hollyleaf, jayfeather, lionblaze, breezepelt, i'm sorry. we shouldn't have lied to you- i shouldn't have lied to you. you were my children, you deserved the truth, nothing less, but as much as i hate to say it i was scared. we both were. of what could happen if the truth got out. it seemed like the right thing to do at the time but starclan knows it wasn't. the consequences of my actions and the pain you all endured after the truth got out taught me that much. sometimes i wondered if any of you ever truly forgave me back then (if you didn't i wouldn't blame you) but i hope in this life you can find it in your heart to. i know its selfish to ask for forgiveness. but this is me laying down my pride for once and hoping, begging, that i didn't completely ruin everything between us. that i didn't break our family for good. i still love you all so, so much and i regret so much more.
— a canon divergent squirrelflight/squirrelstar 🐿🍃