#sparassiss

[7thleveldown]

wake up to remembering - sparassiss - Teen Wolf (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/79146986

This is the start of the Akathisia - Stiles has anxiety 'verse and these are brilliant

[greyhavenisback]

hello!! i am your recent commenter on “let’s build a beehive,” thank you so much again for the fic and for your comments back!! they made me so happy :)) you mentioned you don’t have direct experience with the lifestyle, where did you get the ideas for all the farm to table food kind of stuff? i live for all that!! was anything else in the story inspired by your life? it’s similar to mine in some ways but the farm, dogs, garden, selling at the farmers market etc is literally my dream cottagecore life so it was wonderful to read about ♥️ thank you again ♥️

Hello! Lovely to hear from you again! And once again, I'm so pleased you enjoyed Beehive, it was such a fun fic to write.

So my cousins are farmers (sheep and potatoes), my background is equestrian, I grew up in a rural area and now live in a different rural area. The whole self sufficiency, farmers market lifestyle is very close to me, despite not being something I engage in (I would, but I'm too disabled to manage the physicality of that lifestyle). Most of it was based on things I've seen around, stuff I can buy in my local farm shop, a few ideas from friends (friends who help friends write fic are the best!), and a bit of googling. But all the stuff with the dogs and the forest are based on my own life - as is the bit about the baby oak tree, and Stiles' opinions on pulling up weeds 😂 I suppose in some ways it was a bit of wish fulfillment for me. Things I would do if I had a body that could keep up with my plans. Although personally I'd add in some pygmy goats because they're cute!

I'm really glad you enjoyed this fic and thank you for all your lovely comments - and such a sweet ask 🥺💜💜💜

[fullshiftderek]

i need to know what "historically hottest people in the world no matter how hot they actually are" is 🙏💕

omg haha everyone wants to know about this one! it's inspired by this post, which, when i read it, caused me to go into a sterek-induced avatar state. i don't have a ton of it written yet, but i think it'll be four separate ficlets for each of the archetypes. (as a skateboarding enthusiast i'm particularly excited about the last one!)

a tiny snippet below the cut:

Cora was still clinging to the bear when Derek and Jennifer climbed onto the platform and joined the queue for the ride. The two employees were leaning against the control box, chatting casually while the riders in the group ahead disembarked. They both went to Derek's school: Stiles Stilinski, who was in Laura's year, and Erica Reyes, who was in Derek's.

Derek watched as a little boy fumbled getting out of the car. Stiles, who had been listening to Erica intently, reached over and offered the boy his arm, his biceps flexing as the boy leaned all his weight onto him and clambered out. His focus on Erica never wavered; Derek was impressed.

He and Jennifer climbed into one of the cars as Stiles and Erica went down the line, checking that the seatbelts and handlebars were securely fastened. He swallowed when Stiles walked up to their car and pulled roughly on the steel bar. The sleeves of his carnival employee t-shirt, a really ugly canary yellow, were rolled slightly up to bare his arms. They were slightly tanned and wiry, corded with muscle. Derek tried not to stare, but he wasn't sure how good of a job he was doing, because Stiles glanced up at him and winked.

[ahhhnorealnamesallowed]

top 5 songs from musicals, go!!! <3

!!! A REVERSE UNO!!!

I do not have a list in my notes app, but let's see....

5. Prologue - Natasha, Pierrer & The Great Comet of 1812 (I'm pretty sure this is not the cast I saw....but the fact that I saw it at all in a miracle lmfao)

4. Elephant Love Medley - Moulin Rouge! (The musical, not the film; I like El Tango de Roxanne better in the movie but I like the extended medley from the musical)

3. Dead Girl Walking - Heather (I hope it does a north american tour please please please)

2. No Good Deed - Wicked

1. Michael in the Bathroom - Be More Chill (I almost bought tickets to this when it was on Broadway but I too college broke to do NYC, I hope that one day it comes back because I WILL go to NYC just to watch this show on Broadway)

Bonus! Devil Take The Hindmost from the sequel to Phantom of the Opera—Love Never Dies! People hate this musical!! I fucking love it!!!!!!! I have *bad* taste lmfaoo

[honestlydarkprincess]

3, 15, 20 <3

3. What are you looking forward to right now?

Hmmm, I have three days off in a row after tomorrow before I start my new job! I want to get lots of writing done<3

15. What's a piece of advice you find yourself giving a lot?

To be gentle with yourself and give yourself grace! I feel like that's one of my must-says when I'm comforting someone lskdjf

20. What do you wish someone would ask you?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm that's a great question. Uhhhhh "would you like me to clean your room for you?" LSKJDFKLSJFKSKLSJFS

ask game!

[ahhhnorealnamesallowed]

i'm throwing your own question back at you!! fav sterek dynamic <3

Ahhh thank you!!

You are so right about obsessive and codependent being SOOOO necessary

I love it when they are fucked up and unhinged about each other, and I do love case fics and dark fics, so The Moon Gave Me Permission literally broke me

[honestlydarkprincess]

hi 💕 not to be a lurker but i saw you had to take a hiatus for mental health/depression. so glad you were able to come back and feel better! sorry if this is tmi but i am going through a very bad extended depressive episode lol and i don't really know what to do or how to get out of this distress. like sometimes reading sterek fic is just not enough lol. do you have any tips on what helped you? obv you don't have to answer, just thought i'd ask 💕💗💓 hope you are having a good day :) <3

hi honey<3 i'm so sorry you're going through it i know how much it sucks 🥺 for me my episodes are very like, intense but then randomly end? so I don't know what for sure helped me, but i had extra sessions with my therapist and went back on one of my meds that i hadn't been taking and that seemed to do the trick. it was night and day. I don't know if it was the meds but if it was then aripiprazole i love you. but im also heavily medicated in general, like several antipsychotics, antidepressants, and an anti-anxiety one, so i'm sure they do the heavy lifting when it comes to getting me out of my episodes. so i would recommend talking to your doctor to see if meds might help!

other than that honestly the only thing i did was ride the wave. read things that bring you happiness, watch things that bring you joy, do self care as much as you can! i know somedays its impossible, that the depression gets to be too much and its important that you give yourself grace on those days because one thing that always makes my episodes worse is the feelings of shame and guilt, so i try to be as gentle with myself as i can. i also have to shoutout my friends who i really leaned on this episode, they helped me a lot<3

i hope that your episode ends soon 🥺 my dms are always open if you want to talk more!! <33333

[ahhhnorealnamesallowed]

for the ask game!! i wanted to tell you (and this is the perfect opportunity i'm giddy) i saw you reblogged a marianas trench poster, i love them!! i'm not even from canada lol but omg that band got me through so much in my teens, i am obsessed with their genius concept albums. Ever After changed my life, i think it's literally perfect. do you have a fav album by them?? 💖

Omg Ever After is SOOO good!! I am torn between Masterpiece Theatre and Astoria (and Ever After, too) but my first ever favourite song by them was Shake Tramp 💜