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SM: MASTER LIST

Here is my Shawn Mendes master list. *= smut, ✖️= author’s favourite. They’re separated into sub categories, and will be in chronological order from A-Z!

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SERIES:

WHO? - Shawn re-enrolls in college and it takes an unexpected turn.

part i. 

part ii.

part iii.

✖️SWEET BUT PSYCHO - Everything goes downhill when Shawn gets into some trouble after finding out that Y/N is not human.

part i.

END OF TIME - Where a young couple are forced apart due to the outbreak of cancer, but their love for one another remains until the end of time.

preface

part i; Love, Shawn

part ii. First Month

part iii. Second Month

part iv. Third Month

part v. Fourth Month

part vi. Fifth Month

part vii. Sixth Month

part viii. Seventh Month

part ix. Eighth Month

part x. Ninth Month

part xi. Tenth Month

part xii. Eleventh Month

part xiii. Twelfth Month

epilogue

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ONE-SHOTS:

✖️NIGHTMARE - You have a dream about you and Shawn breaking up, and when you wake up, it all becomes true.

OH, HI - You’re the new receptionist at Island Records, and accidentally run into Shawn.

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SONG ONE-SHOTS:

✖️DREAMS - Y/N’s past affects her relationship with Shawn, until everything goes in the wrong direction to what they’d wanted.

✖️MY FAULT - Your relationship with Shawn had been slowly falling apart, and Shawn is the first to realise it.

NERVOUS - Shawn has a major crush on you, but he won’t admit it.

✖️WHY - You and Shawn had been friends forever, but wouldn’t let yourself have a chance at a relationship.

NEXT TO ME - You stay by Shawn’s side, despite everything he’s put you through.

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LOVE, SHAWN [SM: END OF TIME SERIES]

preface

Dear Demi,

My baby girl. I love you so much, and I'm so, so, sorry. If you're reading this, it means that I've passed on. The cancer had spread too far for the doctors to treat it, meaning my time had come to an end earlier than what I'd expected. I know it hurts. It hurts for me to leave you so early when I promised you until the end of time. But this is the end of my time hun, and I'm so fucking sorry that I won't be able to spend that time with you. There is no pretending, I love you, and I will love you, until I die, and if there's a life after that, I'll love you then.

The future for you will not only be terrible - because I'm no longer here - but it'll also be amazing because you'll be able to continue onwards. And that's exactly what I want you to do. I don't want you to spend too much time grieving. A visit each month for a year, or a letter, before I want you to move on and forget about me. I want you to continue forwards; succeed, and become the actress you've always wanted to be. Just because I'm not there physically doesn't mean I'm not there mentally or emotionally. I'm here. Always.

Like we always used to say; I'll always love you, until the end of time.

Love, Shawn x