So cruel, yet so loving.
I am voluntering as a summer teacher for little kids, and let me just say I love it! Most of the children are as sweet as can be! But I am not here to talk about that.... I am here to talk about some feelings and a question. You see when the children were asked if they had fun in my class, some of them said "yeah" and some were just silent, but there was about 2 or 3 kids that were louder than all of them. And can you guess what they said? They all yelled "NO" and "BOO". Now I know this shouldn't really bother me, but it did. I want to be teacher for children, and if children don't like me, am I really supposed to be a teacher? I have wanted to be a teacher for almost 6 years now. And now I feel unsure......I want to help mold children into beautiful people that are going to change people's lives, I want to spend time with children who each have their own special talent, I want to learn from the kids that I teach. I know some of you might be wondering "what can we learn from children?" But the truth is, a lot. Children are almost always filled with confidence, and it takes a lot to tear them down! Children can see good in someone who seems like a horrid person (yes I said horrid). Children have so many qualities that I find extrordinary! And we can learn a lot from their personalities! Those kids really hurt my confidence, and I don't know why! I mean they are just a couple of kids, right? Anyways, you get the point, it hurt my feelings, but after class a little girl told me that she had fun, and she enjoyed my class. And that just made my day! My day kind of seemed like a sour patch kid. It was sour and then it was sweet. Actually I feel like life is a sour patch kid, because life gets sour and then it's sweet! Now I have a question. How can the world be so cruel yet so loving? You can bump into someone by accident and they start yelling at you! But then you can go to a store and not have enough money for something, and someone offers to pay the rest! Why is life like this? Why do we have to go through crap to get to the good? We go through brake ups, and it is sad and cruel, but then you meet someone else and it is happy, and a loving moment! You can quote me on this because it is true! Life is a sour patch kid, it is sour then it is sweet! I encourage everyone who reads this to give me a sour patch kid moment, where something sour happened, but it became sweet, just reblog this and tag me, and sour patch kid moment! And I will read it and reblog it! Until we meet again you amazing french fries! ♡~}Anonymousdreamer52{~♡