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[fandomandangstlover]

Random question but do you participate in ArtFight at all or nah?

nope! i thought about it, but... too much hustle for me. plus most of my characters are au fellas so ah'll probably be shot on sight

[fandomandangstlover]

Happy to announce that I managed to sleep (if barely)

And that I've finally gotten some stronger pain meds so maybe I can actually do stuff™ again without being absolutely floored with pain :)

My eye is still killing me tho but how are ya doin?

LETS GOOOOO!! fuck yeah

oof :[ am doin' alright, doin' stuff outside so when i do get home ah'll probably sleep or smth, i am. tired lmao

[fandomandangstlover]

As is tradition I watched Emesis Blue whenever I feel bad/sick and I finally managed to sketch SOMETHING I've not drawn in forever man :(

I took his left eye this time because I am currently blind on that one because the tumor is pressing against it's optical nerve so if I gotta suffer so does he

I have also currently revoked his Emotional Support Soldier privileges

(Also side note but as I have now noticed myself my art style does change when I am in pain lmao)

fuck yea!! the guy™ of silly (grown man who caused harm) /very silly

sometimes when you're feelin' down u gonna grab a fictional guy and drag them along the horrors with ya too

[fandomandangstlover]

(Sorry for flooding you with asks I've just been feeling somewhat decent for the first time in a long time so I have a lot of energy to spend lmao)

Is it alright if I add you on Discord? Saw you had one and just wanted to give a heads up just incase cuz I don't wanna startle or anything lol

(I've a Skylander as my pfp on Discord btw)

no worries!! i enjoy gettin' asks

sure, why nots :3 you're free to do so!

[fandomandangstlover]

WAIT JUST SAW it's your birthday???

Happy Birthday!!! Man I do have some timing don't I?

thank!! hahxvhwz yeah u did lmao

[fandomandangstlover]

(probably gonna be mostly be using this blog for asks now cuz it's easier to type on PC)

Man they turned me into a living pincushion yesterday at the hospital because they needed to create an access point to one of my veins to inject some weird stuff so they pricked me EVERYWHERE and I mean EVERYWHERE! Both my ellbows, the back of my hands, one of my wrists (that one was THE WORST and still hurts man) even my FEET??? Because it is really REALLY difficult to get to my veins (drawing blood is just as difficult like I gotta be every Vampire's worst nightmare or something) but the thing is I am hysterically HYSTERICALLY afraid of getting my blood drawn and by extension that as well. Like they gave me 2 different sedatives just so I wouldn't pass out screaming man xd

Eventually that doctor gave up and just transported me to a different section where someone specialised in that sort of stuff had to do it and he did it first try so like??? At some point they were wondering if they needed to use a ultrasonic device to properly see where to go???

ALL OF THAT FOR THIS (sorry if you don't really wanna know or see any images just thought this one was tame since there's no blood so do lemme know if I should keep you updated or not)

i think your body really wanted to keep your veins safe. it took Blood Is Supposed To Stay Inside veryy seriously /silly

in all seriousness, am proud of ya! the trouble jus' for that sounds pretty painful ^^"