❛ I meant… how are you holding up? ❜
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ITS FAMILIAR– isn’t it– this feeling that creeps between Adora’s ribs like an uninvited guest, telling her she’s unworthy of Glimmer’s concern after she failed to fix things perfectly. ( It might be their Etheria, but without the Queen, it’s not the same as it used to be. ) She tries to push it aside. To abandon what she was groomed to think and soften the harsh voices in her mind. Glimmer and Bow helped her summon the strength to fight the demons of her past so many times. But still. That word, unworthy, and the need to climb towards a peak of perfection lives on in the marrow of her bones. If only there was a way to save everyone without losing anyone.
What if She Ra could have done it? It was her destiny, after all. What if Adora had taken the sword instead? What if, what if, what if– ugh– the possibilities are endless. And she needs to stop. Glimmer’s gaze is still fixed on her, waiting patiently for an answer.
❝Oh, well… I’m– uh–❞ Adora wavers ineloquently, a mess of mixed feelings, knowing Glimmer knows her well enough to spot a lie. Lapsing into a thoughtful silence, she turns to face her. Glimmer’s pretty, sparkly eyes aren’t very sparkly today, framed by the shadows of a sleepless night and crinkled with concern. Seeing her like this hurts. She’s going through so much that Adora wonders how she can possibly make room in her grieving heart to worry about her right now.
Glimmer’s a good friend. Her best friend. Adora takes a step towards her, two steps, closes the distance between them and reaches for her hand. She’s warm to touch, a comfort in the worst of times. Using the pad of her thumb, Adora traces tiny circles against the back of Glimmer’s hand.
Maybe she will open up about her nightmares one day. About Catra and everything else. But in this moment… she wants to be one less thing for Glimmer to worry about. To be brave for her. Adora softens, the little wrinkle between her eyebrows disappearing, and puffs out her chest. ❝I’ll be okay, Glimmer. Don’t worry about me.❞
‘ Take care of each other. ‘ Sorrow roils in her gut before she can stop it.
❝Uh– and you? Are you holding up okay? Or is that a–❞ Uncertain, she hangs her head, hand slipping from Glimmer’s to clutch her arm, ❝–is that a stupid question?❞