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@kyukicho
❝ But surely the will to create was a form of the will to live…? ❞
The MANY voices of Kui
- Rules - - Muses -
While all the girls in my school, in the fifth grade, were crazy about vampires... I was already looking at the chthonic ones.
𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠 𝔄𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔠 (x)
Wisdom of an Ancient Being: Holiday Edition 🦇🍬
telegram : @milkermah
@babiibats asked:
"Bram, you are an anomaly to me. Most people, the more time they spend with Thaon, the faster they want to get away from him. He's like bug repellent, and yet, he's seemed to have had the opposite effect on you. Dare I say, I am worried that something may be wrong. Have you gotten properly checked up recently?"
He did not mind which familiar form Kaiden chose to use. Arawn, Amatheon, Alucard. Kaiden had obviously known his brother far longer than Bram had, he wouldn't insist on any different way to address his own family.
"I haven't felt the need for a healer of any sort in hundreds of years." Bram isn't quite sure what the younger is implying. "I appreciate your concern, though. I assure you it is not a sickness that finds me attracted to your brother but a shared understanding. We have different methods but the same longing. Our kin were always meant to exist through love, sacrifice a small price for family. Arawn simply acted on that nature in regrettable ways. For that I am sorry. I wish I could have known of you both sooner."
sweetest slap-kiss 💞
( i saw @/smvritz._ tiktok and i had to do it lol)
︶꒷꒦۵˖ ֹ☽◯☾⋆.˚♡ )-- Endearment emanates through a smile and gleaming eyes alike; uncontained Joy bubbles up and bursts with a gentle laughter. ࣪˖❛❛ Abraham. ❜❜˖ ࣪ Loving sing-song tone expressing admiration; greedy fingers interlocking with the perfectly manicured hands of his lover, gently caressing skin with sentiment.
Lowering his other knee to the ground, he leans forward to rest his head against the other male's abdomen. Once he thought there were no more surprises, somehow, his beloved left him absolutely astonished yet again.
࣪˖❛❛ Abraham. ❜❜˖ ࣪ Repeated, harmonious with vitality, reverberates into softer laughter. ࣪˖❛❛ Imagine if I called my husband by the wrong name for the next several centuries. Embarrassing. ❜❜˖ ࣪ That is to say, Abraham's words ring loud and echo like a chamber against a vibrating heart. "Our names are our essence, both our power and potentially a vampire's undoing."
࣪˖❛❛ Abraham. ❜❜˖ ࣪ Amusements smothered by coo. ࣪˖❛❛ I really appreciate you telling me. I think I love it more than Bram. ❜❜˖ ࣪ A kiss to the clothed abdomen is chased by nibbles; adoring rubies glancing at matching ones enchanted by love.
Arawn couldn't believe it: he found someone in this galaxy… in this universe that could truly be his. Someone who fearlessly gives him all of them, all of their heart, and all of their love without fear of being consumed. He would have thought this was impossible.
࣪˖❛❛ I love you. Abraham Stoker. If I die.. I die for you. ❜❜˖ ࣪ Another nibble but far more ravenous this time. ࣪˖❛❛ And I'll make it my personal job to deliver pleasure to you every waking moment. ❜❜˖ ࣪
Hundreds of years had passed since lips had remembered that name. That a voice other than his own song had spoken it far within his consciousness. He had never had anyone spoken it since it held his soul. Having hidden it away from the world. To hear it now, on the voice of his eternity, he could feel the power it had. A lover's caress of soul on his tongue. Was this what his own voice felt like to his huntsman?
Infectious blood at artisan's command couldn't be stopped before dusting his own cold cheeks. It's not everyday you first feel someone caress your soul.
"That name is yours and yours alone to know." Using the horrendous attempt at sounding defensive to hide the now fiery embarrassment to the affect it had on him from just being spoken by such a perfect creature.
It wouldn't be love if he could be so offended for long (even if falsely) with such sweet adorations. "Fool. You're not permitted to die. I will not be made a widower a second time."
"You are my happiness, Arawn. I need no thanks for something that should have been yours long ago. I will prove your wait to have been worth it." Both of their's. Sacrifices and death, torture and cruelty, all of the costs will be worth their miracle in the end.
@ofcrossroads asked: “Keisuke-kun…?” Arms folded, Chifuyu’s eyes look wary. “What do you mean by cuddlefucking?”
"Ain't that a great word for it? Thoughta it myself!" Baji looks genuinely proud of himself. Plopped on the low bed and arms out stretched towards Chifuyu. "And if it ain't a thing yet, then we're makin it a thing, right? Cause that sounds awesome!"
ཀ❛❛ Sigma... Sigma... ❜❜ཀ The relief of life may have doused the fires of panic spreading throughout, but mental repose could not return to the forefront; ruby jewels continued to trickle down snowy cheeks in a heavy rain thundering with his tempestuous sobs. His arms desperately cling with all of the strength he could muster without cracking bones or marking delicate skin with dark blemishes from broken blood vessels.
Aluin once again mentally praised the shitty universe for letting Sigma be okay... alive... and still in existence... The vampire's memories might be fragmented in darkness, but sensory faculties sing with the reality of intertwined essences empowering his very being and awakening his eldritch bloodline.
ཀ❛❛ Are...are · ─ · ཀཀ -❜❜ཀ Sinff... sob... sniff. ཀ❛❛ Sure? ❜❜ཀ There's too much POWER · ─ · ཀཀ too much ethereal humming of his beloved shining star within him for it to have been not as bad as imagined. The only other time he had energies like this was when he killed for the very first time, completely devouring their entire essence through their blood. But this is different… this is much more.
Back then, it was like a puddle being poured into a sea; a single human life but a ripple in his vast inky void. But Sigma's existence swirling inside of him feels like a new galaxy giving birth to bright, passionate stars that will shine through his never-ending darkness of corrupted existence. The inner void that once felt cold, dead, and alone is now blossoming with warm life and glittering intimacy. ཀ❛❛ I'm sorry... I love you. ❜❜ཀ
HOW MUCH DID HE TAKE? At first, Arawn believed Aluin was experiencing night terrors again, pre-exposed to them before he could even walk · ─ · ཀཀ messing with his emotions and letting loose his uncontrolled powers · ─ · ཀཀ but this was obviously so much more once properly examining energies massively knotted together like ribbons loosely thrown at the bottom of a container.
˖❛ ❛ Impossible... ❜ ❜˖ Tone littered with disbelief; shrewd, observant blood diamonds gleaming astonishment. ˖❛ ❛ No... He definitely ate your essence... soul... whatever you want to call what makes up your existence... Your life. ❜ ❜˖ Is stated simply, the shared internal harmonious melody of the eldritch beginnings and essence misshapen in love sings peculiar information to the adored co-owner, hungry for any information.
Arawn's first thought is to try to devour Sigma to see what would happen. If his existence truly couldn't be eaten or erased, it could mean unimaginable things for his research... the power Sigma could give him... and he wouldn't die, so wouldn't be against Bram's orders... but his malicious thoughts resolve (not without a fight) when observing the corrupted ethos lovingly crafted deep into skin. Aluin really does seem to care for this odd creation... How anomalous... before Bram, Arawn knew he would have tried to eat him anyway, regardless of how much Aluin cried.
˖❛ ❛ But you seem okay... maybe a little tired. ❜ ❜˖ A mental note is taken that Sigma has likely ingested Aluin's blood to heal any accidental damage, yet that certainly wouldn't save his existence. ˖❛ ❛ You're honestly a remarkable creation. I would love to meet your creator one day. ❜ ❜˖ He would literally burn the world down for that book if he still had any current interest in world domination.
He's currently spending an unreasonable amount of time thinking over how to get a man pregnant.
"That...was real?" Voice tucked away behind sleepy eyes. Letting Aluin cuddle into him. Suddenly the eyes boring into him burned more than any heat embarrassed cheeks could produce. Now thinking about just what he had felt the night before. Starlight and galaxies, a glittering endless expanse of darkness and light. The more the night had pulled the brighter it shone until the universe itself was nothing but light.
If you had asked him before this moment he would have sworn on his life it was merely an image in his head. Something his mind had created in amorous enthrall. But the way everyone reacted, the words he was being told. Something told him they weren't lying that something had, or hadn't, happened.
He held Aluin close. Rubbing a hand along his back. He was an accomplished interpreter of the body's unspoken language. Tells, ticks, habits and lies. He felt the hunger and hellish grasp pulling at him from beneath a foreign skin.
"Then it belongs to him now." Said creation spoke frankly. Directed at them both with the thunderous storm kept silent behind pointed glare.
"If you manage to. Detain them. They have some answers to give before you do whatever else you want to do with them." He's not upset for bringing up his unique origin, just wanting to distance himself from whatever the intent of his creator was. Even if Sigma still desperately wanted to know the real reason someone wrote him into existence.
Sigma shut out Arawn from his mind. Focusing back on the tearful son. "I'm sure, Aluin." He sighed. "It felt incredible. Like I was the happiest person in the universe."
"I love you too, lulu."
get in my bed loser, we're cuddlefucking
the unstoppable force is tonguing the immovable object and it seems to be enjoying the experience
@kyukicho
''Why did I have to be the only one who suffered?
They took everything from me until there was nothing left...
But in the end, was I the true destroyer all along?''
🥀JP:🥀
なぜ、苦しまなければならなかったのは俺だけだった?
奪えるものは、何もかも奪われた……
それなのに、最後にすべてを壊したのは、俺自身だったのか?
Phrases taken from Tokyo Revengers Unlimited. The text is translated in a different way that I thought would be appropriate under the drawing.
──ཐི ྐ( ᶠᶸᶜᵏ ᵧₒᵤ! )ཋྀ ྐ─•── Each touch: Each taste of flesh, of blood.. of Sigma's love drove Aluin deeper into madness. MORE. MORE. Sigma was always openly and willingly giving him everything he had to offer. His heart, his blood, his entire body and essence to feed on · ─ · ཀཀ, constantly testing the vampire's will to resist his hunger for blood... for life... FOR SIGMA'S EVERYTHING.... But it seems Sigma gave too much this time... pushed him too far.
The last thing the reality-shattering vampire remembers is that the extraordinary creation was entangled with his disgusting eldritch form... but before that... In the throes of intimacy, Aluin had his fangs in far too deep, purposefully marking Sigma as "HIS" out of passion. He remembers Sigma was fine after that, but the vampire realizes he must have lost control, having no other memories of the night...
Anxiety crashed in like a heavy hurricane wind; the impact shattered his heart like glass. Its shards pierced the deepest reaches of his being with pain and panic when shifting terrified eyes were unable to find Sigma beside him the next evening.
Floating from his coffin like an octopus swimming through the darkest pits of the ocean, he moved rapidly with eldritch grace to check the rest of his very own living corners, meekly calling out. ཀ❛❛ Sigma... Sigma... ❜❜ཀ Through broken tears dripping with the pain of his heart. In a last-ditch attempt, Aluin even childishly checked the closet.
However, there is far too much essence in his own being for just a simple feeding, and with each passing second, he begins to accept what he knows in his broken heart to be true. He consumed his beloved once again... and not out of bloodlust this time... but rather with his stupid, selfish desire to be loved... to feel loved... Aluin knew sex was dangerous; living seed is the only thing that can rival the temptation of BLOOD, likely leading him to consume Sigma's entire essence through his acts and touches of love...
His fucking father was right...
To love something (especially living) means to destroy it. His anger erupts like a volcano, temporarily drowning out pain, leading the vampire to lash out. He smashed his vanity with otherworldly appendages, sending makeup, nail polish, and other bottled beauty products crashing to the ground with demolished wood pieces. The wreckage echoes loudly across the hard floor. ཀ❛❛ FUCK .ᐟ ˎˊ˗ ❜❜ཀ
Winged-arms claw at his own misty flesh of face and at his hundreds of eyes. Grieving in shock for what he has done, the eldritch gravels to the ground, tentacles folding in on each other into an almost puddle of dark mist and ichor. Heavy, incomprehensible, loud cries that could rival those of a banshee fill the air with his screeches of pain for hurting Sigma.
Unchecked powers try to drag him down into darkness, hoping to consume himself with the void from self-hatred. However, the meaningless attempts are brought to a halt with a loud thud caused by a fist into the wall and a vicious scream of his name.
ཀ❛❛ ALUIN !! ❜❜ཀ Shouted from the venomous lips of his father. Arawn was clearly irritated by either the sounds he was making or the accidental ignoring of previous shouting to get his attention; regardless, Aluin didn't care.
Aluin's eyes stay closed, buried into the ground with the rest of him, completely ignorant of the look of concern twisting his father's face. The elder vampire approached without a care for any perceived danger. His worried eyes studied his son's eldritch form, finding it intriguing. In fact, Arawn would be beaming at their similarities if the little voidling wasn't throwing a tantrum right now.
Leaning down to be at his level, there's a deep sigh as Arawn's inspecting eyes narrow into a near frown. ཀ❛❛ What on earth has gotten into you? You're going to wake all of the guests. ❜❜ཀ His concern is hard to hear over his genuine curiosity and pride in seeing Aluin in this form.
ཀ❛❛ Sigma... I killed Sigma. ❜❜ཀ His sorrowful words felt as if they were mocked by his father's response in a confused yet annoyed tone.
ཀ❛❛ No, you didn't... I can sense every living thing in this building through its essence or soul. ❜❜ཀ As if the entire building is his giant spider web controlled by life and essence rather than vibrations. If Sigma was fading, Arawn would have stepped in, taking the order given by his Lord, his god, his beloved, to keep Sigma alive extremely seriously... Despite being at fault for the death of Aluin's first love.
ཀ❛❛ And I can sense him. Downstairs... If this is some kind of joke, it isn't funny. ❜❜ཀ His vexed huff that follows cannot be heard. Aluin was already running out of the room once he heard his father could sense Sigma (maybe Arawn will complain to Bram about this..).
Running through the halls looking for beloved, Aluin shifts back to something more humanoid, but he's unable to control his form (his powers and emotions still out of hand); the vampire is still not completely solid; black mist follows his every move.
It took several moments of panicked searching every hall and open room, but the moment he saw beautiful, long, mismatched hair, he screamed out of relief and literally jumped on him. ཀ❛❛ Sigma .ᐟ ˎˊ˗ ❜❜ཀ Relieved tears are cried into the creation's soft chest; misty cold hands hold on desperately, as if he were to let go, Sigma were to disappear.
ཀ❛❛ I thought I consumed you .ᐟ ˎˊ˗ ❜❜ཀ With this much power emanating from his being, Aluin feels he knows for a fact Sigma couldn't have survived him last night. This is some kind of trick. Right? ཀ❛❛ How are you okay? ❜❜ཀ His words are barely audible through his heavy sobs. ཀ❛❛ I consumed your essence... I know I did... I can feel it. ❜❜ཀ
@kyukicho
Fear had never been a word that described this world he had joined. Curiosity, wonder, ...love. Something had touched him more than any human he had met. The longing, loneliness among millions, hunger indescribable to those that never felt its emptiness. He would have given his last meal to the hungry, his last drop of blood to his vampire, even the unknown in eldritch nature, Sigma didn't know what that part of Aluin consumed, but whatever it was, if he possessed it, he would gladly give it all.
The creation had never asked for anything in return but Aluin. He didn't need the pretty clothes or home made sweets, even the intimacy was something his nature would never allow him to request. Give, give, give. Yet that didn't mean he didn't love each and every one. Each butterfly kiss and quiet nuzzle were his everything. Even the moments along, glittered bodies and drowning music, even those gave him so much joy he felt his heart would burst.
"Aluin~" Muted whisper into the air damp with ecstasy. His body traced shooting stars through foreign galaxies. A new sensation like his love's soul clawed at his veins. A weight not measured in physical gravity but thick strings anchored at every curve of skin. Crystalline tears forming at storm's points.
Joy. If the void devoured light he was brighter than any star. A source immeasurable, reflecting the same love and happiness instilled in his heart. The same joyful light. Flame eternal of burning ink and only longing to warm.
Bicolored hair plastered his forehead and cheeks. Damp with warm sweat as Sigma wiped away the messy locks from his eyes. His body ached. A pleasant soreness from muscles and nerves overwhelmed. Making glancing over and focusing on sleeping partner slow and heavy. Weakness soften the already quiet laugh to near silence. Aluin probably felt just as exhausted as he looked, not even having reverted to the human form he favored, not that Sigma cared which one he took. Placing a feathery kiss on his temple as he dragged himself out and to his feet.
"Aluin!" Sigma yelped when the boy came launching at him. He dropped the coffee he was carrying. Not caring to lose the warm drink in favor of catching the panicked vampire. "What? What are you talking about? What happened? Are you okay ? ! I heard so many noises coming from the rooms."
"My essence? What do..." He held Aluin tightly in his arms. At least as tight as aching arms could. He looked up at the elder vampire when his father entered slowly following. "What do you mean? I'm okay because you didn't hurt me?" Even looking to Arawn in confusion. Worried he had done something.