Mar 23, 2019
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« When everything seems hopeless just take one day at a time. And if one day becomes too much, just take one hour at a time. And if one hour becomes too much, then just take one minute at a time. »
Prompt: I always wanted to know what Sonja's reaction to Evak moving in together would have been.
Sorry it took me ages to write this, but here it is!
Hope you like it <3
Also a huge thank you to @isisisak , this lil thing wouldn’t be here without your help :D
It’s a bright night when she finds out. She’s at a party organised by her old school mates from Bakka, and god, does it feel good to be young and reckless once again. Between work and family and everything she hasn’t even had the time to breathe in the last couple of weeks; but now she can have fun as much as she wants. At least for tonight.
It’s good to see all her friends again. She’s realizing only now how much she missed them; she haven’t seen them in such a long time she feared they wouldn’t recognise her at all. She’s changed: her hair is longer, her eyes are clearer, her face doesn’t carry any sign of stress except for the normal buzz at work.
She knows exactly the reason for it.
She doesn’t mention it, though.
And then she sees them. Even og Isak. She’s surprised at first; but of course they’re here. Even went to Bakka too. She watches them from afar: one of Even’s hands on Isak’s back, Isak’s bright smile, that light in the eyes of both of them that can only be described as love. She’s a bit jealous, she can admit that to herself. After Even she hasn’t found anybody able to steal her heart yet.
But it’s okay. She’s okay. She needs this time for herself.
She’s lightly chatting with Lea - one of her best friends back at school - when a hand on her shoulder startles her. She turns around with big eyes. And there he is.
Even.
“Sonja” he says with a smile, and he hugs her. She’s surprised by the gesture, but she hugs him back nonetheless. After all, it’s still them. “How are you doing?”
They start talking about everything and anything, and it’s so weird she’s taken aback by the whole situation. It’s a strange feeling. They are almost stranger at this point. As if they hadn’t spent four years of their young lives as lovers, breathing each other’s skin. It’s odd and bittersweet and she kinda misses it, the feeling of always having someone behind you to catch you in case you ever fell. Or, well, someone to catch and care about.
At some point Even turns a bit and looks at Isak with a small smile, a smile that says I’m completely yours. And then he tells her.
“We moved in together, you know? Isak and I.”
She opens her mouth. And then she closes it.
She’s at a loss of words, no idea what to say. Congratulations? What the fuck do you think you’re doing?
She prefers to say nothing.
Even looks at her and raises his eyebrows, waiting. It’s a gesture so familiar she almost breaks. Instead she looks at Isak too and bites her lips. “Do you think it’s a good idea?” she finally says “For you, I mean.” Even sighs with a knowing smile.
“Yes, Sonja. Isak is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
“But don’t you think it’s a bit too early? Are you sure that with your condition he won’t-”
“Sonja” he interrupts her. She closes her eyes. Her heart is beating fast and memories she had buried deep inside her mind - all those white corridors, a pale Even in a hospital bed with an iv coming out of his arm, all the tears and screams she never had the chance to let out - are coming back in a rush. But she pushes them back down, and tries to come back to the present. They’re here, alive and happy. Even is happy. She can tell that from his eyes.
“Sorry, I’m doing it again” she admits “The controlling you thing.”
“I’m glad you still care” When she hears that, she opens back her eyes. Even is smiling at her, a smile so pure and contagious she can’t hold back from mirroring him.
Because after all, it’s still them.
pls like or reblog if save, or give credits @skamiconsqueen on tw
we can bet the same people who demonised sonja with like zero information to make themselves feel better for the fact even cheated with isak will be the same people who will demonise vilde if she cheats or remotely hurts magnus.
tbh, it wouldn’t surprise me if some of them were also the same people that stan p chris.
headers are not mine, credits in caption.
like/reblog or credit milatulips on twitter please.
Hi guys here is another one, hope you like it
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