Last night was unbelievably shitty as some of my friends and I stood outside of Rosatti’s in the cold, rainy weather.
And for fuck’s sake, Stay by Rihanna had to play on the radio and that’s the song I always sing with my boo. The same boo that’s moving tomorrow for Reno and I’m crying as I type this because I don’t want him to leave. At the same time, I’m so happy for him because he gets to leave and start a new life. It still really fucking sucks and just like we sang for one last time last night together, “I want you to stay.”
You mean so much to me. You’ve been there for me for a shit ton of things I won’t list. And we’ve always had each other, just like the group. You, and the rest of them, are my chosen family. You’re like a brother to me. And I can’t say goodbye. I love you so much, TeJay. <3