out. first I’m gonna link you to the post Kris made with a similar question (x)Patrick and Bedelia dated in college , long story short , he left her without even a goodbye or a reason . now , skip a few years on && he turns up at her house with a referral from another psychiatrist . but when it became apparent that they had a past , both decided the only thing to do was end the sessions . though they kept in contact , despite that first interaction being awkward as anything . he turned up at her house the same time next week , & it went from there.bedelia still carries a huge amount of anger towards patrick for leaving all those years ago , & while she maintains a tight hold over her emotions when around people , there are times when all that anger raises its head , & she ends up starting an argument with him . though when it really comes down to it , she is glad he is back in her life to some degree . it became … easy for her to lapse back into an old easiness that only came with him around . she cares about him , but there is always going to be these underlying feelings of abandonment & frustration that she cannot shift . she allowed him back into her life fully aware that he could up & leave her again at any moment , & it is always in the back of her mind that she doesn’t truly know if he’s going to stay – though she isn’t about to rise these concerns with him , there have been times when she’s considered asking why he left her back in college . tl;drBedelia cares about Patrick but is still super angry with him , but really just wants him to touch her .
