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i think for the fact you've apparently studied this youre not very educated on it because im pretty fucking sure it's a brain issue and not an environment issue i am not not motivated because "nobdoy around me was" i am not motivated because i cannot i dont know how to motivate myself i dont know whwre to get motivation from
i think you also do a pretty shitty fucking job at caring since all you do is shout at me when i do things you dont like . i was and am perfectly fine with what i eat and i think it's weeird to say you won't care if I'm sick because i wont eat properly . i htink your way of showing care is really weird . i think you asking about my day fter lecturing me is weird i feel forced to answer i dont want to talk to you please leave me alone whybdo you never want me to do whay i want whybis it always what you want i don't fucking get it
if it doesnt benefit you and onky benefits me i dont know why the fuck youre so mad all the time . if it's good for me why d you scream . if its good for me why do you get mad at me if i dont . why do you hate it when i dont do things you like . i am not you not Everything i wil do is perfect please leave me alone this is wjy i like hikm so much more eutayn you pekase
