i've been thinking about how marena has been told "i have never met anyone as flawed as you. even miguel tries to keep it together. but you? you can't seem to even shut up about how you feel. and you're so angry all the damn time. i don't understand how anyone can put up with you" and in that case, she couldn't even say anything bc she feared that they were right so she really just 💔 and yes. while marena is the type of person to not care about what others say about her but the moment someone says this to her, she looses her shit completely because of the fact that she's been told that she's angry for a long time, and because she still can't get over the fact that she couldn't save her own mother and feels like a horrible person even after she tries to make up for it 🙃 and to say that marena loves being angry is an understatement. she actually hates getting mad or angry and hates that about herself but marena doesn't really have a choice when it comes to emotions and her anger either comes or it doesn't and switching off her anger is not an option and she's tried to ignore, but she can't. its her against herself almost all the time, and when ppl make negative remarks abt these personality traits, she can't help but get even more mad bc they've got no idea.