Melancholic
TW; Dead Dove,: do not eat (if you do not know what that is, PLEASE go through this link first)
Thank you so much @sleepyfan-blog for helping me rename this this fic and being the first one to to read this for my sake!
Part 2
~Penelope~
I smiled softly to myself as I held Emma’s scarf… It was the only thing that she loved and refused to wear all the time… “Heh… Y-you loved this sc4rf Em… Why wouldn’t you we4r it more often..?” Flashbacks of Emma beaming with happiness crossed my mind. The scarf flowing around her neck through the wind… It was some of the few times she was so happy that it radiated off of her, infecting the rest of us with happiness… It filled me with the hope that someday… Somehow… Maybe she’d be like this for longer… Without memories of others pushing her through the hell that she endured in her mind Her most guarded secret… Destroyed her Took her away… It… It killed her… Her depression and suicidal tendencies killed her… She refused to let anyone but her guardians know… Not even her own sisters… No therapists No medicine Countless cuts on her concealed arms We all thought it was because of her negative body image How wrong the four of us were We took her for granted so often that it became a routine Ask for a ‘small’ favor here A ‘little’ help there It eventually became too much for her And I once envied her to the point of hatred And one day...
~FLASHBACK~
“Why do you get to fight with them when I c4n’t?! I’m just as good of 4 fighter 4s you, m4ybe even better! WHY DID YOU GET TR4INED BUT NOT ME?!” I screamed at my sister with hatred burning in my tear-filled eyes. All she did was apologize profusely, saying it wasn’t her decision and that I should’ve taken her place. I ignored her words and stormed off into Waterfall, trying to calm down myself before my other sisters saw me like this. Of the five sisters… Of course, it was the youngest that wasn’t allowed to fight with the others Hell I wasn’t even allowed to be trained in any way, shape, or form of fighting Not even self-defense… “I don’t underst4nd them… They s4y th4t they c4re 4bout me, but all they do is const4ntly hurt me… Why c4n’t they see th4t?!”
~FLASHBACK END
I pushed her too far… To the point of no return I'm the reason she’s dead, and she was too nice to even let me tell them for her… In her note… It said that the stress of everything was too much That it was no one’s fault That it was her own fault that she killed herself To not look for a scapegoat and blame anyone No one was at fault, only herself When really… It was me… I'm the reason she’s gone I should’ve been the one dead, not Emma I’m the one that doesn’t deserve to live… She had so much potential and such a bright future. Even if no one will realize it, Emma was the glue holding us all together… Our peacemaker. Our most social, yet socially awkward I felt a breathless laugh escape from my lips, sounding like I was in pain. And I was. Just not in the type of pain that someone would expect… “I’m not worth 4ll this trouble Em… You should’ve known this… You deserved everything you h4d 4nd more… I’m the one who th4t should’ve died…” Tears began to fall down my face, staining it even more. I stood up from Emma’s grave and tied her scarf around my neck, the cold wind making my tears feel frozen onto my face. It felt like a lifetime but all too soon when I arrived at the cliff she jumped off of… We didn’t even know that Emma could universe hop, much less do it under extreme emotional stress… One of our families weaknesses is that we can’t do certain magic when extremely emotional. Our magic becomes too unstable… ‘Emm4…’ “You were the strongest of us 4ll, weren’t you? Why couldn’t we re4lize th4t sooner?” I sat on the ledge she jumped off of and looked at the stars for what felt like hours until I moved my hand to brush away a rock and noticed some folded paper under it. It had Emma’s writing. “W-wh4t..? E-Em..?” Slowly opening it more, I realized it was a piece of a diary. “Emma had a diary?” Reading through it, I noticed how much she commented on her missing Phillip… “Emm4… Did you know what h4ppened? Is this…” Horrid images of our brother’s death flooded my mind I… Those images were wiped clear from my mind as if someone deleted a file of pictures My memories of Emma began to fade as well... “Why 4m I in Outert4le? Bro’s prob4bly worried 4bout me..” I placed the paper and scarf closer to the cliff than I intended and it accidentally dropped, never to be found by anyone ever again.
~???~
I grinned to myself as the files were quickly deleted. She doesn’t need to remember her. Soon, she’ll be my perfect heiress. I’ll need to start erasing her other sisters as well... “1 t)(1nk 1’ll l3t t)(3m r3m3mb3r h3r t)(0ug)(. Hum4n2 4lw4y2 241d t)(4t t)(3 b32t r3v3ng3 12 23rv3d c0ld.” My smile morphed into a malicious smirk, like a predator looming over it’s weak and vulnerable prey. My perfect project. My perfect heiress will soon be completed. As they say, you have to crack a few eggs to make an omelet.
~Penelope~
I smiled brightly, running over to my brother, “Bro! I’m back! I’m sorry if I made you worry. I was in Outertale, but I don’t remember why..” I frowned to myself, I was still confused as to why I was there..., running over to my brother, “Bro! I’m back! I’m sorry if I made you worry. I was in Outertale, but I don’t remember why..” I frowned to myself, I was still confused as to why I was there...
“D0n’t w0rry 4b0ut 1t P3nny. 1 tru2t y0u 4nd 1 kn0w y0u’r3 2tr0ng 3n0ug)( t0 pr0t3ct y0ur 23lf.” My brother smiled softly at me, making me feel all warm inside.
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Wait, I was in Outertale? Shaking my head, I suddenly felt dizzy… “Bro, c4n we go back to our pl4ce? I’m sort4 lighthe4ded..”
“0f c0ur32 P3n3l0p3”















