#spnmbb2020

[sketching-fox]

Finally my posting day!

Arts created to SPN Media Big Bang, illustrating the amazing fanfic by @son-of-a-bitch-spn-family!

And here the fic: Memories Bring Back Memories (Bring Back You)

[spn-mediabigbang]

Memories Bring Back Memories (Bring Back You)

Title: Memories Bring Back Memories (Bring Back You)

Author: @son-of-a-bitch-spn-family

Artist: @sketching-fox

Betas: jscribbles

Pairing: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Background: Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: 66660

Genre: Action Romance

Source Material: The Bourne Identity

Summary:

When he wakes, he has no idea who he is. Not his name, what he looks like, or why he’s flat on his back, staring up at the stars littering the night sky.

The first thing he learns about himself is that he has shitty instincts, especially if his first one is to protect the blue-eyed man currently stabbing someone in the face.

Or, the story where two strangers can’t agree on much and know even less, but they’re both fairly certain that they’re in love.

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Preview:

“Don’t you wanna know?” Dean’s voice softens against his will, lowering to a near whisper. “How we ended up here? What our story is? Where we live, what we do, how we act?" 

"Of course.” Castiel draws in a deep breath, blue eyes flicking towards him briefly, the look so intense that Dean’s bewildered by it. “However, no matter who tells us, they won’t truly know. They don’t know our true thoughts or feelings; only we can be aware of that. The only way we can know ourselves is to remember who we are." 

Dean swallows. "And what if we can’t?" 

"Then we will have to start anew,” Castiel says, the sharpness to his tone easing. There’s no pity in his voice, but he sounds resigned. “We’ll have no choice but to know ourselves as we are." 

"Yeah, I guess,” Dean mumbles, eyes fixated on the path of stubble over Castiel’s cheek. A horrible thought strikes him. “Cas, what if we’re not—what if we actually hate each other or something?" 

Castiel changes lanes, ignoring it when someone honks at him for not using his blinker. His throat works as he swallows and he murmurs, "Does it feel like you’re capable of hating me?" 

Dean considers that seriously. He stares at Castiel’s cheek, at the smooth skin by his temple, faint lines there that undoubtedly become more prominent when he’s not keeping his expression blank. From the side, his lips look less chapped, and his jaw looks sharper as if that’s possible. He’s handsome, incredibly so, and Dean—who knows absolutely nothing about his own preferences in sexual attraction—is absolutely enthralled. It almost feels like second-nature, to just be so drawn to Castiel, like it’s a part of who he is. 

"No, I don’t think that’s possible, Cas,” Dean admits in a hoarse croak. 

Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Pining, so much pining, Temporary Amnesia, Witches Screwing Things Up Again, Dean and Castiel get their memories wiped, Sam seems like a threat, He very much is not, Dean and Castiel are both assholes with a lot of love for each other, Dean thinks they are serial killers, In the grand scheme of things…is he wrong tho?, Sex while not having memories occurs but it is very consenting, Eileen is not putting up with anyone’s shit, Heavy Arguments, Miscommunication, Drunk Shenanigans, Lowkey Roleplay Kink, Inspired by The Bourne Identity, season 14 and 15 spoilers

Link to Fic

Link to Art

[leafzelindor]

Ahhh, It’s SPN Media Bang Post time! This art master post was done for the absolutely fantastic Fic  “Blessed Be the Norm” by Insominia! Please go give it a read! It’s a wonderful take on the source material and a beautiful Destiel fic to Boot! With Pinning, forbidden things, and of course, Baby.

[themoonandotherslikeit]

Someone Alive Masterlist

Written by @themoonandotherslikeit​, illustrated by @hitori-alouette​, and beta’d by @thescreechowl​

Inspired by the film City of Angels and written for @spn-mediabigbang​

For @thescreechowl​ and @ain-t-bovvered​, I wouldn't have written this without your inspiration and support. Your friendship means the world to me.

Rating: M

Tags/warnings: MCI, firefighter!dean, language, fluff, destiel, DeanxLisa

Word Count: approx 35K

After a millennia of keeping humanity at a distance, the angel Castiel finds himself looking into the eyes of Dean Winchester, a firefighter that carries pain like a badge of honor, who looks right back at Castiel like he’s a man and not an angel. For the first time he begins to wonder what it would be like to be loved, to be human.

How can the two men bridge the gap between their two worlds without losing something in the process? Can Castiel risk everything to fall and rebel from heaven for just a taste of Dean, just to feel his breath on Castiel’s lips? Can Dean allow Castiel to give up everything for him? Or is any of it even up to them in the first place?

Part One

Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Part Six

Part Seven

Part Eight

Epilogue

Read on A03 Here

Art Masterlist

Promo

For more fics by me check out my Masterlist

[leafzelindor]

Ah! New Item for The SPNMediaBang2020! I was extra excited to claim this John Wick inspired fic by @gii-heylittleangel Called “The (Un)Buried Past”!!!! It’s got Love, It’s got Guns, It’s gotta DOG! The fic is a wonderful ride!  Check it Out on Ao3! 

art also on Instagram and twitter