#spookyfucknuts

[fistmein45-blog]

PHOEBE BBY WELCOME BACK I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH WOIERUEOIW

DASJKHFKDSJHGJKSDHFJKSDHGLKJ THANKY OSUG SDKLJSDKGHKJLADHS

I WAS GONE FOR LIKE TWO DAYS IT WAS THE WORST TWO DAYS OF MY LIFE OMFG

I'M JUST GONNA CUT BACK A BUNCH BECAUSE I CANNOT STAY AWAY FROM YOU PEOPLE JFC ADKJSHGKJAHSDGLKJHSD

[scp372]

spookyfucknuts replied to your post: YESSSSSSSSSSSSS MARTIN FREEMANNNNNNNNNNNN WOIAEUROWIQAEUROEIWU

YES WE CAN BOND OVER MARTIN FREEMAN AND SCREAM AND YELL AND CRY BECAUSE HE JUST SHOULDN’T EXIST /SOB

HE SHOULDN'T EXIST LOOK AT HIM HOW DOES HE EVEN WORK

[scp372]

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS MARTIN FREEMANNNNNNNNNNNN WOIAEUROWIQAEUROEIWU

YEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS

[arrogantscientist-blog]

i dont know if i tagged everyone. scamp reblog this anyway so your frandz can see

[fistmein45-blog]

not putting this in a read more because i think it's important for everyone to see

also this isn't going to be super coherent

okay so i have become extremely depressed and numb and it's just super fucking awful and i hate myself and i have been way too close to suicidal lately

so i've decided to take a hiatus

i'm not going to queue sorry

i just need to start appreciating real life more and finding things i enjoy that don't involve tumblr or tv

and i've adopted all these beliefs that aren't even my own they're just copies of everyone else's and i need to find my own beliefs and form my own opinions and i just basically need to reinvent myself and take my life back

and i wish i could just cut back but because i don't possess any self control AT ALL that won't work

i'm sorry i have to do this i really am

but gracie told me that she read that people who spend tons of time on the internet are generally more depressed and that makes sense to me

i might not even watch supernatural anymore because it's just taken over my life

so i need to find hobbies

like knitting or baking or reading even though most of those things cost money ugh

but yeah

i love you all and i might be back in a few months. :)

i'll post my monologue and my athey idol footage and anything else really super important, but that's about it.

tumblr has become too much of a coping mechanism. it's invasive for me.

[fistmein45-blog]

OH ME ME ME PLZ WRITE MY URL YES PLZ THANK.

"dear spookyfucknuts, your icon is terrifying. i don't know what else tosay wow that's two words now lol I CAN'T WRITE GAH"