#sorrowsoaked

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@sorrowsoaked

     he wasn’t sure where else to go. home would be a disaster. he can’t grasp how he managed to ruin his life in just one night. if he had known what was going to come out of that party, he never would have agreed to go. so when she opens the door, he can’t help but lose it. ❝ i---i messed up, mal. i messed up bad. ❞ they’re not words he mutters often. his entire life practically revolves around school, trying to be the PERFECT son. ❝ i-i-i went to jess’ party the other night a-and i got drunk and things---things escalated and i-i had sex, ❞ he’s not comfortable saying the word. everything about the situation was so unlike him. he avoided parties, he avoided drinking, and he definitely avoided sex. the scariest part is the hardest part to get out, though. ❝ i-i-i’m gon-gonna be a d-dad. ❞

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@sorrowsoaked gets something really cute 

     he’s never been one for dating, never even thought about it before. the hunter lifestyle had never been dating friendly. he wants some sort of life of his own now, though. that want includes someone to spend his time with. ❝ i---okay, so we’re both hunters, right? ❞ it’s an obvious question, but it’s not as if he’s practiced on this sort of thing. ❝ the point is you know how this life is. and i know it’s not i-ideal but--- ❞ he trails off for a moment, ❝ i know i’m not like the best option but, ah, i-i like you. i like hanging out with  you and talking to you and... ❞ he clears his throat, trying to straighten his stance. he can’t remember ever being this nervous before. ❝ i was wondering if you wanna, i don’t know, go on a date with me? ❞

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@sorrowsoaked  

        his stance stiffens as his mind races on all the ways to avoid confrontation. they’ve made eye contact though and it’s not as if he can just pretend to be someone else. they’re identical for god’s sake. granted, francis looks much worse than he should. dark circles around his eyes, noticeably underweight, pale as a corpse----he wishes he could say he looked better. arden seems to be doing better ( at least he’s alive ). 

     it’s not that he’s not happy to see him, he’s just not happy to see him with how he is. he left. he didn’t call, didn’t write, didn’t bother to try contacting him ( or anyone in their family for that matter ) once he died. he was just GONE. a pause, ❝ so---how’s life? ❞ not the best thing to say, but he’s not very good when it comes to dealing with his emotions anymore. 

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                                             @sorrowsoaked  

       it’s not the first time he’s been hunted down, not with how many messes he’s made. he had a tendency to attract hunters and it’s by some dumb luck he hasn’t managed to get himself killed yet. so when he hears footsteps and the sound of a weapon behind him, he immediately tries to talk out his way out of this. ❝ so, you shouldn’t kill me and here’s why! ❞ he turns around, prepared to bullshit his way through this, but he stops. she looks different than when he last saw her, but it’s undeniable. he’d recognize his best friend anywhere. the cocky smile falls and instead is replaced with a look of concern ( both for him and what’s become his friend ). his heart would be pounding if it could and his stomach feels like it’s knotting up. finally he manages to speak up again. ❝ m-malia? ❞

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@sorrowsoaked lms 

      he’s relieved to see a familiar face for once. he’s usually not the best when it comes to talking to new people. as he’s sure she remembers from their first encounter. so with a little more pep in his step than usual, he approaches her, ❝ fancy running into you here. you in town for a hunt? ❞ 

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@sorrowsoaked lms

      ❝ how do you do it? ❞ he gestures at all of her before continuing, ❝ remain so---peppy. like doesn’t shit ever just seem like too much or whatever? ❞

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@sorrowsoaked gets a thing bc why not 

      it’s not that he doesn’t trust kenzi & her judgment, he does, but he’s not completely sold on the guy. even if he isn’t getting a bad feeling from him, he's known never to trust first impressions. besides, age differences set off his own paranoia from his experience, he wants to make sure his daughter wouldn’t go through anything similar. ❝ sorry, mate, you gotta go through the meet the dad phase of the process. ❞ a stern stare as any hint of a smirk completely wipes from his face. ❝ so---how old are you exactly? ❞