Oct 4, 2025
in every long and heated argument scene I’ve ever written, I always have to pause and wonder, “how far is too far…”
#fay talks#the first 18 years of my life were essentially nonstop fights where ‘they go low I go lower’#I’d like to think I’m much nicer/restrained now#but I won’t lie — sometimes writing toxic tianshan scratches a deeeeep itch#I’ll be staring at the dialogue I’ve written like 😦 and delete the worst parts of it LOL like damn. I need to give my demon’s leash a yank#anyway I try to keep the things I actually post as tame as I deem possible bc no one really needs to see all that#spread kindness!
