seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Poland
seen from China
seen from Vietnam
seen from United States
seen from Singapore
seen from India
seen from France
seen from United States
seen from France
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from Jamaica
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Germany
Anyone else blocking smut tags? Like I'm fine with it and if my likes were public on here you'd see a lot of it, but I'm just tired of it. Like every fic I scroll by these days is smutty in some way. Gone are the days where you really had to dig to find a smut in a sea of fluff because now it's the opposite. I know tons of people say this but seriously more people need to write fluffy or angsty fics and take a break from the smut. Please
Why do people complain so much about W.o.W? Like yeah, I don't like the one button rotation, but I can see why some people may want to use it. Also the changes being made are to help new players and returning players be on a level playing field with the hard core gamers, or so you can invite your friends to play and not have to give a ten hour presentation on how to play any given spec. It's not about instant gratification, it's about accessibility.
All I'm hearing from my dad and uncle who both played it when it first started and their last expansion they actively played in was panda land, is that blizzard is selling out to new gamers who want to beat every game right way. I can see it a little bit but the way they talk about it, it's like they think I'm stupid for still enjoying it and liking some of the new things they're implementing.
Kinda wish 4/20 was over already. My brothers and mom are all in a family video call getting high and talking about weed, while I just get to hangout in my room trying to act like I don't feel excluded. I think weed is always going to be something that keeps me separated from the rest of my family and I have to accept it, but it hurts that the only one who seems to care is my mom and even then she doesn't push for conversation to be more inclusive of me. She also calls me a square like everyone else. I can't even get upset about it because "it's just a joke" so I guess I'm just the family square.
Feeling bleh again. Seems like a trend around my birthday each year, especially when nothing really happens for it. I know we're tight on cash and that we're trying to move but it feels like I was forgotten. Sure I was told happy birthday by everyone who matters but one of the first things my dad said to me yesterday was asking if we could pawn my switch again for gas and food money. The only gift I got for my birthday was the nice Dutch Bros worker gave me my birthday drink without scanning my app so I could get another drink later on (which I used a few hours later).
And I get that my mom also didn't get anything special for her birthday (4 days before mine) but it just feels like my birthday didn't matter. I don't know maybe it's the fact that from next year on wards she wants to have joint birthday to save on money, or the fact that after I turned 15 if I mentioned being excited about my birthday before her's happened she'd make a comment along the lines of "well my birthday hasn't happened yet so slow your roll", and now I just struggle with it I guess.
I know I'm 24 and the only "big milestone" birthdays left are each decade but fuck. I just want to feel seen an not ignored. No one even tried to hang out with me yesterday. I wasn't asked if I wanted to hang out with my mom and dad in the living room and watch tv/play games, or if I wanted to join the group call with my brothers and their partners. I was just ignored like everyone assumed I'd rather be alone watching YouTube all day. Would I have said yes if they asked? Probably not. But I would have appreciated the thought of them trying to include on my birthday.
Maybe I'm being dramatic or stupid but I just feel numb and like they only register I exist when I'm around.
Found out today that me being completely exhausted on my period might be a medical issue. Just add another one to the list of things I need to get checked out.
My oldest dog passed away earlier today. I'm not super torn up about it because I know it was her time, she was 14 and we honestly didn't think she would survive her first night. She was the last of a line of dogs my family has had since about 2006. When she was born she was extremely small and it took a lot for us to get her mom to take care of her. My mom had to help her learn to walk because her back legs were messed up. It's a miracle she lived this long and we all knew her time was coming.
What hurts me the most about today is actually my dog's reaction to it. She's been laying down a lot more than usual and doesn't really want to do anything. I know it's because she lost a pack member and is grieving but it hurts to see her so sad. If anyone ever trys to say dogs don't grieve I want them to know they really do. My dog is normally running around and barking at this time, begging for food and wiggling her big butt for pets, but right now it's like she's a completely different dog. I'm doing my best to help her. I'm giving her extra pets and encouraging her to walk around a little bit, I'm also planning to take her for a walk tomorrow to try and cheer her up a little bit.
I wish dogs could talk so I could really understood her thoughts and how she's feeling. But for now all I can do is be there and encourage her to keep doing things. I'm trying to give her space and not push her to hard while also keeping an eye on her. They never tell you how hard it is to help your dog work through grief.
Over the last month I've had to start facing the hard truth that my grandma won't be around much longer. At first I didn't worry and I'm still not super worried I just didn't realize how fast change can happen. Three weeks ago she was having normal conversations and now she has to have intense speech therapy and has to be reminded who people are because she had a couple strokes in the hospital. I didn't think it would bother I figured I'd just brush past it like everything else. But having her home and hearing her basically have a mini break down because she can no longer find the words she needs to express things is really hard for me. I'm trying to stay my calm and collected nonchalant self but when my dad asked me to go ask her if she wanted buttered bread with her dinner or not I couldn't do it. I don't know how I'm going to cope with all this.
Why do people assume I think they're being transphobic when I get upset with them?
Basically a couple years back a coworker called me 'newtumis prime' in reference to transformers, not because I'm trans but because I did something at work that everyone knew I was comfortable with and he thought it was a good joke about changing, which I agreed with. Yesterday I was talking about it and my uncle started calling me that. I immediately told him to stop because that was an old joke and i didn't want to be called that ever again. It was funny the first time at work but I'm not a huge fan of it. Today my uncle called me it again and I got upset. He just came in my room and asked if I got mad because I thought he was being transphobic and was surprised when I said I was upset because I had told him not to call that for completely different reasons. If I thought he was being transphobic I wouldn't have just said "don't call me that" I would have lost my shit on him.
