May 8
Girls should be allowed to hurt people who fuck with us.
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Girls should be allowed to hurt people who fuck with us.
Sometimes, I do wonder.
Do you miss me at all? Does it matter at all, to you, how you hurt me?
Probably not. That's why we aren't together anymore. And thank fucking G-d for that.
I miss her tonight.
Fuck it, I miss all of you tonight.
But it can never be the same. I am not who I was 5 years ago. None of you are who I thought you would be. And I am angry. But it doesn't matter, right?
Like you were always fond of saying, "who gives a shit? No one owes you kindness, or love, or anything."
It's actually abuse to demand other people love and care about you, you know.
But I know the truth: You will die alone, and I will find my happiness no matter what. No matter what.
Great episode of Gilmore Girls today!
Unfortunately the Hitler particles emanating from it are overwhelming. Another cultural work which must be quarantined by the Party :(
Why is everything so fucking hard. All the time.
Hello stinky nerdchildren.
I have returned. Not happy about it either.
Ummnm. What's up yall. How we doin'.
I have to quit my job it's literally killing me. But I can't do any other kind of work, because working in an office will drive me Insane and going back to the food service will drive me Homicidal.
This blog is over ten years old now, can you believe it. Oh, I got pussy surgery last year! That was fun. And I'm working in healthcare logistics which is. It's own kind of fun (see above).
Hmmmm. Not a lot's funny right now. Still masking due to Covid. Still fightin' the good fight in that regard.
Oh, I have a Carmilla fanfiction I'm working on. And my novel! It is maybe 1/3 of the way done, stalling due to scope issues.
Maybe I'll try again with web development, idk.
Anyway, that's all for now. Lates.
I Will Never Quit (And Neither Should You)
I love the grind. I love working hard for long hours, love overtime and unpaid weekends at the wheel. If I could I would pay my boss for extra hours, I don't even like the money I just love hard WORK. If I could I would double my own rent just to feel something. The adrenaline when I get overcharged on a bill, knowing I'll have to put in extra time at work just to afford something I was relying on makes me feel ALIVE like nothing else. I love working and I will never quit. I will never retire. I will never stop working; imagine wanting to do something with your life other than WORK ? Utterly ridiculous! I never want to stop working, I will never quit. I will work and work and work until my body physically gives out . Nothing else matters in all the world except how hard you can work. The more you produce, the more you contribute, the more you give the greater your purpose. You have no purpose, and neither do I ! Rejoice. I thank the LORD every single day for the grind, I love the grind, I will never ever quit and I will work forever. I will work forever, and I will never quit.
Hair dye got lost in the mail and now I am just out like 40$ which is bullshit.