Hi, I’m looking for anyone who might remember me? I don’t remember my name sadly. I think it was something close to Elaziel or Ezaziel, but I’m not sure yet. I know I was intersex, identified as male, and I had about 8 dark blue wings that had little glowing sparkles/spots on them that looked like stars and the tips of my wings looked like they were dipped in gold or at least some of my feathers did. My hair was reddish and my skin was a sort of lavender color and I had lots of light freckles that also imitated stars. I also had another form which was basically the same shape and wings only my body (in the same humanoid shape) was void-filled with multiple eyes (I think?) and star-like lights. I guess it’s sort of obvious that I may have had associations with stars and the night. I was also a fallen angel. I don’t remember what my status was before that, but I have a memory of speaking in front of God and his council of higher up angels and after speaking God told me “Don’t forget what happened to Lucifer”. I don’t remember much in heaven after that except a time talking to someone who was my friend I assume (I think they had earthy tones, mostly light brown and cream colors). I remember falling, but only vaguely. It was like slowly but quickly fading into darkness and it was painful and sad, but somehow sort of peaceful? Maybe that was just me trying to cope with it at the time though. Again, I don’t have so many clear memories, but here are just two more that may be of importance; I remember standing sort of at the side of Lucifer himself and I said something, I don’t remember very well what I said, something along the lines of “Wow, it’s you” or “You’re beautiful”, and then he smiled at me. Then there’s one of me kissing a demon(?) on the forehead. I actually drew it awhile ago. That’s all I have for now, memory-wise. Anyways if you have remember me or anything at all, please contact me at my otherkin blog @bluewingsangel thank you.
