#sort of negative

[ramonahblog]

Gonna be negative & petty on main here. 

Don’t worry, it’s just about Trevor’s tie. 

Like I said, petty. 

It really bothers me. IDK why, it just does and this a thing now. 

Trevor’s fucking tie is going to haunt me. Am I fixated on this? Yes. Do I know how to stop fixating on this? No. Cause I’ve never been fixated on something I’ve hated before. 

No one warned me that you could be fixated on something you didn’t like. Please help. 

The worst thing is I still have no clue what the fuck kind of pattern/image is on it. 

Also yes, Trevor’s tie is why I can’t place him on the tier-haunting list. I don’t think I could be haunted by a ghost wearing that tie. I can live with the no-pants thing. Not the tie though. 

That. Tie. 

That. fucking. Tie.

[quartzlegacy-archive]

hhhh

sorry i haven’t been writing anywhere, it’s been big depression hours the past few days and i just feel super low in mood.. hopefully the movie tomorrow will perk me up but i’m just

tired and unmotivated rn

i’m trying but forcing myself to write is even worse

[radiojamming]

so behind a cut because it’s some negative medical junk buuuut

i’ve been smelling oranges and vanilla for about four days now, which usually leads into some fritzy brain stuff down the road. if i disappear for a day or two, it’s probs because whatever bullshit my brain likes to pull on me has taken me out of commission. i’m hoping that doesn’t happen, but at least the smell is nice. >:V

[evenemidesign]

So many lost opportunities. I wish I knew what... // Mine

[old-mewmewcore]

Things I associate with my 2016-2017 school year

-Mystic Messenger. I got it a few days after school started and I remember always playing it on the bus and sneakily playing it in study hall.

-The Amino App. Especially LGBT and Otherkin communities.

-Being really confused about sexuality and gender again

-Going to a pride parade for the first time. (My city held it’s first pride parade in October?)

-Getting a binder

-Melanie Martinez

-Spotify

-Thinking I’m a good graphic designer (lol)

-That one time the bus driver hit a mailbox

-Also another time I didn’t get home until 5 pm because of the snow

-Getting into the chire/kidcore community and blogging from my phone on the bus

-And then around December/ January my mental health went to shit and I barely remember anything about the rest of the school year.

-Having lots of mental breakdowns

-not going to school a lot of days

-suddenly it just ended and I just took the reagents and then it’s just over???

[confusedmultiverse]

AAAAAAAAAAA

Do I have your attention now? Good. I would like to say I hate being an INFP for only one reason. I’m creative as fuck. But the only way I can convey that is writing, and some of my ideas wouldn’t work as well as just written words. Some of them need illustration.

For instance I have in my mind what I think would be a great AU idea for Undertale, and while I could write story after story of it with no one to actually bring the characters to life it would feel hollow. The name for my idea keeps changing but I’ll get that eventually, or maybe I won’t worry about it. I mean I want to make the AU and share it, but I also don’t because no one would be able to see how I envision the characters. At least not fully.

Ugh I’m just frustrated at my own inability to draw, you don’t have to pay attention to this rambling.

[finnyisanactualrayofsunshine]

Look I'm just saying if Lizzy, Edward, Francis, Alexis, Undertaker, Finny, Bard, Mey Rin, Lau, Ran Mao, Tanaka, Snake, Agni, Soma, Grell, Will, Ron, Charles grey, Charles phipps, Sieglinde, Wolfram, and whoever else teamed up, they could kick Sebastian's ass back to hell. I personally would find this hypothetical arc extremely entertaining and satisfying.

[sylkshe-a]

bruh my fake tooth broke off of my retainer and now i got a lisp until i can fix it again and it is literaLLY one of the things I hate most about myself LOL