@soulsballad said: ❛ i know it’s winter, but you don’t have to act so cold! ❜ ( for earl, from horo! )
Earl lets out a silent exhale as he stares at Horo’s sulking form while she clutches onto one of the stuffed animal toys. He’s tired after slaving away all day at the caravans, doing a job for three people to make enough money to support them. All he wants to do is lay down and sleep. But he still needs to cook them dinner, needs to make sure she falls asleep first, make her a lunch for tomorrow while he’s gone. He needs to make sure the trailer is ready for when the worst months of winter settle in. The list of things he needs to do is endless.
But Horo doesn’t know that. Earl doesn’t want Horo to know how hard it is. He doesn’t want her to see how he works himself to the bone, he doesn’t want her to worry over money or supplies. He wants her to be able to be a child like the others, to laugh and play despite the loss of their parents. If she wants to soar, then he wants to make sure that happens for her – so she doesn’t end up stuck in the mud.
“ Horo. “ Earl crouches down behind her, watching her shuffle away from him. “ I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have snapped like that. “ He apologizes, making no effort to force her to look at him. If she wants to, she will. If she doesn’t, he will still love her regardless. “ It was a rough day, but I shouldn’t have spoken like that to you. “
He would be lying to say he wasn’t considering keeping a little treat a secret. But ultimately, his big brother instincts land by a landslide. ( And they always will, even years later. )
“ How about we hang out after dinner, okay? “ He suggests quietly, continuing to speak despite the lack of answer. He pulls out a wrapped chocolate bar, sliding it across the wood floor so she can see it. “ We can start a fire and have smores. I’ll play some guitar for you? Does that sound good? “ He asks, waiting patiently.