frothing at the mouth. I hate getting the "again? :/" face when I tell people, especially my mother, that I'm getting another tattoo, but I can't very well bring up the topic of harm reduction now can I. I can't just be like "well. I was able to stay clean for two and a half fuckin years because of getting tattooed (the longest streak of my life!) and I fucked it up and that just happens to coincide with the fact that my last ink was 7 months ago"
also. I know this as a coping method isn't sustainable, financially or with body real estate, but idk. it feels healthier and at least I get art out of it instead of hiding my body from everyone including my partner for weeks/months











