’m weird, I don’t do anything special, i’m just a nobody.. If I get back on Twitter, I will just lose another friend or come close to losing a friend or upset someone else and will just show how much of a failure I really am.. I don’t know why keep trying at this point, I should delete everything but I won’t. Holding on to what little of sanity I have left, is keeping me from deleting everything and it’s keeping me from doing something stupid.
Maybe I should just be a emotionless person with a fake smile, I am sure that will make things better and make people happy, if people are happy then that’s what matters to me.
Friends say I should tell them my problems, would that really do anything? No, It would only make their day a little worst or it would make some worry for no reason and I can’t have that. But I’m just being a pessimist about that. And maybe open up to those I trust.
Maybe...Just maybe, I could “win” by not being myself, I am so tired of things blowing up in my face but being emotionless then I can no longer upset anyone or hurt friends anymore.
When the hell did subtweeting become a new means to losing a friend or upsetting anyone..? People sub tweet all the time and they stay friends afterwards. Maybe, I am better off making a new protected account, this way, I can’t hurt anyone or friends with my worthless rants and dumb thoughts or my bad opinions.
But I can’t do anything right and I guess that’s why I don’t want to make friends cause I know when I open up to them and be the real “me”, it will push them away or upset them or I end up hurting those I care and then they are gone, like they were never here..
I seen comments like “They are not good friends” They are good friends..I’m the problem here. Me, not them. I am just unlucky one here.
You could rant about me or vent about me or even sub tweet about me and the most I would do is feel annoyed but I wouldn’t choose to end my friendship over that cause real friends wouldn’t let petty words bother them to such a way that it ends a friendship.. But maybe that is some made up fantasy I dream of everyday....
Which I look, just like my fantasy, I don’t fit in nowhere. Twitter, Twitch, Discord, Facebook. If I was somewhat normal, then I could fit in but that feels like a nightmare. I don’t fit in anywhere. It’s a nagging feeling that bothers me, no matter where I go on social media.
I always push those away when I be myself, do I fit in this world? No, not really. Each year that comes, I lose friends or best friends and people say “it’s their loss”, but it’s mine loss in the end of the day. They come and then go, nothing I can do but just sit by and watch.. It’s going to happen, everyone is going to go, sooner or later, and it will be my fault. I will be the reason they leave. And I will be all alone, a failure needs- No, a failure has no friends, a failure like me deserves to die alone and be forgotten.
When the day come where people can fit in anywhere, share their opinions without worry of starting fights or drama. Hell, being able to share their thoughts or even rant or vent about others without fear of losing one dear to them because they didn’t have thick skin
A place where I could even fit in. A place where there is no drama over having complete different opinions, where sub tweeting would be there as a means to vent or rant.
A world where those who are famous will put their friends first and not last.. Where friends are no longer seen as tools but as people or human beings among other people that all have a purpose in this life.
A place where we don’t get tossed under the bus and forgotten like trash,
Maybe one day, we can grow thick skin and no longer just take things at face value, be able to have longer lasting friendships... But no such place exist and it WILL never exist. It’s one dream that will never come true no matter how much you wish for it. It’s false hope like being a optimist, you’re only lying to yourself... Like I been doing my whole life as being a optimist.. I thought being a optimist would make life better for me but it was a beautiful lie, at the very least..
Well, I will see how things play out, I don’t see anything good happening anytime soon. Assuming I don’t delete anything in the time frame. I just need time to think what I want to do and time alone.
I’m not mad at anyone, I am just mad at myself. I hate myself for being trash and useless and I’m a failure to my friends and girlfriend and a insensitive idiot..
I’m truly sorry from the bottom of my heart to anyone I hurt deeply or upset anyone and for the things I said and done. You won’t see me for a while on any social sites till I am stable enough... I guess I was never ok, putting on a mask and smiling helps make the pain go away, only for so long..
Don’t worry, I’m alive but I’m “meh”, if anyone asks. Like I said before...Just thinking what I want to do with my life when I feel somewhat better and mentally stable again.
So, in the time being, you won’t find me online anywhere, don’t bother or worry yourself. During this time, I’m focusing on getting better and learning game development and taking a break from twitter / social was much needed. Give me a week, I should be mentally stable by then, if not, then, more time may be needed.
If I post this, then 3 or 4 days have passed since. Meaning, what you see may not be the current. Or may be outdated. But think of a status update. This will be the only time you will ever see what’s truly on my mind, or if I have another mental breakdown..
My breakdown has ended, I am in a “better” state of mind, but I am still too unable for the time being. Still depressed to some point but working on it.
I should make this clear, I’m not looking for sympathy by posting this, The stuff I done and say earns me no sympathy in any way, shape or form.
I can only hope that this won’t get taken at face value or misinterpret. I stand by everything I said. I am trash. And I’m sorry again. I fear that this will bring me more trouble then wanted, I can only assume the best here. right?
I will answer all DMs / Discord pms and messages when I get back to my stable self. (If there is any)
Now, goodbye, from the edgelord. Take care and be safe all.
There is something I always found annoying in people from time to time. It's like, it builds up and becomes annoying over time. Hello, I'm sonik and I'm here to rant.
So, I see people and friends do this and it is a mindset that I find annoying is where friends and people tend to have where if they are "friends" with someone and they will push for you to be their friend as well.
I can see this being a normal and fair thing to do. I mean there is nothing with trying to get your old friends be friends with the new ones. I used to do that or be like that. The problem here is that you can't assume or think cause you are "friends" with them, that would mean that everyone would just get along off the bat.
Chances are, things may not work out as you have planned in your head. Keep this in mind.
I used to see friends do this, "X is such a cool person, you might like him" or "X is my friend, I'm sure you guys will get along", Not always the case. It depends on the people and if they have a good history or not will play a factor here.
I used to be the friend who would go around and say good things about my friends and be trying to bring or get my old friends be friends with my new ones. But as I got older, I kinda feel that letting my older friends meet my new friends would be a bad idea. In some cases, it was a good idea.
So, for me when I see people start pushing for others to be friends or talk with their friend or "friend", that they are fond of, It kinda makes me NOT want to talk to them. The more you try to tell me that this person is cool or they are good people without seeing, all that is doing is raising a red flag which will just give me a bad impression of them.
I mean, that's why I stopped trying to get my old friends meet my new friends as some are weird or some would cause problems. Or I like to wait before I trust a new friend, in case the new friend turns out to be a piece of shit.
Not gonna drop any names (>.>) but after dealing with my last final fake friend turned tail after getting famous, I feel people who say well, good things about someone should wait before saying nice things cause it's all well and good.
And they may be nice to you now, know this. If fame, power, and popularity are added to the mix, it could end in an awful result. Look before you leap, think before you act, watch who you trust cause the one you trust and/or respect so much, may be the one who is ready to stab you in the back.
To my second rant. Friends (The Flying experience) Warning: A pretty mad Rant
So, when I made this rant. I was 100 % pissed at her and lost my cool and I am still pissed at her. I was a white knight defending her before all of this shit happened only when 2015 and 2016 I started to begin have doubts about her.
But let me get this out the way. A notice for those who are her "friends". If you are friends with her, good. I don't care if you are. I am not going to like JUST because you are her friend.
Her White knights and her apologists are just awful. They will sit there and ignore everything wrong she does and they enable her to be like this. But as I learned, her white knights and her apologists will roll their eyes. I am not here to make a full post about them, as they are not worth my time. They are her friends.
Why do I dislike her? Why do I have such anger for her?
"Oh, you hate her cause she is famous." Nope
"Oh, you don't like her cause she makes money"
Let's explain that in more detail.
She was a good friend. I almost at one point, saw her as a best friend. But when I started to find out this shady shit but will get to that later. Much later.
So let's start from the beginning of this shit fest.
I had a "friend" who I cared about and I took the time to support or tried my best, I could go about my way and act like she wasn't here and I think I would be fine. BUT NOPE. I thought I found a new friend, someone I can be myself with. I believed I found a good friend
I remember in the old days of Twitch, she would come to a friend stream and she would have some problem going on, but again, I could just ignore her and my life would be better, but no. I had to be the guy to help her out.
And when I got to know her better. I would come watch her stream games and speedruns, I would host her and supported her every way I could, waking up to watch speedrun at these events or tweet out her stream when she went live.
I supported without question, an awful idea I had, I became one of her white knights. I always believed that she could do no wrong. That is until the first fiasco with her talking shit about my best friend in a stream, which I didn't believe at first, till I saw the proof which pissed me the fuck. I was Sick that she went so low to talk shit behind his back and pissed off that she did this, to begin with.
So seeing this, I made a twitlonger about this shit. A rant. It was saying or to sum it up. I was disappointed in her that she did this. A normal person would ask why did you make this post and talk it out to clear things up to avoid burning any bridges in the near future.
So, instead of her coming to me and talking it out like a normal human being and asking why I made this post and sorting things out. She does "nothing" out of the normal, I take a nap and wake up to her white knight at the time, screaming at me.
And I am wondering who would send this guy to me. No one else follows him at the time but her. Then it hits me, that she sent him. She does not say a damn word while I am dealing with her white knight.
But it is convenient that when I make a long twit longer saying sorry, that she just happens to say something like it's fine. You wait till the heat dies down then you want to talk.
That is bridge one she burnt and that is when I started to have doubts about her but I kept being her "friend". Because I felt sorry for her. Not sure why I was sorry for a 2 faced snake who sent her friends after me or white knights. I just rant about her, I didn't need to send my friends to attack her when she did that shit above.
I really do feel like my "friendship" with her died when she started to go to these events and trading in her old friends for popular streamers who are speedrunners and started to get a bigger ego and famous.
Even after all of that, I kept trying to support her by watching her streams or Cheering her as she goes to these events or hosting them or tweet them out so more people can watch but that was a waste of time.
I will call this the "Fame" state she has. In her fame state. I supported her and cheered her on, cause before fame. She used to hang out with smaller streamers and chat with us, but oh. she is too good for us it seems.
But oh, the times she did show up in my stream, it was always some BULLSHIT lie. About something when she has more time or she been so busy, yet she is in other streams. It's one thing If you don't want to watch me stream, just fucking say so. It's another thing to tell me a bold face lie, it got to the point she just stopped showing up at all.
I had more doubts about her, But I ignored them and kept watching her streams and then I had a falling out with her friends and I made a twitter collection of tweets why I had a falling out with her friends, in case someone gets the wrong idea. She was in my discord at the time. Said nothing and she was doing "nothing"
I'm sure as a human being, that she saw the post and was going to ask me why I made that twitter post. This snake goes behind my and sends a Sonic runner I dislike, Not going to name him. Again, she could have talked to me, without burning bridges. BUT NO.
That is when doubts became facts. This snake is reporting back to her friends and telling them what I am saying. Cause both of those white knights who came to me cause of her. I was under their radar. No way that just out of the blue that they come to me for no reason.
She burned two bridges and why am I still "friends" with her? I wasn't friends with her, I was on-guard because she is waiting for me to say something negative about someone so she can run back to friends and white knights and report what I said.
But I started watching her streams till I stopped and I would pop once a while to see what she is doing but I stopped caring about the streams after she burned me twice.
I was still following her then I get an email that she is streaming a Sonic marathon event where she plays Sonic games and people can donate their hard earned cash to make her play games of her that is listed as donation incentives.
She wants to raise money, that is 100 % fine. I have nothing against marathons, so long as they're not shady in anyway. She raises the money to go to this big event, which is questionable, at best.
And even hearing from friends that scammed some of your fans. You have donation incentives. Don't add something as a donation incentive if you have no plans on following through with them. People are giving you money to play the games of their choice.
Note: "As I am writing this. I am unsure and/or don't know if she is still scamming her fans and users out of their money."
Hearing this, I was sickened by the fact that she would go so low. And I made my voice clear on how I WAS NOT Happy with this shit she is doing. But think what really burned the bridge was where I had a mental Breakdown on Twitter.
Now, where was she at, during my breakdown and hey, remember me supporting her or trying to? She Fucking left. She was gone, Didn't ask if I was ok, didn't worry or care. She just unfollowed me on twitter and Twitch and said not a damn word. Left me high and dry.
All I have done for her, Wasted my time and energy for her, I went out my way when I didn't need to. Guess what? To have it all undermined cause I don't support what she does and I will be damned and support someone without question.
I felt backstabbed by someone who was a "friend". It makes me sick to know I once called her a friend. But hey, who needs enemies when you have friends like these.
But the sad truth is. You were a friend. You were a friend to the small streamers as well, You supported others or you would join them and act more like a friend and not an internet personality.
But Fame, fans, a bigger ego and popular "friends" / people who enable you and money. It changed you into some monster but I know you don't care and you will never care what one person says. Because your friends will keep being your enabler and telling you that what you do is right and those who say otherwise are wrong or haters.
I don't know. Are they your fans or a means to pay for trips, food, bills, pizza and I hear you are bad with money. I wonder WHY. This has no effect on anything
How do the fuck do you sleep at night? I am sure you sleep like a baby while knowing you fucked over old friends for friends who are famous cause it seems you are here for fame and money and friends who have pull in the community who can help you out.
Look, if you friends with her.. That is fine. I really don't give a single fuck. Sorry to be mean, but I'm being blunt.
Just because you are friends with her does not mean I have to like them.
And there is that one person who will be like "Why are you posting this to the world" Look, this is my blog. I can post what I want.
You might read and say "Sonik, let it go", I am sorry but I am done being a doormat, but hey, if you want to be walked on or be a doormat for others to step on? BE MY GUEST. Be a quiet doormat. I am sure it will be good for you but I am done with being a doormat and being quiet.
If she does see this. I know she has fucked over other friends and even my friends. Sigh.
And her friends are there for her (White knights) Till they get fucked over by her, or if they get fucked over, they may still be her "friend"
And this Song is for her.
But I want to be clear
I wish her NO ILL will. I wish her the best with what she does but I do not want to be an enabler like her friends or be apart of her life and what she does.
I'm not jealous of her fame, I'm let down by how she treated her friends aka, my friends and me.
I'm mad but very disappointed in her.
I'm sad that she traded in her old friends (tools) for popular friends (better tools)
Do I hate her? The damage is done but no, But I dislike her a good deal
Will I talk to her? If she does talk to me, I will ignore her.
Why am I taking this to heart? I stayed longer and the damage was much worst then planned.
She was at one point, a friend for 3 to 4 years but that was all for nothing, but all she is now is an ex-friend that I want nothing to do with. I was so happy when I first met you cause I believed you were my friend at the start and now I am at the point where I wish I had never met you at all.
Let me be clear to any streamer or viewer cause People don't read. I don't do hate mobs, don't assume I do because I take shots at your friend.
This is My experience with her and how it went from good to bad, bad to worse. AND I REGRET FUCKING KNOWING HER
I will not show up in her streams or follow her. But she doesn't care and same goes for me.
I have so many things I want to do for this year or before this year is over. It’s a list of stuff, I plan on getting done, which would be great.
Let’s start the list.
1. Twitch stuff
Oh, Twitch. What a crazy year it has been. from having fun and having co-hosts to join me on stream but at the same time to know that some sonic streamers doing some fucked up shit. That will be for a later, down the line.
So this is the goals for this year for streaming on twitch are as followed.
1. Finish BOTW hard mode on stream before the year is over. I want to beat hard mode with only 3 hearts and that’s all I want to do for the stream to be done with it.
2. Complete Sonic Mania when it comes out. I plan on trying to do Sonic and tails and Knuckles, all emeralds or trying to, anyway that is the plan anyway
3. Do a speedrun of the game that won the vote on twitter, after I hit 300 followers.
4. Gonna upload more to my youtube channel.
5. Do more co-host type of streams on Twitch
6. Start doing podcasts, rant streams and more with friends
Then from there, I will do races or more casual playthroughs on my twitch channel,. Speedruns are not important to me or for my channel, don’t count on speedruns being a thing anytime soon.
I have plans on not being a sellout like some streamers these days and when I get a fanbase and I say “IF” I will be sure to see them as people and not as money. But that a rant for another day.
As a heads up, you will not see me around some streamers chat, as I don’t agree or support what they do to get money or support what they do. If you do, then more power to you.
1.2 Twitch mod permanent list
Some of you may not like this and feel free to be mad or not be mad, I kinda don’t care, lol, but I feel mods who can’t be asked to help will be replaced. If you are busy with life and other things, that is fine. But in the meantime, I will be removing inactive mods.
But Twitch has Automod and chat bots to help do the job, which are used when you have no mods or you have mods but no one comes to moderate. If you happen to be unmodded in my chat, asked to be given mod again, assuming you do ask and don’t sit there like a lump on the log. ‘ v’
I have 8 mods in my chat, as I feel that’s all I need, if a mod stops putting in work, then there will be a opening or “Help wanted”
Mods that are great as they are my little cinnamon rolls
My GF
Hyper
Masta
SBCZ
Zombie
2. Twitter stuff
If you don’t care about what I have to say then you can skip this
This has been a long time, coming kind of thing, I have been thinking about if I should or shouldn’t do it. But I feel it is time. So my twitter, how this is going to work is I will only follow those who are friends
And I am also thinking of locking my account in a few days to keep out the people I dislike and helps keeps the bots or porn bots away.
Pros
+ Control who follows you or don’t
+ Control who can see your tweets
+ Users or trolls who want to be assholes or white knights need to be approved by you in order to send you a tweet, which you can deny them
Cons
- No one can see your tweets, unless you approve of them to follow you.
- You can reply to anyone, but unless they are approved to follow you or they follow you, then they won’t see your tweets.
Inactive accounts that I never talk to or accounts that never talked to me will be getting the foot or the boot on Dec 25th. That is a deadline.
Don’t worry about the deadline, I mean, if I added you to a list of mine called “little cinnamon rolls“ or we talk more then often on Twitter or are best friends, then you are fine / safe / good to go / no worries. c:
3. Making my first game
So, I have plans on making my first platformer game, before the year ends and I would like to get a game done, at the very least, so I can make a new game then make another game and so on.
I want to master Clickteam Fusion 2.5, so I can make some real great games, going off track.
But that is the plan, release a game before the year ends and I will go from there.
But I hope you guys will like it. :P
But that’s it really. Thanks for reading and stay cool and see you next post. ^^
WARNING: THIS IS AN OPINION / RANT! TAKE MY RANT WITH A GRAIN OF SALT
UPDATE: This is a old post
ALSO: DON'T SEND HATE TO ANYONE.
So Something that has always annoyed me is when people on Twitter love to do is be annoying cunts and what I mean is people who unfollow after they follow and people think it is fine.
I'm sure you are saying "OMFG, HE HAS ANOTHER OPINION!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!" Well, the 1 % said that. :P
But it's fine to unfollow someone if you want.
If you get into a fight with someone and that said someone hates you then unfollow them.
But the ONE THING I hate is when users follow someone then unfollow RIGHT AFTER FOLLOWING, Like really? Look, if you don't want to follow then don't follow. It's simple as that really.
But no, people feel the need to follow someone to unfollow to see what the users retweets or tweets and that is really annoying
And I feel like the people who do this will be listed below.
They see #NSFW tag on twitter account and first thing that goes through their mind is "Oh, they're a porn account" (If they do think like that, then that is pretty sad)
They wanted to follow to see what they tweeted but then unfollowed when they saw (It's a dumb reason to follow in the first place, you can see what they tweet without following)
They live in a bubble of sorts, Anything suggestive, sexually suggestive, lewd, NSFW is like their nope button (And hey, Twitter gave everyone, the power to mute or to turn off retweets if they are not your thing. But you know, they live in a bubble, so that is too much work and all accounts should be "safe for work" Or they feel they don't have to do anything except follow)
Again, I would be happy if you didn't be that cunt who followed to unfollow, I only get a negative outlook on these people who do this shit and it's not cool in any way.
And the funny thing is I was warming up to them and starting to gain respect. And I don't expect to get a follow in return cause I would be FINE with that. But I'm wasting my time cause if they see this, they will think of one thing. "Oh, he must be a hater, sad that he is"
But that is far from it. I'm not a hater, just let down is all. Am I a hater?
Or you know, since they have E-fame of some kind in either Twitter followers or Twitch.tv followers. They're not going to care that they unfollowed me or they REALLY won't care that I see them in a negative light.
If anything, they will laugh or be like who? But I suppose it's a lesson for me to know that just cause someone has a nice following or e-fame or is a nice person, may not be nice to everyone or will be a cunt to others
Maybe in the future, Pippils and Kirbymastah and others will learn to read Twitter bios of NSFW accounts and maybe read my bio before following me. That will never happen. LOL
I mean, Reading a twitter profile bio CAN'T BE HARD. Hell, even my bio says in all caps to turn off retweets
But that would take time, And time is work for these people and these are people, I don't hate but just no longer respect is all.
And I been waiting to say this cause, I am sick of users who have a high follower count or a low follower count, coming to my page to follow me cause I did a run on Speedrun or I followed them to only for them to unfollow me cause "Oh, an NSFW account"
Should I meet another user like that, who will follow to unfollow, I will be sure to leave a nice block for them. Again, they won't care either way if I no longer have respect for them or block them.
In some weird way, this was eye opening for me and been waiting to rant about this anyway.
For a future Reference, If you are not going to follow then DON'T BE THAT PERSON who follows just to unfollow as it is annoying.
