#spideyshop

[goldenhope-archive]

@spideyshop​ liked for a starter !!

    she could tell him that she ran into felicia and almost didn’t recognize the other woman, but that would probably cause an even more. . . awkward silence than they already had at the moment. gwen clears her throat, fingers tapping against one another momentarily. ❝ you alright ?? ❞ it was very un-peter like of him to be so quiet, but hey- things change. ❝ you seem kinda out of it. ❞

[monogramic-archive]

@spideyshop said: “i dunno. sometimes i just… feel things when you’re around.”

     ❝ Mhm. . . ❞ Doe eyes remain on Peter as she nodded slowly with his words, she’s listening. ❝ Good things, I’m hoping. ❞ MJ leaned her chin into her palm, free hand waving through the air to prompt him to continue. ❝ Go on, I like where this is heading. ❞

[monogramic-archive]

@spideyshop said: “huh? what was that? are you being nice to me?”

     ❝ Close your mouth, you’re gonna catch flies. ❞ MJ snorts, her elbow playfully digging into Peter’s side before she’s leaning into him once more. ❝ Don’t act so surprised. I know how to play nice every once in a while, you know. ❞

[fernlives]

@spideyshop | ≬ |  “ i’m so proud of you. i know it’s hard to get past these rough days, but… i still want you to know that i’m proud of you. “

The worst part about almost dying is how long it takes to recover; at least, that’s what Fern would say if someone were to ask him about it. He’s not sure how true that statement would be, because as it turns out there’s a lot that fucking sucks about almost dying — but he knows he’s never been very good at taking it easy.

He feels especially awful about it now, when he knows he could be out there helping people if he weren’t so useless. If he had Peter’s enhanced healing, or even the ability to do basic fucking tasks without feeling like he’s going to pass out, then maybe it wouldn’t be so bad; maybe Fern would be able to save people like he promised he would. Instead, he’s sitting in his stupid apartment on the verge of stupid tears because he barely even made it through his stupid physical therapy. (That’s not fair. It’s not Lori’s fault that his body doesn’t cooperate with him anymore.)

And of course, Peter has to be sweet about it. Has to tell Fern that he’s proud of him, as if he’s not just a total waste of space and letting everyone down —

Fern takes a deep breath, rubbing shaky hands over his face and doing his best not to cry. The guilt is overwhelming, self-hatred burning in his throat and making it difficult to swallow; he can’t even bring himself to look at Peter now. Not when he has that sincere face, and Fern knows he’s done nothing to deserve any of this.

“Why?” The word slips out before he can stop it, and it sounds just as broken and pathetic as he feels.

“I didn’t… I mean, it’s nice of you to say and all, and I get that you’re trying to make me feel better and shit. And I appreciate that, but I’m not… you shouldn’t be proud of me, Peter,” Fern grits out. Tears sting in his eyes, vision starting to blur as he fails to even blink them away. “I’m fucking useless. I should be better, I should be… I shouldn’t be struggling so much! It’s bullshit! I’m bullshit, and I can’t… I’m just sitting around like an asshole doing nothing, when I could be helping people! I could be helping, but I just…”

All the fight leaves him at once. His shoulders slump, and he frantically tries to wipe away the tears that are dripping down his cheeks. “Sorry. Sorry, just… god. This sucks, I’m sorry. I feel like I should be doing more.” He cringes at the way his voice cracks, burying his face in his hands for a second. “Can we just pretend I didn’t say any of that?”

[notchairforce]

    ❝ what’re you up to? and please keep in mind i’ve not finished my first coffee of the day yet. ❞

@spideyshop ♥’d 

[goldenhope-archive]

@spideyshop​ said: [ ARRIVE ]:  sender shows up at the receiver’s door after receiving a troubled phone call from the receiver.

    a sinking feeling that she’s being watched and maybe even followed has her calling peter . and that leads to- ❝ hi. ❞ a surprised blink, though she supposed she shouldn’t have been too shocked to see him. ❝ i didn’t realize you’d come by i would have. . . ❞ well. she probably still would have called. the blonde steps aside,  leaving room for him to walk in. ❝ i think i just might have been paranoid. . . ❞

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

[goldenhope-archive]

@spideyshop​ said: “ it’s been a long day. why don’t you stay here tonight? i can take the sofa. “

      ❝ you don’t need to do all that. ❞ though she won’t say no to staying the night. gwen reaches up, tugging thick locks out of the ponytail that had been on the verge of giving her a headache as the days end neared. ❝ i’m not gonna kick you out of your own bed, i can take the couch. ❞

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

[marvclsiums]

@spideyshop ♥’d for a starter!

“May worries about you, you know.” Gwen stated, with concerns in her features as she gently squeezed Peter’s hand. He was so BRAVE for being Spider-Man, and she really admired him for that, but she was always scared something would happen to him since he had told her about that spider bite. And May seemed to know something, even if Gwen was the only one who officially knew it. “She asked me some questions. I think she knows who you are, too. I understand that you don’t want to tell her, to protect her, but... You’re always covered in blood, Pete. It’s just normal to worry about you. We don’t want to lose you.”