if bella was a lesbian i think she wouldn’t be aware of that fact until she got to forks and met the cullens. In canon she was always kind of a loner and she didn’t really question her lack of attraction to men so i like the idea of alice being her sexual awakening in like every sense of the word.
so glad your favorite isnt fucking Caitlyn kirratits
im completely indifferent about her i think, i cannot really form a solid opinion on her just because i understand the defenders and the haters … when the seasom was coming out last year i was very unhappy with her but like idkk.. im not a super hater but im not a fan…
i also think szn 2 heavily mischaracterized almost everyone and was just poorly written in general !!!
my heart is so full :( we don't deserve someone like wonnie :( he released a song on his birthday for engenes. he giftes us on his day. oh gosh, he's the standard. my sweet sweet jungwon has been through so much and i wish him nothing but good rest and health for his upcoming schedules. i never really thought that i could find so much comfort in an idol, but jungwon has proved me wrong in so many ways. happy birthday to our bestest leader! we don't deserve you :(((
Hey guys! Sorry i havent done anything fun with this account recently, finals have been whooping my ass and the outlast fandom has been getting WEIRD.
rant below., ahm. Yeah
I have loved outlast for awhile, Its one of my favorite horror trilogys and the games are extremely fun! However, as of recently I have noticed a MASSIVE increase of proshippers and the outlast games, specfically outlast trials.
Now, if you know me more than just this sideblog, you know I absolutely despise anything related to proshipping or darkshipping. It is fucking immoral and disgusting, Most of the people who fucking do it are adults aswell, which is also ???????????? YOURE MATUREEE?? PLEASE STOP ROMANTICIZING THESE HORRIBLE THINGS??? WHOLE ASS ADULT WANTING LELAND COYLE TO RAPE YOU?
From my pov, proshipping normalizes pedophillia, zoophillia, and other horrible harmful paraphiles and disgusting, depraved crimes like rape. I do not care if you think fiction doesnt effect reality, it fucking does. There is so much proof it does. The constant exposure to these horrific acts numbs down severe reactions to it, and its creating a space where people like pedos can eagerly get their hands on cp and create it.
Whatever, off my high horse
i get I cannot change people, And I am no better than some of these pervs online (other than the proshippers) But please, I am a fucking piece of SHITTT!!!! BUT maybe maybe guys can we be less ok with proshipping with outlast, the characters are made for you to hate, franco is a whole ass sa survivor and you guys just throw that fact around like your favorite fleshlight. It is depraved some of the things i see in this fandom. None of it should be fucking normal, I do not care if its a coping mechanism, which is arguably stupid because you are actively re-exposing yourself to these acts while also, occasionally making illegal material.. it sounds more like self harm imo ., ORRR you say im the fucking „fun police“ (pedo police highkey given the fact most of the people I see saying this are pedophillic in nature.) You are ruining a space for the rest of us. You are the little kid who shit in the pool. You do not respect victims, you do not respect other people, This fandom has been turnt into a fucking cestpool of the weirdest shit, and it is extremely upsetting for me and my friends. ME and a majority of my friends are survivors of rape and other horrific predatory crimes, and seeing shit like this is literally just a spit in the fucking face, can we stop fucking normalizing this shit? Can we please please please oh my god invest in journals or therapists or keeping this stuff to yourself.
And if you dont like my ideas? BLOCK ME. please. It is so easy, dont go bitch about me on your loser ass blogs, dont go creating rants just like mine to mock me, you are seriously pathetic if you think this is going to make your sad predatory lives any better. I know this rant isnt going to do anything other than make some people happy, and piss some losers off but im actually so so tired and needed to get this off my chest
Eddie gluskin hates proshippers! Darkshippers! Petplayers! ABDL / Ageplay! Stop fucking roleplaying these dark topics and get a grip on reality!
This is part 2 of my lil' series!! If you wish to see the previous part, which includes Spy and Heavy's rooms, you can see it
HERE!
And part 3 is HERE !!
Enough dilly dally ! Here are the next mercs!!
3) The Scout
I admit, I didn't know what I wanted for this guy at first. Like Heavy, I didn't have many headcanons about him. Unless it was about him getting bullied by everyone else. But then I remembered Lil' Pootis exists and it showed Scout's room fully, so I took a bit of inspiration as a start. And then I took into account that not only is Scout OBSESSED with Tom Jones (hence the sign, which is supposed to say "Bring Tom Jones Memorabilia"), but Scout also enjoys baseball. Taking the inspiration from Lil' Pootis and his established interests into account, this what I came up with.
I raised Scout's bed since I believe he likes to jump down as a bit of adrenaline in the morning. (I headcanon him as an adrenaline junkie and love going headfirst into battle because it's such a rush to run through bullets and dodging people fighting him.) The paintings along the wall are supposed to be posters of Tom Jones while the ones by his bed are pictures of his family and Ms. Pauling (she's not gonna kiss you bro...). Speaking of the wall, I put targets on it so he can practice throwing his baseball at it. So when he's bored he just throws the ball at the targets and continuously catches it once it bounces back. The armor stand with the head is a dummy that's supposed to be an extra target. The little "fridge" is Scout's fridge that he asked Engie to make for him and that's where Scout stores his BONK! The heads beside the bed is supposed to Tom Jones figurines :) Lastly, the three story dresser not only stores Scout's clothes, but they also store his weapons and his comic books (how Pootis inspired me LOL). OH!! Bonus, the lantern in the corner is there because the lamp (which is supposed to be for when Scout reads his books) didn't provide enough light to properly illuminate his room.
4) The Pyro
Okay I admit I did derive a lot of inspiration from Lil' Pootis when building Pyro's room, but I tried to put my own spin onto her room. I will say Pyro's room was a lot of fun to make though. And I hope Pootis won't kill me for the amount of inspiration I've taken..
So first of all, while I haven't shown the door, there is gasoline leaking out because Pyro can be a bit clumsy and spilled the gasoline onto the floor. The gasoline is supposed to be the vases by the door. I wish I could put a vase onto the side to represent the spillage but :/ The giant black spot on the wall is supposed to be a massive burn. Pyro blasted her flamethrower at the wall, but was stopped so she doesn't burn the building to the ground. That clearly didn't stop her considering she has an active fire in the corner with a bunch of torches on the walls gjsgskskh. Aside from the burns, there's also blood on the walls because like Solly, she likes storing body parts (even if she thinks they're stuffed toys). The paintings on her wall are drawings she made herself, one of them are actually a gift from Scout while another is a gift from Engie. Pyro has a little music place too, but her tastes are more... chaotic... compared to Heavy and Spy. The adjustable bookcase is her nightstand where Pyro leaves her lighter and flare gun!! In the center of the room is her little tea party!! Where Pyro has her cake (baked by Heavy at her request) while having the body parts she stole of her victims !! The spider webs in the corner isn't there because of any neglect, it's actually Pyro's pet. She found a spider that one of the mercs were about to kill and she immediately saved it and kept it in her room. Now it hangs out in her room!!
5) The Medic
Medic's room was honestly really easy to work on. I had a clear vision of what I wanted, which made this room a BREEZE. Also yes, Medic does NOT want anyone needing medical attention near the quarters, he wants PEACE go AWAY. So the bars and stone slabs are birdcages. When Engie moved to Medic's room, he requested the birds to be caged at least at night. Medic reluctantly agreed because whatever the husband wants... Since Medic and Engie share this room, they have their own night stands AND lamps, but it's mainly for late night reading or illuminating the room when one of the birdies need something. Beside the bed, there's a little desk with a picture that's supposed to show Engie's family. The tulip on the table is a flower Engie gave to Medic on their first date :) While they share a lot, they don't share a dresser, Medic's idea. Between the dressers is their wedding photo <3 The barrels are where bird food and other things for the birds are stored. The signs are both a label and a reminder of feeding the birds. They both share the responsibility of feeding these nerds. Lastly, the two armor stands by the door are supposed to be their coat racks, they're neglected since they tend to just throw their clothes onto the floor to change into pjs because they're SO tired. They pick up after themselves in the morning tho dw..
