#spevtre

[dysaniv-blog]

( msg. ) saw you yesterday night wandering alone, where were you going?

There is a hindrance in his breath when he sees the message Myungsoo had sent him. As to how, when, and where the elder had seen him, he does not know. However, the thought of being caught makes his skin crawl. He has spent the past four years of his life working as an effective consigliere to his father’s syndicate and this is something that has never happened. It’s why he limits relations; why he does not like to befriend others. For a brief moment, his head falls back and he closes his eyes.Stay calm, play it cool. A muted thought for himself, he takes a deep breath before he reads the text message once more. Myungsoo is not gullible; there is a fifty-fifty chance that the other may or may not believe him. 

Message Received: 2:06 PM

< MSG: Kim Myungsoo > I was returning home from the dance studio. Nothing more, nothing less.

Message sent: 2:13 PM

[lilivms]

( msg. ) do you want to go to this Japanese garden I found the other day?

LITTLE MOTIONS OF naeun’s fingers were pressing over the surface of her notepad while aimlessly staying outdoors for a while longer. enveloped in the surface of how she was more calm in the atmosphere in which not many people were around. she doesn’t really make conversation with people who make eye contact with her, anyone who dares would be ignored so her eyes can flicker down at her lap.

chirping is heard from her phone and she’s reaching over to take a hold of it. skimming and unlocking the screen so she can see who was thoughtful enough to message her for today. days off usually don’t happen, if she’s off on one job then she has time for another. therefore, it’s been uneventful without her rushing over to the floral shop.

seeing words that were in their conversations until noticing the new text messages the older male delivered to her. a small smile creeps over her youthful visage, elbows resting on the pad while she’s typing down a reply for myungsoo to see as soon as possible.

{ ` message : myungie. ( @spevtre ) } oh - you found one? that’s pretty exciting, i want to come with. shall i come to you right now then?

[kabonvi-archive-blog]

( msg. ) like he literally bursted out in saliva and I have no idea he had it in him. There were corn and carrots and I have no idea what the other greens are but you should stop torturing him.

( sms ➟ myungsoo ) i leave him with you for one hour my god.( sms ➟ myungsoo ) I AM NOT TORTURING HIM.( sms ➟ myungsoo ) you probably got him sick. dear jesus.( sms ➟ myungsoo ) this is why you wear HATS AND OTHER WARM SHIT. 

[kabonvi-archive-blog]

( msg. ) uh, how can I say that Roman puked on the carpet without you getting mad?

( sms ➟ myungsoo ) IS HE OKAY? TAKE HIM TO THE DOCTORS.

[ximpvlsive-blog]

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( source + ✎ | still accepting | @spevtre )

"heard about him first from a relative i could barely meet eye to eye with. kind soul, managed to drag my so-called cousin out from danger. someone who's shoving himself in one's business, trying to piece things together from a string of inquiries to pieces like it's a jigsaw puzzle too.

either way his appearance isn't all that bad. he's alright but most men are considered disgusting to begin with, he's the small handful that's tolerable. someone who has some composure unlike the rest who think they can grasp women easily with one touch and well - in my own words, i wouldn't break his bones. as tempting as it is sometimes from annoyance.

his personality reminds me of someone who should be forgotten, teeth constantly grit with every similar action that stood out in my eye. that could most likely be another reason why i can't stand the sight of him whenever he comes around. yet, it's kind of enjoyable. mixed feelings but again, never one to place proper judgement unless i've known them personally.

the connection is unstable, it doesn't lean more to one positive side or the opposite direction. know him for his name, what he does from work to outside of it. would i consider spending more time with this man? depends, if i can punch him whenever he continuously bothers the fuck out of me."

[opulnisce-blog]

( msg. ) Robin is missing you, want to walk him around the park?

< msg: myungsoo > Robin misses me? Well, I miss him, too. It’s been days since I’ve last seen him. How has he been doing? Have you been looking after him well, Myungsoo?< msg: myungsoo > Regardless, I would love to take him for a walk around the park. < msg: myungsoo >  Would you like me to head over to your apartment, or would you like to come to mine? If you want, we could even meet up.

[kabonvi-archive-blog]

“Don’t you dare run away from this! Everything was just starting to get good for us and now you wanna turn your back?!”

mixed sentence starter meme.status: accepting!

it isn’t a surprise that she’d drunk, that’s not nothing new, for her body has become dependent on hard liquor. the shock factor comes into play when she feels rage boiling in the pits of her stomach, filling her with a type of aggression that she hadn’t felt in years. it confuses her, angers her even more due to the fact that that she didn’t know where exactly it was coming from but his words, his words they hurt, bite at her weakest areas and she feels vulnerable. there’s nothing she can do to stop this feeling and she stares back at him, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes and she retaliates the only way she knows how to; with violence. pulling her arm back she brings her hand across his face, palm connecting with his cheek.

“fuck you.” voice wavering her fingers curl into her palm, balling up her fists. “i didn’t ask you to do any of this shit for me. no one told you to get attached to my goddamn child. there is no us, how fucking dare you.” she’s hurt, her pride and ego wounded and to add insult to injury he had the audacity to make it seem as if it were her fault. her emotions got the best of her, made her a ticking time bomb and she swears this is the reason why she pushes everyone away. she didn’t need the stress, didn’t like the fact that she could get attached to someone so easily only to have them disregard her emotions. she hated having complications in her life and ever since he and roman had bonded her life became a lot more complicated than she would like.

simplicity is key.

he opens his mouth to speak and she jabs her finger against his chest, taking a step forward as she speaks. “you can get the fuck out of my life. take the fucking kid with you since apparently he likes you more than me.” regardless of how small she is, the streets have raised her, built certain skills to make her the person she was. pressing her hands against his shoulders she shoves him away from her.

“i promise you, i will kill you if i see you again.” she means every word, eyes narrowed as she points to the door. “get the fuck out of my house.”

[nkjima]

Los Angeles.

Pretty City Asks

Los Angeles : What would you change about yourself?

Hm. Isn’t it the hardest one? Certainly because I see many possible answers to this. 

One thing I would like to change about myself would be... That awful habit I have to take advantage of people. That’s a bold, ugly but honest way to say it, I suppose. It never bothered me before but I’m starting to realize that and it really consumes me. Both in my profesionnal and personal life. I see how bad it is and yet, I cannot stop myself from doing it.