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Here I am a fool. Stupid and ignorant. And you wonder why I act so got damn belligerent. Two steps forward a hundred steps back. Wait hold up that’s not me bullshitting I’m only speaking facts. I did this shit to myself so I can’t really be mad, but since I’m being honest shit your actions are sad. It’s true I fucked up but I know where home is and I swear to God I’m not gonna keep walking round homeless. I’ve given you pieces of me that God alone can’t give back. So I bargained with the devil to repair these treacherous cracks. Just to be left bare, crippled and cold. Using others on this path simply for toll. Still not giving a fuck I don’t care or look back. I was angel ordained by an accident but I was raised to love. Now I can’t even see the sky above. I love the water but I’ve gone in way too deep. Where voices of reason dare not to reach. My hope is fading while my life online. But I know you don’t care, you’ll be just fine. Like everyone who has left me behind, to gather myself and pick up my pieces. I can’t do it this time. One of these days I’ll see my grandma again and I’ll ask her Granny did I win? And I know she’ll smile that same loving grin. And tell me that baby you tried and that’s all I needed. I wanted you to live your life and still make it up here safe. Regardless of the path you had to take. I knew one day again I’d see your face. So of course baby to me you’ve won you’ve always been a winner to me, my grandson. So come on stop crying were together again. With tears running down my face I’ll be whole again. Maybe by then this will all make sense. But for right now this shit is the fucking pits!
m signedkeyon.
